Tag Archives: love

Her

12 Aug

She is like that whisper
In the wind
That flows through you
Makes her way in
To your heart
Even when you are
Thus, miles apart.

She is like whiskey
Goes to your head
But no one other
You would have instead,
She is your cola
Your choice of soda
Your favourite craving
Every winter morning
When you lay waiting
long into the night,
Hoping one day, she will
Catch the flight,

That will bring her back,
To your arms,
Letting you soothe her,
Letting her be your balm.
But for now, you draw on memory,
Let her scent enclose you, your wishes
Soothe you, Even if its temporary,

You let yourself lie
In the lap of dreams,
Hoping they will come true
Sooner than it seems,
Saving all your smiles for her,
Giving your love to no other,
For who, if not she,
Who if not her.

Roses in the isles of death

21 Jun

There were roses every where-for as far as the eye could see, that’s all there was to it. Roses-and all of them blue, the most delicious shade of blue-of water frozen into petals while it was still flowing. 

Their scent permeated the air, heavy yet not heady, their sight soothing.

But more mesmerising was the laughter of a little girl that rang out as beautifully as the bells did on a summer’s eve- charging the atmosphere with joy, hope.

The girl with hair as black as the moonless night sky on a mid summer night ran across the field of icy blue, her merriment etched in her whole persona. She looked over her shoulder then, two moons shining in a pale face filled with love for the boy who followed her-his hair as silver as her eyes, with a shine that made them appear to be ablaze. 

The boy finally caught up with her, and even as he reached out to grab the other child’s hand, the air seemed to thicken-with love, with loss, with fear, with pain.

And before he had held onto her for but a second, both of them fell to the ground-just as all the flowers around them shed and the sun in the sky dipped to leave only the frost-layering a barren ground against the backdrop of endless darkness.

The silver head bent protectively over the dark one, both of them soaked in blood-his, hers-taking their last breathes in each others’ arms.

And as they did, the air once again rang, but this time it was with screeches, with screams-of creatures dead long ago. 

Hoards of bulls ran in, menacing, tall, with horns large enough to balance the worlds. Followed by monsters more menacing than the biggest beasts, with heads three instead of one all with sharp teeth and empty eyes.
But as the roars of the beast in the sky pierced again and their fire lit up the dark sky, this time the light permeated the night to reveal another dark haired beauty reaching out for her counterpart-a boy with looks too much like hers. One brought fire, one brought fury; one brought the strength of a lion, the other the force of a stag but it was when their hands touched that the space between them sizzled with a power stronger than the worlds before.

They circled each other as if in a dance all the while pulling one another closer, while the fire and frost encircled them, intertwining and then spreading out returning everything it touched to its former glory and then some-the fields bloomed again, as the night changed to day, the frost melted away and the barren land once again became fields of flowers in colours more than ever seen before. And the creatures from the past were sent to where they belonged with only the sound of music left in the air.

She then reached out to cup his face for one final time as they themselves seemed to turn to the blue roses that had been there once before-now marked by edges as red as the fire that had been once in them, around them.

………..

 

 

Note-Some of you may know that I have been working on a book. Here is a page out of it. I hope you like it.

The winds of death

31 May

And as he lay,

With death whispering his name,

All he saw were stormy eyes,

And a blade thinner then ice.

As she watched,

Her own blood pool around her,

It was only a memory of a reunion,

That made her lasts any easier.

Of home, they thought,

Of a childhood once shared,

Of love that would never be sworn,

Of hearts given forever, that despaired.

Of whispered promises,

And of all they had lost,

As death welcomed them,

It’s icy fingers tracing a frost

Soon the last rush of air,

Escaped their lungs,

Their souls intertwined,

Their woes coming undone.

And maybe in another life,

They met again,

As lovers, as friends, as husband and wife,

It was their love that always survived.

The echoes of death,

was all that was left behind,

Honour bowed down to betrayal,

love to solitude, heart to mind.

No way to undo what had been undone,

no way forward, nor to rewind.

Just an endless loop of love,

of sorrow and blood, his shed for her,

Hers for their lives.

Two lovers scorned,

seperated by life,

always kept apart, 

Only in death did they rejoin.

Wishing for a paradise

12 May

I would often wonder,

as I looked at the sun,

why no matter how hard it shone,

it never seemed to touch me.

Why the coldest nights,

couldn’t make me shiver,

why the driest autumn,

couldn’t make me crumble.

I walked instead,

with a sense of wonder,

Lost in the spring

That perpetually surrounded me,

Wanting to know,

What made me invincible

To all that

So many had given in to.

And then, I turned,

A moment sooner that I should have,

And I saw you-

Fighting the winds,

Holding off the cold,

Providing shade wherever I would go.

And then I knew,

My perpetual paradise

Was coming at the cost of your

Never ending sacrifice.

 

So I pull and tug,

To make you stop,

make you switch roles,

But I know mother,

You can’t stop.

And I know mother,

That if you did,

If we could switch roles,

I couldn’t repay you,

In a million lifetimes,

For what you do for me,

In the span of a day.

Just as I know,

That I could spend an eternity,

To try to make you step back,

To take a break, to stop-but you can’t,

You wont.

This is who you are,

My saviour, My protector,

My strength, My sun,

My warmth, my world.

This all that you do, it makes you you,

And it comes easier to you than your breath,

Yet at the greatest costs.

 

So now, I spend every moment,

With only one question,

Trying to answer it for me, for you.

What can I do, to maybe in part,

Give you back,

for all that you continue to do.

To pay you in kind,

To give you back a hundredth

Of the love you give to me.

To make you feel like this world has no pain,

No sorrow,

To make you believe in flowers,

And a never ending spring,

To turn your life into,

a perpetual paradise.

 

Reaching for the stars

8 May

Hi,

Below is an excerpt on something I’ve been working on. It is very personal- more than a poem or an essay because when you write a story, the characters are more real and more beloved to you than most people around you. But also because I’ve never shared any piece from this story ever before.

I would love your thoughts on this though, scary as that might be

He helped her up the tree, made sure she was on strong footing before backing down and away.

But instead of going in, to grab them a drink, he stood a minute longer standing there beneath her, watching her watch the stars.

And he wondered if she saw herself like he saw her.

As bright, enchanting and mysterious as the twinkling lights blinking on the blank canvas above them.

And just as alluring, just as mystical.

Just as unapproachable.

She had the same air too, an air that seemed to suggest that-in spite of the impossible odds-if you tried hard enough you might be able to reach for one, might be able to make one yours  

Yet even as the stars shimmered with laughter at his thoughts he realised that that wasn’t true.

She wasn’t in his reach and she had never even seemed to be.

She was more distant right then to him than even the stars behind her.

And yet, he still wanted to try. Still wanted her to be his.

Looking up at his one dream, his one wish, just as she seemed to be looking at hers in the patterns of the galaxies above them-he wondered for a second what life without her would be like.

But even as he did, she looked down at him and, catching his eye, giving him that look that said “I know what goes on in that mind of yours”, she smiled. And somewhere between the intensity of that gaze and the lightness of that smile, he found himself a lost man, again.

 

Valentine’s day wish list

3 Feb

Every year I devote February to my loved ones.

Is not that what we are taught from grade school? We have whole lectures devoted to writing letters to our parents and then our class fellows and friends, telling them in every one of them as to how much we love them. And then whole evenings spent wrapping little gifts for the same people. Whole days spent making lists for what to get for whom and more days spent in buying them.

So for me, February has always been about expressing my love to everyone around me.

 

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But one very important person our school forgot to tell us to write letters to, a person that maybe should have been close to the top of all our lists, if not that at the very top, a person we should all have been buying gifts for every year too. A person as important as the rest of them.

Who is that person you ask? You!

Growing up, although we were always told to respect ourselves and even love ourselves we were never shown how to practice that, how to reinforce that. And over the time I have realized that to love oneself is not just to say it on a daily basis, but to practice it. To take care of yourself before anything else, to look after your own needs and requirements-it is not selfish, I realized, but essential. And it is almost as important to reward ourselves for little accomplishments as to shower ourselves with love on special occasions.

Hence, I decided that this year I will celebrate my love for myself right along with celebrating that which I had for those around me.

So when people began sharing ideas for what to get for your loved ones, I began to make a list of what I would like to buy for myself this year. A wish list for Valentine’s day that is, and today I want to share it with you to hopefully inspire you to go and get something for yourself. And if not that, you can use this as a guide for valentine’s day gift ideas for your best girlfriends. Or your singular, very much loved, girlfriend! 😉

So, here it is-my wishlist/ a Valentine’s day gift guide for her.

What are you planning to get for yourself? And for your loved ones? Do let me know, I would love to hear your ideas!

Love,
Gull

Night blindness

26 Mar

One of the

hardest

steps to take,

are the ones towards

the search of

light,

when pitch black night has taken

residence

in your soul,

and the thought of sunshine

is

blinding your eyes.

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