Yeah, I'm still alive.
Someone remember who I am?...

...the hearts are most important
so I'll stick them behind both your breasts
Isn't that good?
But wait, wait, again I had a request to make
I'm really very sorry...
but I really don't need a heart on the right side
sorry for all the selfish requests
it's so that when I find a lover
and hold her close to me for the first time
only then I will able to feel two hearts
beating one on each side.

The left one mine, the right one yours
the left one yours, the right one mine
this way alone, I'll always be missing something
so I won't able to on living alone.

{RADWIMPS - Order Made}

I'm scared, tomorrow I'll have my entrance test to University.
I want to cry, I want my boyfriend...
I'm too scared. Why I have to be so anxious?!
I can't sleep...

너라고
It's you.
It's only you. ♥

Frankly, I don't know what to write.
I only feel like loving him :D teheh~
Love is the most wonderful thing in the world, now I know it.

To my dear~

I don't know when you'll able to read this, because you're now in hospital.
Why I'm writing this? Why I'm writing here?
It's because I can't do anything than write here.
At midnight will be 2 months together ♥ and I feel loving you a lot, every day :3
I hope you'll fine soon ♥
I miss you even if today I saw you, I miss your smiles, your kisses :3
I miss you all...

Now it's 10pm and I hope you're getting some rest.
Maybe I should sleep too...so tomorrow will be here soon and I'll able to see you again ♥
I'm such an insatiable person :D lol~
I truly love you.

I can easily type it in English, but it's really difficult in Italian even to say it.
It's difficult because I'm shy and because my love for you it's really big...but I always hope that you can understand my feelings...
I wouldn't change you with no other one.
ILU ♥

Nothing more :D
Sorry guys~
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I feel an heavy burden on my heart.
My mom says "when you have a dream it means that you're relaxed and really rested".
I DON'T WANT TO BE RESTED ANYMORE.
I do a lot of nightmares, and not 'simple-nightmares' such as: someone leaves me in a woods alone.
Tonight I 'dreamed' about corneal transplants. THAT'S FUCKING SCARY.
Some people steal corneal from the dead and made illegal things with them.
Brrr...*shivers* I want to forget this really soon.
Before this, I dreamed 2 TIMES that there was an heartquake! And I dreamed like other 7-8 things that I don't remember but I know that were nightmares.
I DON'T WANT TO DREAM.
Please, tell me how to stop this because I can't take it anymore...I really feel like crying.

じゃあ ね...

PS. I didn't eat something bad and I didn't watch scary movies.

おはよう


credits to blog.naver.com/danjisoo

I feel really bad.
I woke up 1h ago and I found out that Jaebum of 2PM is quitting the group. He's the best leader ever [with Teuk and Yunho for sure], why Korean people have to be like this?!
I mean, he made a mistake and he said he was sorry. He was young, who cares now?!
You have only to be a bad person.
Let him leave Korea and come back in America only for this.
I guess he needs his family support...
And I'm more and more angry when I read by SOME FANS: Jay's last words were "I'M SORRY".

IS HE DYING?! NO.
Showing him your support is fine, but don't say things like that! It only makes me feel more angry. I feel bad too, but I'm not so catastrophic. It's not that I don't love him, he's really a good person and leader but your crying won't solve anything.
The only thing you can do is wait and keep loving him.

Please, be a good fan for him.
LEADER JAY 파이팅 ♥
Come back soon to Korea and kick their asses.
HOTTEST HATE ANTI-FANS.

I will still update later, sorry for spamming.
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PS. Wooyoung need to get some rest ㅜㅜ

EDIT!!!

On Wikipedia they're already put 'Jae' as FORMER MEMBER. So fast D: lol.
They write also JYP said that Junho will now replace Jaebeom as a leader.
JUNHO LEADER OF 2PM?! XDDDDDDDD AHAHAHHAHA~
No, sorry :DDDDDDDDDD AHHAHAHAHA, really. I like Junho too :D but...LEADER IT'S TOO MUCH XDDDDDDDDD
He's like invisible...

I'm re-doing my livejournal profile, so I can't take it there anymore.

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Actually I'm studying for my entrance exam to University ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
What you can see in the pics it's my old (very old :D) geography book. I have to study a lot of things: Geography, History, Literature etc...
It's pretty hard because I didn't study since I graduated and now it's so boring :D but I have to do my best~
I'm really scared ㅜㅜ
There will be 60 questions and I've to answer in two hours. If I get right an answer I take 1 point, if I don't answer I take a 0 and...IF I DO A MISTAKE I TAKE A -0.25 point ㅜㅜ
So unfair

I'm also trying hard to study Korean by myself.
It's not really difficult but I can't remember all the korean alphabet, but maybe it's just because I'm lazy (●^ー^●)'''
I can type: 시모나 입니다. 나는 로마에 삽니다.
And also things like 'she's a woman, i'm a man' etc...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
I guess I'm better at Japanese than Korean (笑)

Well, I go to have dinner (^ε^)
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