November...!
November already! WHAT!? We go home next month. For a full month! Doesn't seem real. Anyway, there is some sort of construction going on with my building, and I think they mow the lawn EVERY single morning, bright and early. So even though I didn't have my frist morning class this morning, I still woke up. Oh well, I still like lying awake and daydreaming. Been having lots of those lately! Its hard to pay attention in class sometimes, my mind just goes off, and I don't even realize it for awhile. Three of my class periods are cancelled this week because the professors in the COMM department are going to Chicago for a conference. Yay! My only class on Thursday is weight training at 12:30. I want to go out and DO something Wednesday. I dunno...Maybe more Hump Night festivities! I can't go out Thursday night because of registration for classes...boo...but if I get the schedule that I want, I will only have 1 class MW, 3 TR, and NONE on Fridays, as long as I can get into this online class I want to take. We'll see how it goes!!!
My mom has been freaking out when we go 2 days without talking to each other. Its awful. Last Friday I got 3 phone calls from mom and dad, and Saturday morning I got 1. My dumb cell won't pick up signal in my room, so I didnt even know that I had mesages til late saturday afternoon. I was a little peeved that they kept calling and calling... I just don't feel close to my family like that...I dont feel like i NEED to call them every day... And when I do talk to my mom, it feels like she is always judging me, everything i say, and she asks so many questions its like talking to an investigator. Thats why I don't tell her when I go out to a party or I have a crush on a guy or if I've had a bad day. Why do we have to talk talk talk???
I was talking to a friend tonight about boy problems and emotions and such, and we've decided life would be much easier if we (girls) didn't have all these wild emotions running rampant all the fucking time...like if we could just be like guys, and say "whatever" or realize theres nothing to be done and stop worrying. And stop overanalyzing! If I ever have kids, I would want a boy. I would never wish being a girl on anyone, especially a child of mine. But back to the subject: I feel like I get SO emotional, and mostly it is unneccessary. I can get upset over the smallest things and I know its dumb and I want it to go away, but its still there. Especially before and during my period. What did I do in my past life to deserve to be a woman?
On another note, I got my President's List award thingy on my door today! :-) My 2nd one. Hopefully I will get one next semester, too. Oh something else good, my suite is going to Lynchburg on Saturday night to go out to a nice dinner. :-) That should be fun. I don't think that the 4 of us have ever gone out and done something together. Yay for friends!
My mom has been freaking out when we go 2 days without talking to each other. Its awful. Last Friday I got 3 phone calls from mom and dad, and Saturday morning I got 1. My dumb cell won't pick up signal in my room, so I didnt even know that I had mesages til late saturday afternoon. I was a little peeved that they kept calling and calling... I just don't feel close to my family like that...I dont feel like i NEED to call them every day... And when I do talk to my mom, it feels like she is always judging me, everything i say, and she asks so many questions its like talking to an investigator. Thats why I don't tell her when I go out to a party or I have a crush on a guy or if I've had a bad day. Why do we have to talk talk talk???
I was talking to a friend tonight about boy problems and emotions and such, and we've decided life would be much easier if we (girls) didn't have all these wild emotions running rampant all the fucking time...like if we could just be like guys, and say "whatever" or realize theres nothing to be done and stop worrying. And stop overanalyzing! If I ever have kids, I would want a boy. I would never wish being a girl on anyone, especially a child of mine. But back to the subject: I feel like I get SO emotional, and mostly it is unneccessary. I can get upset over the smallest things and I know its dumb and I want it to go away, but its still there. Especially before and during my period. What did I do in my past life to deserve to be a woman?
On another note, I got my President's List award thingy on my door today! :-) My 2nd one. Hopefully I will get one next semester, too. Oh something else good, my suite is going to Lynchburg on Saturday night to go out to a nice dinner. :-) That should be fun. I don't think that the 4 of us have ever gone out and done something together. Yay for friends!