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- One Taste
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Fog Horns
My youth played out not far from the Pacific Ocean, in old San Francisco. Given our proximity to the big water, we were among the first San Franciscans to be enshrouded in fog, before it eventually spread itself over the … Continue reading
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Woolworth’s with Aunt Elfie
As I recall now, it was somewhere around 1955, so I must have been 6 years old. We were living in a much different San Francisco, and my maternal Grandmother was living with us. Apparently, her son, Uncle Charlie, had … Continue reading
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God Triumphs In the Ruins of Our Plans
Questioner: How do the wise proceed when they need something to be done? Do they make plans, decide about details and execute them? Nisargadatta: The wise understand a situation fully and know at once what needs be done. That is … Continue reading
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Olive Hill
1969 After 7 years of a rather eccentric lifestyle growing up in a Roman Catholic Seminary, this was to be my last night on Seminary grounds. I had just completed my Junior year in college there, and I had had … Continue reading
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My Plan to Catch Santa Claus
San Francisco, December 1958: I was 9 years of age, my sister 7, and my two brothers 5 and 3 respectively. Over the period of several days and nights, while nominally immersed in school homework, I had painstakingly devised a … Continue reading
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New Years Eve
(Posted New Year’s Eve, 2017) Nominally, it’s the last day of another year. Does it really matter which one? Day follows night, season follows season, it’s a perpetual cycle. Only humans manage to number the years in their minds, as … Continue reading
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Moonlight Drive
Tonight’s full moon pushed my memory back half a century, back to another mystic full moon November night. I was with two college friends, though we had all recently dropped out of college. It was a wild time, and we … Continue reading
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Destined for Limbo
It seems as if some of us are luckier than others. In my own case, I was born into a Catholic family, and as I was later informed, only baptized Catholics are able to enter into Heaven, which happens to … Continue reading
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My First Encounter with a Fascist
As I recall, I was generally a quiet and well-behaved child. I kept to myself, since I did not find the world of humans particularly appealing, and would often spend hours at a time in my backyard, looking at clouds … Continue reading
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The Judge and the Gypsy
(A true story) The road into this town is worse now than the last time I passed through here. My wagon hitched behind me bounces over the rocks and pits, and I’ll be lucky if I don’t break an axle. … Continue reading
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Piano Bear
We walked into a lounge in dreamland. At the piano was a bear, dressed in a tuxedo and top hat. He was grinning as he sang one of the old songs. He looked right at us but kept his paws … Continue reading
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First Day of Kindergarten
Today was 5 year old Ryder’s first day of Kindergarten, and she was definitely looking forward to it with happy anticipation. I was reminded of my own first day, which turned out to be something of a catastrophe. For … Continue reading
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A Night in Old San Francisco
Midnight, my Friend– a lazy mind salad circles the melon moon with cantaloupes and antelopes, with wry deceptions of currants passing themselves off as ripe raisins, great green words with nowhere to grow, no proper sentence in which to root … Continue reading
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Good Friday
It was 1958, and as I recall, it was an unseasonably warm day for San Francisco. The Bay Area was typically much cooler for that time of year. Our local parish Church, St. Thomas the Apostle, was packed for the … Continue reading
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Waking Up in the Operating Room
A writer sits down before a screen and keyboard and attempts to re-arrange the Mystery with their particular fantasy of interpretation on memory and perception. The reason they are never ultimately satisfied with their literary lies is because their fantasy … Continue reading
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And So It Is Christmas
Spent Christmas Eve morning at the doctor’s. Possible pneumonia, so prescribed a heavy-duty antibiotic. The Doctor’s waiting room is a zendo, and today the sermon was a Disney Christmas movie playing on the corner wall TV, beaming down artificial cheer … Continue reading
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Spam
As a young child growing up in the early 50’s, I was fed a pretty basic diet, often consisting of Spam and canned vegetables for dinner. Both my parents worked long hours, and so those were easy-to-fix convenient foods of … Continue reading
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Spit In Your Shoe
I had recently turned 10, as I recall, and it was a lazy San Francisco Summer Saturday in the late 1950’s. By that age, I had mostly lost interest in the televised Saturday morning cartoon programs that had once amused … Continue reading
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A Painting
“The coming and going of birth and death is a painting. Unsurpassed enlightenment is a painting. The entire phenomenal universe and the empty sky are nothing but a painting.” ~Dogen Zenji Feeling deeply into this moment, can’t we see … Continue reading
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Mary Rose
Late spring in San Francisco, 1958, and it had been such a beautiful day! I remember this 9 year old physical body seated at a wooden desk in the back of a grammar school classroom, oblivious to the yammerings of … Continue reading
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Golf Club Cane
4/1/2003 Over the course of their 56 years together, my parents accumulated a vast assortment of material “stuff”. When they both passed in 2002, my three siblings and I spent a number of days cleaning out their home in San … Continue reading
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The Symphony
Ukiah, CA 1970 It was my last day off before I was scheduled to return to work at the residential treatment center and school for pre-teens where I had been working as a child-care counselor. I was tired but happy, … Continue reading
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Surfin’ Safari
“Let’s go surfin’ now! Everybody’s learnin’ how! Come on a safari with me!” ~The Beach Boys Summertime in California, early 1960s . . . If you lived in San Francisco, down by the Pacific Ocean, you may not have known … Continue reading
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Bat Cave Puja
In 1980, while traveling up the Indonesian peninsula from Bali to Bangkok, I was fortunate enough to be guided by a friendly Balinese to a semi-secret ceremony being conducted by a local priest/shaman at the mouth of a bat cave, … Continue reading
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One Taste
I was 8 years old when first introduced to floral ecstasy. It was midsummer in San Francisco, and all of that summer was warm and bright, as I recall, but I’m sure we all like to remember the summers of … Continue reading
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The Shadow
The first radio show I remember hearing was The Shadow, circa 1951. Because radio shows required visualization based on memory association, my 3 year old imagination was inspired to add some emotionally-reactive interpretation to the echoing sound of a creaking … Continue reading
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Anemone and Beetle
2002 Today serendipity provided an opportunity for me to grab my Gal and drop over the hills past Sausalito, climbing through the eucalyptus so fragrant and familiar, then wheeling down past Green Gulch Sanctuary to the power point known as … Continue reading
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Nomads
It is dusty and kiln-dried, mid-way along the crooked spine of the Atlas Mountain Range. Humps of browned and barren hills spread stuporous in relentless heat. Not a breeze is stirring. It’s 1979, and I have been trekking through Northern … Continue reading
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Kingdom of Heaven
The biblical character Jesus was reported to have said, “The kingdom of heaven is within you.” Thus, he immediately refuted the notion of a separate God. Now, given the way things go on this lovely rock, a number of folks … Continue reading
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The Third Time Charm
It was about 10 PM, and I was commuting from Boston to New York in late September of 1984. It had been a bumpy year, so to speak, and I was on the brink of a rather complex career turning … Continue reading
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Om Namah Shivaya
In late 1973, after training for several years at a Zen Buddhist monastery in the San Gabriel Mountains in Southern California, I moved briefly back to San Francisco. One day I heard that a great Indian Yogi, reputedly capable of … Continue reading
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Into the Mystery
In the summer of 1969, Mike Magee and I embarked upon a fishing trip for steelhead — the great ocean-going trout — deep into the Trinity Alps of Northern California. This was to be a transformative trip for many reasons, … Continue reading
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In the Sanzen Room
Mt. Baldy Zen Monastery, 1971- 73 In the Sanzen Room, where Rinzai Zen Masters conduct formal interviews with their students, they require the aspirant to present their understanding with their whole being. Mere verbal play is rewarded with a quick … Continue reading
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The Cat
In 1970, I was fulfilling my Alternate Service obligation to the Government by working as a Child Care Counselor at a residential treatment center for pre-teens in Ukiah, CA. During that time, I was renting a small cabin about 5 … Continue reading
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Children of the Majesty
Returning south to San Francisco after a 6-month stint as a grateful hermit in the Sierras in 1970, my heart tugged me over to the Pacific coastline, where I eventually found myself leisurely touring along the supernaturally splendid Coastal Highway … Continue reading
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Study War No More
I must have read some bit of Eastern philosophy about needing to go beyond the mind in order to discover the natural state of true freedom. In any case, I began pondering that concept, until one night, sitting out on … Continue reading
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Plans
“God triumphs over the ruins of our plans.” ~St. Augustine Two of my early passions had been music – all and any music – and audio gear. During my summer vacations home from the Seminary, I worked in various jobs … Continue reading
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Pagan Babies
At the Catholic elementary school in which I was enrolled in the 1950’s, the usual curriculum routine was occasionally set aside for “Audio-Visual” presentations. Students were gathered into the auditorium, lights were dimmed, and the whir of a film projector … Continue reading
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Houdini
It was to be the last summer of our childhood, although at the time we had only the vaguest sense that this incandescent chapter of our lives was finally coming to an end. We were too enraptured in the glorious … Continue reading
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Fort Point
Today a blessed breeze carries me back more than half a century to a little pier that juts out adjacent to the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, called Fort Point. It is Sunday, and in the womb of that … Continue reading
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Pretending
I was eight years old, and had just returned from the Catholic Youth Organization summer camp. When I stepped off the bus back in San Francisco, after 2 wonderful weeks of being on my own for the first time, I … Continue reading
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Fire On the Lake
I was almost 6 when my father took me on my first vacation road trip away from home in San Francisco to visit his family in Bellingham, Washington, where I was to meet my his birth family for the first … Continue reading
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Boomba
My maternal Grandmother was quite a woman for her time, or anytime, for that matter. Born into an Irish Catholic family in Chicago on June 18, 1888, she entered this world with a twin brother – she was named Rose … Continue reading
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Dream Journey Begins
I’d been on Earth for a couple of years already, but I have very little memory of the time preceding this day. I seemed to have mostly enjoyed a natural state, blissful, with no abiding sense of separation between a … Continue reading
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