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And if I never see your face again, I don't mind

[Jun. 18th, 2009|05:00 am]

Tom Hanniger

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~~That's never going to happen.~~ The weird is always going to be there, but I did get over the initial shock. I got into the bar with his face, it was a long shot, but I'm happy it worked. I really needed a drink, and drinking alone really wasn't an option, so to the bar I went. First of all, I didn't know if that was going to work, after all we do have differences. Not only that, but I didn't really know if the guy drank. And if he did, which bar he would go to. I was one lucky bastard, that's for sure.

Then he sat down beside me.

Apparently, he would've done the same thing when he was my age. I'm freaked out by the fact that we're alike in more ways than one. I think I'm just focusing too hard on those similarities to realize that a lot of people have common interests, and other. I can't say I remember a whole lot from that night, I don't know how I got back into my dorm either. I do remember the hangover from hell though.

Oh man, that reminds me why I risked going to the bar in the first place. *facepalm*

I'm starting to miss Sarah again, this is completely unrelated to the sentence above. I was drinking for another reason all together. I missed her for a month when I first left Harmony, I regret not saying a word to her about where I was going. I didn't want her to know, I still don't, and I don't want to lie. So saying nothing was probably my best option. It's been over a year, I wouldn't be surprised if she was dating someone else.

I still haven't come to find this school doctor, so I went to the hospital. I was told I should have been there right after the back of my head slammed against the wall. They had to re-open the gash, and stitch it back up properly. I tell you, that was not fun. *shakes head* Going through that and other is why I hate seeing doctors.

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If I'm the king of cowards, you're the queen of pain.

[Jun. 8th, 2009|04:12 am]

Tom Hanniger

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Great, I had the best first day ever! You know, I was a bit fearful of this school, but that's to be expected. I toughed it out though, and you know what? I was met with the most wonderful people! We all hung out, had a few laughs, and just had the time of our lives. Oh, good times.

Can't you just taste the sarcasm? *eye roll*

The moment I stepped foot in this school, things just went from bad to worse. But you know, it wasn't all bad. The first person I came in contact with was a priest, who I think his name is Sam. He doesn't act very priest-like, let me tell you. Can I press charges? He came after me with a butter knife, a friggen butter knife! Not as lethal, but it can still do some damage, you know. Then he started blabbering on about things that don't even make sense, what the hell? I tried to help him when Harry went after him, I tried pulling him off because he was choking him. But I was sent flying against the wall and I think I might have a cut. I was told to see the doctor, but where do I find him? Not that I really want to see another doctor, but it's been a day already, and my head still aches.

I met Emily too, she was nice enough to try and help me. Went no where with that, because this blond chick came to intervene, and kept pushing her out the door. Thanks, by the way, mysterious woman. Emily is sweet though, after I was let go, she showed me to my dorm. That's where I met one of my dorm mates, Adam. Nice guy too. See? Like I said, it wasn't all bad.

Then it just got weird, because I look like another guy. He came up behind me and kissed me, far too weird for my liking. Now, I don't have anything against homosexuals, but really? Me? with another guy, that's never going to happen. I do feel bad for making him confused and hurt, though. We stepped outside, and that's when he finally gave me his name. Jared. we got to talking, and after that, I just stayed there. Everything was making my head spin, and it didn't help any when I came face to face with the guy I've only seen in pictures who has my face. Or, I have his face, because he's older. *shrug* God, I couldn't even look at him for too long, I kept getting chills. It was like something from the twilight zone.

Now, I'm sorry about this post, I'm not usually like this. But can you blame me? Really?

For those of you who don't know, I'm Tom Hanniger. I'm serious when I say I'm not usually like this, that was just one hell of a day. I'm up late, I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about Dean. That's going to haunt me for a really long time, It won't help either if I have to bump into him every now and then. My head hurts, I should have stayed where I was, at least there we were all under high security and Harry couldn't get to me. He'd always taunt me though, standing at my window and just staring at me. Here, he can get in any time he pleases, he could even kill me while I'm sleeping.

That's enough for now. I'm out, my head is throbbing, and I can't keep staring at this screen. I guess I'll try to track down this Dr. Cullen tomorrow.

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Application

[Jun. 4th, 2009|07:45 am]

Tom Hanniger

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The Character
Name: Tom Hanniger. ~~/ Harry Warden~~
Age (15-20): 18.
LJ/AIM:

tomhanniger / HannigerMines.
How do we know them/Fandom?: My Bloody Valentine.
Addiction/Disorder: Hallucinations & Double Personality.
Preference: Straight. (Subject to change.)
Brief Background: In his early teens, Tom always helped out with whatever he could down in his fathers mines. Sometimes, he'd only be there to watch because his father always told him that someday he would own them. Of course, at the time, he was excited about it, having practically grew up down in the tunnels. When he was 16, there was an accident in Tunnel 5 where he was supposed to be helping out, but had forgot to bleed the lines. Harry Warden and a few others were buried, while others on the outside raced against time to try to dig them out. By the time the search and rescue team got to them, everyone was dead by the blunt force of a pickaxe. Harry had killed everyone off to conserve air and save himself. But after he was pulled out, he quickly fell into a coma. A year later, he woke up and slaughtered everyone in the hospital before going after Tom. After what had happened, Tom began to see Harry everywhere, thinking he was still coming after him even though he had died from multiple gunshot wounds. And thereafter, a double personality emerged in Tom and he became Harry Warden. He was immediately diagnosed, sent to a mental institute and soon enough he was sent to St. Davids. As long as he kept taking his medication, there wouldn't be much to see from Harry any longer.
Brief Personality: Tom is a nice guy, sometimes shy, but he is not afraid to stand up for himself. Sometimes, traits of Harry Warden comes out, and this is where Tom gets ugly. He has anger problems, is very rude, and likes to pick fights just to give and receive pain.
Photo Link: Tom / Harry
Make Me Real: Through With You by Maroon 5

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