i'm tired. I'm lonely. I'm frusturated. I don't know how to fix it.

In the bahamas I...

went wakeboarding
lounged on private beaches
was catered to by a private chef
had wine with every meal
went scuba diving in a james bond movie scene
snorkled two sunken drug cartel planes
went spear fishing
rode a sea turtle
saw swimming pigs
fed iguanas
swam with sharks
gambled in atlantis
went clubbing in atlantis
got veeeeeeeeery drunk off of rum
rode a lazy river for 3 hours
took a leap of faith.

the US sucks.

i cut off all my hair and now its a short bob and curly as FUCK.
cant decide if i like it. verrrrrrry different.

finally talked to will today. it felt really nice. i think vermont is a go.

(616): Dude she has a bf and shes on lockdown more than Nelson Mandela in 95

(304): My sis friend said it was fake then described it as "scary"...greatest adj ever applied to my dick

he's graduating tomorrow. maybe i'll talk to him them?

HAHA! GOODBYE PRETTY GPA!!!
i will miss you so....

home and very alone.
can i go back to the boyfriend please? singleness sucks.
fuuuuuuuck

he calls me his girlfriend with 3 days left in the relationship.
HILARIOUS.

sorry, when did i get kicked out of the three musketeers?

ugh ugh ugh officially less than a month left.
how did this year go by so quickly?
i dont gets it!

i bought frozen pesto tortellini and i thought it was gonna be AWESOME, but i am so utterly disappointed.
sigh. metaphor for the last week of school before break.

bumdi dum dum DITCHED!
he better make it up to me tomorrow. and the biffles, they're just in trouble.

college is really hard.

i really hope he's not a player...

...i had a date.
hehe.
he held my hand.
and walked me backed to my dorm.
he's a senior.
hehe.

...i got to brag about it in front of matt.
i love my friends.

reasons not to date matt or guys like matt:
-they're crude
-they're un-empathetic
-they're unappreciative
-when they get into a tight spot they punish anyone they think is responsible with malicous unfair retribution
like...idk....say they get written up for drinking by your good friend Kate the RA and answer to it by trying to get her fired by telling the director of housing three days later that she had been drunk when she had written them up. but i'm just spitting things off the top of my head here....

you bitch of a guy. you pussy bitch of a guy that can't take anything like a man. grow up you scared, heartless little boy. you dickless asshole. i hope you get something sharp shoved up your ass you fucking bitch.

i'm depressed.

i just want my boots!!!!

19....cool.
kind of a nothing birthday.
single, but with great friends.
lonely, but with great friends.
horny, but with great new brown leather sex boots.
i say a success :D
woot!