I moved journals a while ago, just giving a last notice in case you missed the previous posts.

I don't know what to do about RP right now. I haven't been active at all in either of my games, and I'm not feeling any urge to be aside from knowing that I should be. I don't like character sitting, and feel like I should drop. But I don't want to because I feel like I'd be letting everyone down.

It's not just RP that I've been feeling apathetic about. A lot of the things that interest me just haven't been able to hold my attention at all lately. I find it takes me HOURS to watch a 20 minute episode of an anime that I love. I spend 5 minutes doing one thing, then move onto the next. Lather. Rinse. Repeat.

I've spent most of my free time lately just staring blankly at the computer screen or at the wall, or sleeping. Not really doing anything. Not that it's constantly the case. But I find after I do my normal routine stuff, I don't have any interest in doing anything else, even when there's things I want to do. I just... don't do them.

Bleh. I don't know what to do.

It's sad that when I went to type "apathy" into the tag section, it was autofilled. :\

So, watching One Piece, the episodes with Kurahadol and Jango, et al. And I couldn't help but think that Jango reminded me of someone in real life.

So. I made a manip. Just who is Jango's RL identity? ( *drum rolls*Collapse )

Stolen from prpl_pen because I am also bored. And don't feel like RPing. XD; And... I'll try to post some real content soonish. XD;

Meme the First:
Give me a number from 1 to 18704, and I will upload the corresponding picture from my fanart folder.
I don't keep the canon art from the fan art separate in some cases, so if you pick a number that's canon art, I'll go with the next closest that is fan art. ♥ (and tell you what number it is)

Meme the Second:
Comment to this entry with any fandom. If I'm knowledgeable enough in the fandom to have ships, I'll tell you one non-canon ship I like, one canon ship I like, and one ship I really don't like (either canon OR fanon). Then post this in your own journal to offer up the same responses. Optional!

Feel free to ask for multiples on either one, especially the picture one. Like I said, I am bored.

1) Choose an episode of anime or television series you have on your computer. Make sure you're certain you want that one, you cannot change your mind once you pass this step. DO NOT TELL YOUR FLIST WHAT YOU CHOSE.
2) Make note of how long the episode is here -> 24:20
3) Ask your flist to choose a time between 00:00 and whatever the length of your episode is. Be specific, (ie: 19:11, 21:09, 02:42)
4) Make them an icon using THAT FRAME ONLY no matter what it is. And remember, you can only use that ONE episode you chose previously, even if the person posting isn't familiar with it.

Cause I want to make some icons of this series. :3

Haha oops. Things have been kind of crazy in real life lately, and what time I have spent on the computer has mostly been spent looking at fan art and canon art for various series, making icons for LIMS competitions, writing rpg apps for thecityrpg & gargleblasted, and messing about on poupée & gaia.

I've started a replay of the Ace Attorney games, since my first playthrough was all out of order. Which means the list of games I am currently playing are as follows:

( GAAAAAMESCollapse )

I clearly have no attention span.

Oh yeah, I got this faceplam worthy crit on my vgames_lims entry last week.
This is the icon. This is the original image.
This is the facepalm worthy portion of the crit (the rest of the crit was fine and helpful): In addition, you can see a border on the top and right side of the icon. Since it's not present on the other two sides I'm lead to believe it's a mistake and as a result, just looks sloppy.

Total » 64 icons

Persona 4 x21
» Yosuke x20
» Yosuke, Yukiko & Chie x1
Tales of the Abyss x18
» Peony x3
» Peony, Jade, Nephry & Saphir x15
Icontests & Requests x25
» Odin Spere x10
» Karneval x6
» Various x9




( into the tv, is that like down the rabbit hole? )

In icon making. Just finished setting up my icon journal. 41 posts, 2900 icons. Well, the 41st post goes up tomorrow because I'm waiting on this week's icontest results to go up.

ANYWAY.

shioshi

        

        

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I fail and am super late, but...

Happy Birthday to forourlives and puzzley!!!



On a completely separate note, I've been working on setting up my new icon community. I have moved and reformatted all the posts from my old icon journal, even though there's quite a few icons of dubious quality in those old posts. OH WELL. It's a way to measure how much I've grown.

I mean, just look at the difference between these two icons:

2003 vs. Today


It doesn't help any that I was OBSESSED with the grain filter back in 2003/2004 when I started making icons. >.>;

1. I hate my fridge because it keeps trying to be a freezer.

2. The new meds I got for my chronic pain are ACTUALLY WORKING without side effects unlike the others I've tried. They start to wear off while I'm at work, but I took some tylenol today halfway through my shift, and managed to extend the effects of the meds longer. They don't completely get rid of the pain, but they do make it bearable so that I can work semi-comfortably.

3. PLEASE comment here with images you'd like an icon made out of. I need to practice for vgames_lims, so that I don't get disqualified in the next round. :<

4. Today was one of those days when I hate my job. I had some 90 year old man tell me he was naked. And I had some cranky old woman grumpily answering questions about her alcoholic brother who is like 90 years old and sits around smoking and drinking all day and he never bathes and urgh. However, I also talked to this 60 year old woman who has ulcerative colitis and I just wanted to reach through the phone and give her a hug. :<

5. I feel like RPing again, which is a good thing. But I've only got one character. And no other characters are saying "PLAY ME!!! YES ME!!" so, I feel limited in my RPage. Owell. Maybe something will click soon.