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NEW LJ: neurochemics 

yeah i'm just sick of this lj and the things i associate with it. so, time for a change. think of this as a reverse friends cut. add me back if you want to and i'll add you back. hoop dee doo.

When you read this you're tagged! Take a picture of you in your current state, no changing your clothes or quickly putting on makeup. NO PHOTOSHOP. Show your F-List the Real You!



say hi to my military uniform gaiz.

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are.

friends cut.

if i've removed you it's probably because i don't feel like we have much in common, we don't talk, or you seem to be a dead journal.

cheers.

everything is out to ruin my fucking day.

1) desktop broke. all my writing and art is on that.
2) memory disk broke. all my pictures of vacation + animals were on it
3) irl people are being total cunts
4) jrotc is going like a big, long piece of shit
5) i've literally lost all of my friends. how does this even???
6) i didn't even get to say happy birthday to cyberdemoltion
7) my family is just. being pushy assholes lately.
8) foot hurt. out of commission for two classes + can't work out
9) gained twenty pounds

i mean seriously? it's hard to function when everything keeps hitting you all at once. i'm coo' if it's a couple things at a time but this is all sort of very relevant. i mean. i just need someplace to rant right now and if you don't want to read it? it's fine. it's just nice to know that somebody is out there. i know, though, it must be getting old. ngl, i don't blame yall if you hop of the train and leave.

it's just hard when you have to smile and pretend like everything is dandy and you're feeling fucking fine when you're not. i mean. i should be used to being called a whore and a cunt and a bitch. it doesn't effect me where those assholes can see it. not even when they grab me or threaten to kill me. it wears down though, especially when it has been like this since school started. that's only, what, three weeks? but it's enough.

it's enough.

Say hello to Xavier! 8') He's a California King Snake. Very lovely, yet very grumpy because he hasn't been fed in a while. ALMOST GOT MY HAND WHEN I FED HIM. Oops!! Every time I look at him I smile like an idiot. He's the chillest little guy and likes to hang out on my... uh... breasts. ROFL. At the moment, he's in a bit of a food coma! Pretty much lazing around and resting his tail in the water. 

This little guy has cheered me up so much c: He'll be my buddy through college, too!