ooc: So there will be two Fenris modern AU's. The Librarian one will be up in the morning...but for now...this had to be done... Fenris' earliest memory was a movie.
Watching the moving people on the screen, who were singing softly to one another, tenderness on their faces, fingertips reaching out to softly brush... It was his earliest memory of a time when he had been happy.
As he grew up, his mothers desperate unemployment meant that the battered movies they owned were the only things they could watch, and Fenris grew to be able to mouth every word, softly hum along with every line.
And for him...the simple act of holding hands was the most beautiful and romantic gesture in the world.
Even when he had been taken away from his mother and sister, and sent to live with Danarius and his wife Hadriana...he kept the old video that his mother had tearfully pushed into his arms, and he would watch it again and again. Whenever he was sad, or lonely or smarting from one of the Masters beatings....he would watch the video.
The day that Danarius found him watching it after an argument was the worst of Fenris' life.
Crying in his room after the man had left, leaving the smashed fragments of the precious video behind, Fenris thought his heart had broken..just like his mothers last gift to him.
Years passed and Fenris ran away form home, eeked out a living, and then managed to build a career for himself as a talented artist. But he never forgot the old classic movies....and so when he found an apartment near to an old cinema, he was delighted to see that it showed the classics every Friday night.
Months...years passed and Fenris went every single Friday night to the classic movie marathons, mouthing along to the words, softly humming the familiar songs...and when the main characters would clasp their hands together, his own fingers would interlock, clinging together.
Tonight he was there again, but tonight he was filled with anticipation. It was the movie, the old battered movie that his mother had given him, and Fenris could barely breath as it began, eyes fixed, bright and eager on the screen as the beloved music began to play and the familiar words were spoken.
And for the first time since that movie had been broken under Danarius' boot, Fenris found his eyes wet with tears, even though none fell...