Ow. My head

Ugh.

BEen ages. We won some Oscars since then, yeah? That was quitecool.

But me, I"ve been a bit down to be ahonest. Elijah's been doing his best to make me fele better but I'm awfully sad.

well you would be as well if your best mate kept swanning off without you and making it quite clear you weren't wanted.

I followd him to bloody Austrailia-- Austrialia-- Syndey-- OZ, and what did he dobut walk off and leave me the moment I looked away to answer my moblie. He's ahardly sponken to us since then when he's baeen about, he rushed off as soon as he ciould. When we were on camera and he couldn't disappaer, I touhced his chin and I thouhgt he mihgt bite my hand off! Whta did I do?

I probbaly shoudlnt' drink so much but without Billy how can I pace myself properly. Eliajh's quite upset as well, he misses Billy too. We knew we loved him terribly of course but ti's funny, never realised quite how much til he went off without us. I efel all out of balanec and bereft. And pissed.

Bpherhaps now that the_pr aren't draggeing me and Lij about and shoving us onto talk showes and making us nottalk about being madly in love with eahc other, and how we miss threesomews with Billy... well maybe now we can go back to Ausai, Asu, Oz and fetch him abck to us. With us. I meant with us.

If thats wherehe is.

BILLY. WHER E ARE YOU?fa;ffngn gnh