So last night (Sept 6th) I past a Kidney Stone... and I still feel like absolute shit, but its to be expected. This is my second might be my 3rd because we think I past one once but never collected it. Anywho, thats where I have been. I am still on the hard-core drugs cause of some femine problems I have that make it very hard for me to pass them so... yeah. 

At this point, I dont think anything else could go wrong in my life...

I am  in the process of updating my Journal. Doing a SJP theme. Much softer then my last one. I have alot of things I have wanted to do to my journal but I have been so into challenges that I have been neglecting it. Well some family stuff came up and I lost track of challenges so I figuresd this would be perfect time to jazz up the journal. 

Also Steph and I are going to be upgrading our graphics journal iconicmuse so please check that out and join! Its the cream of awesomeness! We have the best artists and you need to be apart of that! ;) We are always looking for new artists!

Well until we meet again...

Peace!

The sky is deep, the sky is dark.
The light of the stars is so damn stark.
When I look up, I fill with fear.
If all we have is what lies here,
this lonely world, this troubled place,
then dead cold stars and empty space�
Well, I see no reason to persevere,
no reason to laugh or shed a tear,
no reason to sleep or ever to wake,
no promises to keep, and none to make.
And so this night I still raise my eyes
to study the clear but mysterious skies
that arch above us, as cold as stone.
Are you there, God? Are we alone?
~Book of Counted Sorrows