today, it  started like no other

not a sound ,  did Clive the cat utter

searched up and down

he’s not to be found

looked outside ,  in the trees

even got down ,  on my knees

around in the bushes

in flowers he pushes

stumbling with worry

I go through the door

what do i see , rolling on the floor

Clive  was  scrubbing , itching his back

I bent on over to give him a snack

he jumped as my hand , made a big smack

Clive the cat , upon my nose did whack

Reject the Sickness (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

fighting the dark my evil isn’t out

lack of purpose , make’s me shout

strolling through memory’s all lined in gold

frustrating me now , future’s on hold

moods are all calm , but sense’s are high

healing and learning can’t all be implied

sickness has plagued , my  sickness swells

the devil is in me , I’m under his spells

this monster will lose , sure to take time

up to this point I’ll act like  a mime

blinders come on , tunnel vision strikes

light disappears with no day in site

minutes ago planning things very small

now can’t remember one thing at all

breathing irregular , wont straighten out

heartbeat gains speed, follows it’s route

closing the door don’t want to be seen

forgetting the world , all that demean

concentration is lost , bad feelings reign

guessing , confusion is all that remains

today’s uncertainty clouds the blue sky

overcast with storms , flying on by

tunnel now open the blinders lowered

thoughts from before all now remembered

This poem is for the continued prayers for Scott , Ellen and family

It flashes a long the blacken sky

as kids we saw , we wondered why

it looks real fast but such is life

it acts so slow , while deep in strife

we hate , we love ,  getting over the hard

life being  sharp and brittle as shards

we grovel in pain when others are gone

visit their graves , a small piece of lawn

I turn to the sky , for Gods mystique

when lightning strikes others are weak

for others I love , lightnings lifelong

for them that I pray for us to be strong

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waterfall (Photo credit: Sean MacEntee)

flickering lights follow the frontiers path

heavenly music coming from a dot in the sky

there in the trees , a wandering eye

calm is replaced with the blizzard like wind

flashes of light hitting the ground

running water is heard like a water fall crashing

a single hit to the fleshy white nap of the neck

falling , things go black

looking down there he is , wait

That’s me

laying lifeless while I float away

Pam loved  Pete they  had it made

two little boys both named Wade

traveled the country in a big R V

so many sights the family did see

never setting roots like many we know

they moved around more than an Indians toe

learning from the world and mom and dad

soaking up nature , even lily pads

living a life that can’t be surpassed

the two little wades , one day asked

do you regret the things you let  slide

to be with us on this life long ride

dad turned to them a tear in his eye

wade and wade your both my prize

I’d relive these days with out delay

two wade’s grinning said happy fathers day

flower gardens growing tall

well maintained over all

looking sharply , I see it crawl

darkness falling in my hall

R  E  M  is where I’m at

see in black , just like a cat

watching things that don’t make sense

begin animation in past tense

dreaming , waking who’s to blame

now it always feels the same