oh my, I got a wedding bouquet on my friend's wedding yesterday 0_0

I wonder, if somewhere in this big world someone is looking for me?

had my first experience speaking English by phone. hope it wasn't that bad, because I really liked it. the conversation was going nice and smoothly and I really enjoyed it. even if I'm not succeeded and won't be accepted for this job, I think I gained an important experience, that will help me in future.
I was so nervous before it and I'm so excited now *__*

wish I knew, what should I do.

tomorrow I'm having my first English-only interview.
I'm so excited about that, but actually a little bit nervous not to match expectations. firstly, my own.

and it seems like an avalanche - invitations come one after another. well, may be not like that, actually, but after such a silence it looks like this.
and it'll be very nice, if at least one of them would be successful.
btw, today's looks like a dream job, waiting for an answer~

ahhh, the main blog is down, so sad ToT

nevermind, I'm still searching for job, posting my CV and answering to the vacancies, but no calls today ._. what a sad day!

it feels that I need to write here. well, I use LJ mostly for posting my icons and reading some communities, Hitman Reborn especially. but I wish I use it more for communication and talks.
somehow it came to my mind that I really like English. I'm not so fluent in it - oh, well, maybe yes, I am, but mistakes... of course, there are plenty of them. but I have a huge desire to improve and speak and write freely.
sooo, I'll try not to forget writing here :D

whoosh, it looks like is gonna be alright. I think I was quite good during my interviews. hope my english was good, too, because it's the most important point of my concerns. I didn't have enough language practice, but I hope that experience could fix it up somehow.
still I hope to find a good and interesting job. at least, not very boring and with a lot of language practice.
here we go!

I wish I could somehow meet myself from the future. from five years later, I think. just to see her smile, patting my shoulder and whispering, that she's happy and everything in her - and mine, too - future is okay. I'm too afraid of not knowing what am I gonna be.

the most important thing is that it has already happened and nothing will change.
but sure, I`ll miss them.

I somehow managed to let it go.
I hope it`s not a temporary effect, because it was hard to live with that feelings.

my spring came so suddenly, freeing me from everything, that was bothering me.it feels nice <3

feels like all my words are going nowhere.
most just don`t bother to answer.
one - doesn`t exist to do so.

so sad ._.

ah, don`t mind.

but again it feels like I`ve done something wrong.
damned exams, messing my thoughts. or maybe I`m imagining things?

after the last Reborn! chapter I can`t wait till Friday to read the next one ;_;
I`m so in love with Gokudera <3

and suddenly! it`s so annoying to see things like "I`m the boss here, so my opinion is the one and only"

bleh, annoying

this is what I like in autumn. theese bittersweet feelings of loneliness and silence.
but I`m okay. because I`m always okay, even if it feels like not.

I wish I lived somewhere in Europe, in a small quiet town full of peaceful streets and lanes.
I`m so tired of these noisy streets, crowds everywhere and people in hurry.

need rest.