wearing the jersey.

"some people wear the jersey but don't play on the team."


Got a good sermon today at church.

It's days like these that make me realize that God is alive and well. He has blessed me with an amazing family and wonderful friends. Who could ask for more?
When I think about relationships (and believe me, I have) I am still battling within myself. I know I should just God handle it beause, eventually, He'll provide. But there are times when I want to ask, "Why haven't you sent anyone yet?" I just want someone to hang out with and to share things with. I want to feel secure.
Also struggling with the feeling that I don't express to my friends that I care about them. I'm not the kind of person who latches on immediately to people...even if I am really good friends with someone I'm not a latchy person. I hope people know how I much I love them; I try to say it as often as I can. If I haven't said it to you, please remind me.


Good news:
1. I finished my Chemistry. I might even understand it.
2. Meeting with the Microbiology department chair tomorrow. Crossing my fingers that it works out!
3. Maybe going to NYC over spring break...my first real college trip. And it's my 2nd year of college :(