Late October

The mornings are cooler now.

We sit before dawn in our designated positions,
wrapped in blankets, pretending to sleep.

Behind closed eyelids, our thoughts
drift by, amounting to nothing.

They aren’t even ours, nothing is.
The mirror reflects whatever passes before it.

If whole worlds collapse into smithereens, it’s equal
in the mirror to a spiraling leaf, or a gust of dust.

Memory fragments, strung together by mind,
create the impression of an actual person,
but that’s really none of our business.

It’s just more mirror stuff. Our mission
is different: to be here at dawn, wrapped
in blankets, softly, quietly breathing.

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Box of Sparrows

Today my mind is a bursting box of Sparrows —
Fox Sparrows, Golden Crowned, White Throated,
White Crowned — all fluttery and mixed up,
suddenly scattering, then re-grouping
to peck and play, not making sense
in their perfectly sensible way.

It’s willfulness which perpetuates
the illusion of control — imagine living instead
in the blessed land of willing nothing, feeling the airy
freedom of open hands, the surrendered bliss of hands up,
the unobstructed fluidity of lithe hand movements caressing
those dear invisible energies which coalesce into the same
universe from which we squealingly emerged, waving
our hands in fresh baby motions, a spontaneous
magic trick making little Sparrows flutter,
scatter, then re-group in a bird ballet
of chaos and serendipity.

 

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Flying Carpet of Leaves

In a strong gusting wind, supple, flexible trees
bend and sway, but the rigid, brittle ones
can easily snap and break.

Even though it can’t be seen, whatever moves
is neither wind nor tree, it’s mind — mind
is the source, mind is the mover, mind
is the movement and the moved.

Nevertheless, from the stark point of view
of someone facing their imminent death,
such words grant little comfort.

Life is running out for all of us — a mere gust
of strong wind and how easily we’re swept away,
yet we still imagine that we have plenty of time.

It’s true that there is one who is immortal,
though it’s not the one we see in the mirror.
That grinning fool is as good as gone already!

Look instead into the shining light of your own
awareness — it has no beginning yet it’s empty,
it doesn’t reside anywhere because it’s empty,
it doesn’t go anywhere, and still it’s empty.

At death it doesn’t drift up to some heaven
nor down to some hell — for you in your truth
there is no after or before, no direction up or down,
no grand enlightenment to be gained nor practice
to perform which will improve in any way
what you already are and always will be:
empty and marvelous!

This emptiness has no substance nor solidity,
it’s essence is like space, clear and yet knowing
in a way that cuts through delusion to reveal
the fundamental nature of the self idea:

a transparent phantom chasing an illusion
through the mists of a vanishing mirage.

Nor is this marvel the end point of the search,
the culmination of some stupendous effort
or boon for ceaseless prayer and fasting.

It’s marvelous because it simply requires
that you be yourself — naturally liberated
from any thought of bondage or liberation,
naturally pure without any concept of purity
or taint, naturally happy for no reason at all.

Regardless of whether your life is short or long,
and even if your form body now is falling apart,
you can still ride the wind through the trees
if you please, or plunge into the void
on a carpet of leaves!

 

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Look At Its Nature

Sometimes the most devastating of tragic circumstances
can, paradoxically, serve to inspire the most liberating view,
and so as we lean together, momentarily bowed in thrall
to the shuddering arrogance of entitled old white men
who would drag the whole dear planet down with them
in their atrocious death spiral, our clarified inner vision
may resolve at last into its naturally unfettered astonishment,
and with our cleansed sight we will regard these ephemeral
appearances flashing within the universal jeweled mirror
for what they actually are: children of a barren woman,
dreamy figments of a mind that never was.

“The alternation of thoughts of happiness and suffering,
desire and aversion, is nothing more than the play
of luminous emptiness and mind. Without altering
whatever arises, look at its nature, and you will
perceive it as great bliss.”

– Minling Terchen Gyurme Dorje

 

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Hats Off

We all wear these talking hats in our land.
We can be perfectly silent and just let the hats
do all the talking, though some of us still
insist on talking through our hats.

Those hats can be so funny too — talking
as if they’re actual persons having their own life,
casually discussing variations in weather, sharing
their sincere condolences in a hat-felt way, slouching
and sighing over an irritating political situation,
or perhaps even debating the relative merits
of tossing themselves into the ring.

If they’d listen, I might be inclined to speak up
and point out that the ring is like a big trap for hats,
it’s a virtual hat quicksand from which even rabbits
can’t be pulled by the trickiest of tricky hat tricks.

Indeed, how many sorry shapes of old talking hats
lie beneath that soggy morass, eerily quiet now,
not even bothering to utter another word?

Maybe such a cautionary note would count
for something, yet people mostly just go busily
on their way, distracted by their talking hats
that talk the night and day away.

 

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16 Verses on The Mind That Never Was

1.
Who’s that leering spectral shadow, rooting around
the crematory grounds in search of grisly mementos?
Certainly, a smooth seared skull can eventually become
an eccentric chalice, if one has the required skill and will
to turn it. A toast to that which turns, and another
to whatever remains forever raw and unturned!

2.
This incinerator is burning fiercely day and night,
relentlessly rendering persona skins and bones to ashes.
Do you imagine still that you’ll somehow avoid it?
Even innocence can be a trap, wake up!

3.
Who’s that lurking in the corner, grinning, as another
witless fool comes squealing out of another wet womb,
heart pumping furiously with urgent animal desire?

4.
The looming shade knows that wherever the born
being may roam, whatever they might worship or
whatever baubles and trinkets they may manage
to accumulate, it will all end up on the fiery
slag heap of desire’s smoking ruin.

5.
Who sits here now in the midst of the embers,
smeared with white ash, singing the flamboyant
victory mantras, chanting ironically arrogant hymns?
Don’t turn your soul eyes from the tear-streaked faces,
your ears from the forlorn moans of broken children!

6.
Without facile and arbitrary fantasies of interpretation,
the simplest thing may become an eternal mystery.
Borrowed knowledge is worse than useless —
trash those books of belief and all their confident
explanations, become utterly mysterious to your own
intellectual reasoning. Quit trying to fit the immense void
into some appealing formula, abandon all hopeful
enlightenment schemes. Refuse to fear failure.

7.
Those well-heeled psychopaths who like to imagine
they rule the world would rather you stay asleep.
This way, they can gnaw without distraction
on your meaty bones and suck your tasty brains,
while you pass your time day-dreaming of food,
sex, power, and undeserved fortune and fame.

8.
Being somberly informed that all arising phenomena
and sensory objects are essentially illusory projections
won’t help much when your form body is engulfed
in the exquisite flames of passionate wanting.

9.
Hearing stories about how samsara and nirvana
consist of nothing other than displays of primordial
consciousness won’t do you much good when the food,
air, and water that you’ve been systematically poisoning
start to choke the lives of those you happen to cherish.

10.
When all objective reality dissolves back into the ground
of inconceivable suchness, will you remain unmoved,
detached, and cheerful amidst the crash of breaking worlds?

11.
Just so, by directly recognizing that anything
previously regarded as an obstruction to freedom,
peace, or happiness is merely a creative fantasy
of your own mind, that which is inherently
without limitation may automatically
becomes self-evident.

12.
By recognizing that whatever you tend to recoil from
in conditioned reactivity is nothing but a creative fantasy
of your own marvelous mind, everything is revealed at last
to be nothing but the sublime kiss and communication
of unconditional love to itself.

13.
By recognizing within consciousness the magical appearance
of endless arising worlds, beings, and birds, all are revealed
to be nothing other than your own indivisible form reflected
back to you as a creative fantasy of your indefinable mind.

14.
By recognizing the inevitable vanishing of each poignant
temporary form, the me-idea itself is revealed to be
nothing but the transient and non-binding play
of pristine emptiness within the vastness
of your own immeasurable mind.

15.
By recognizing the futility of belief in or identification
with any temporary form or concept — sacred or mundane —
we can relax, let go, and rest in the immediate presence
of our own spacious and intrinsically aware mind.

16.
Forsaking any effort to have anything be other than
whatever it already is, all views are naturally self-liberated,
and anything which remains is spontaneously enjoyed
as nothing but a breezy modification of one’s
own perfectly transparent mind.

 

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Attention

silence

now a bell is struck

attention follows the sound
back to its source

here, there is nothing

after a while, an itch

itch is a thought

thought moves

makes a body

inhalation, exhalation

heartbeat, sensation

desire, not knowing

again, a bell is struck

attention follows the sound
back to its source

here, there is nothing

after a while

out of nothing

a light appears

attention is drawn
nearer to the light

the light is a portal

attention is time

time is awareness

within the space of awareness
attention moves

passes through the portal

leaves itself behind

here, there is nothing

no space, no time

the fundamental basis

pristine emptiness

in the fullness of emptiness

from the heart of silence

a bell sounds

attention, attention —

that is all

 

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Ching

Am I in the world or of it? Really,
isn’t that old distinction rather
artificial after all?

There’s a cool still pond in the forest,
and in the airy distance, the sound
of wind chimes is the world.

Immediately, I am just that sound, before
any separation into self, sound, world:
ting, ching, tingaling, ching . . .

When I pause to ponder, my pen
stops moving, and a dozen feeding birds
suddenly fly up and scatter in all directions,

as if a chime was struck, everything changed,
and nothing will remain the same — not the birds,
not the world, not this writer staring out the window,

lost in no-thought, resonating slightly, like a fading
sound of wind chimes spreading in murmuring
ripples across the stillness of a forest pond.

 

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How

The pale resting animal, destined for dust,
reclines back in his comfortable chair.

Immersed in his own mind, he meanders
down the shimmering neural boulevards
as the self, the eternal voyeur, enjoying
the flashing display of ephemerality
as its cool impersonal witness.

When attention turns around to that
which is looking, nothing is seen.

When nothing is seen, relax into that —
no self, no display, not even a witness.

Moved by some involuntary impulse of nature,
the soft animal momentarily shifts in his seat and,
like a magic trick, the whole phenomenal universe
appears in view — shining, ever-fresh, beckoning!

Because it all happens in the blink of an eye,
there really is no time nor space for heartbreak.
Time is awareness, space is the womb of emptiness.

How then to answer for this immediate presence?
How then to heal what has never been wounded?
How then to account for these brimming tears?

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Not Gone Fishing

The impulsive younger fish can’t help themselves.
Invariably, they’ll rise for the tempting bait.

The few older ones that remain alive
apparently have paid attention,
and learned along the way.

No matter how attractive that flashing lure
as it twists and darts above them, they’ll
stay at rest in the lower depths and give
the shiny hook or wriggly worm a pass.

Swoosh of neural fluids, charged emotional content
in the form of electrical impulses, cranial sermons
fashioned on perception, memory fragments,
mini-movies or flashing sense impressions —
whatever appears in the mirror of mind,
we always have a choice:

get on board the thought express
or let the damn thing ride.

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