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The liars lie awake at night
People think I start shit. There has never been a time in my life where it was NOT my fault. My mother and father say it's my fault. Like, getting my mother home quickly and safely. Safely being the key word. I never had a relationship of any type be for the better. Let's get some things straight. I AM NOT suicidal anymore, I DO NOT cut, I AM straight edge, and I CAN take them all on. Whitney may be good for somethings, but she doesn't know. Kathy...is amazing. She understands. If I was to tell her my medication made me sleepy, she wouldn't answer with an "Awww, I'm so sorry. But we love you anyway ;]" She'd have a solid answer.
I don't start drama. And if I do for whatever reason, other people had a huge part too.
I wanna apologize to Ashley, Katie, Kim and Eva. You guys don't need shit like this. You run a fine board. Some choices you made for the board NOW, seem...petty. I know when Julie was mod and she knew something, she'd keep it secret. But...some mods and SA's of yours are telling me off for having a voice. My own voice.
I wanna apologize to the Overcast kids, especially Jessica, Ashley (any of them), Lauren, Jenna, Pete, HeyChris Kate, Charlie (Umm, ok, maybe not Charlie >.>) and anyone else I missed. I know I did something I am ashamed of. Please, let's start over.
I wanna apologize to the 9,920 kids at DB who did nothing. I know how you feel, being scared of the mods. I was at the boards for a little more then a year. Since October, 2004. I encourage ALL of you to go and thank Ashley, Katie, Eva and Kim for making the board a safe haven. Thank the 'teacher' mods who help. But...as for the others (Librarians excluded), be careful and on tippy toes. Slip once could cost emotions. Their like the secret tellers.
Anyone wanna know what happened?
RILEY, SA Riley, told me off. That no one wanted me at Degrassi-boards. Hmph. Yeah, cause I know other places that would enjoy a Trisha. NICK, Duran Duran Nick, called me names, like whore for example.
Yeah. I don't feel comfortable leaving a bunch of kind, innocent kids in their drama. You ALL rock, each and every single one of you. You make DB well...DB. There would be no DB without the majority. Because the people who GET modded, are the minority. I was in the minority. The real Popular kids of DB. I had connections with mods, SA's and Librarians. Almost all. I don't feel that group was like cloud 9. YOU guys are the ones who make the board. And you don't need to be in the inner circle to become something, because they DO watch you. You WILL be seen. Some of the 'bigger' people were nobodies. But they all seem to be teacher's and SA's now. Hmm...
I am going through my LJ friends list and deleting. People who want in, leave a comment in the Friends only post with who you are, where you're from, and which person. IF you can't see any other posts besides this one and the friends only one, you are not one.
Christmas pics coming soon for privileged.
I make this public, and anyone can fight in this...comment box.
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