Medium: real life
Fandom: one direction
Subject: harry styles/louis tomlinson
Title: behold the hurricane
Warnings: adult themes, language, angst.
Summary: in which louis is a stripper with more issues than playboy magazine, and harry is the idealistic young writer who loves him. this ended up being a weird hybrid of the music that louis dances to and mixtapes exchanged between the two of them, because words are hard and music makes it easier. i'd love to write this someday, but in the meantime - music! 




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Medium: Real Life
Fandom: One Direction
Subject: ot5
Title: Talk Just Like Lions
Warnings:
Summary: This is an (incredibly late) birthday present for my girl lesson_in_love! I dragged her down into the fiery pits of hell that is being obsessed with this British boy band, sorry I'm not sorry. 
Wow wow wow this actually is so much more angsty than I planned. It's basically music about how hard it is to be growing up in the spotlight. How it's easier when you're sharing it with your best friends, until it stops being easier and starts falling apart. 




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Guys, I know. I KNOW, OKAY.

Medium: Real Life
Fandom: One Direction
Subject: Louis Tomlinson, Queen of Sass
Title: Let 'Em Eat Cake
Warnings: Language, more rap and R&B than I even realized I had in my entire iTunes library, some slashy undertones.
Summary: Louis Tomlinson is my lifespiration. He obviously LOVES the band, loves his bandmates, loves making music. But teenages girls are the bane of his existence and guess who happens to be the major fanbase for his music, you guessed it! Teenage girls! So instead of having them all burned at the stake like he'd like to, he just looks at them like this:
 He is the sassiest queen of sass and I wish I could put into words what his face does to me. His face, his striped sweaters, his bromances, his flawless girlfriend , his flawless boyfriend ... Basically there are just so many feels and not enough handbags to carry them around in. And we know what I do with people who give me feels, I make mixtapes for them. 




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Medium: RPS
Fandom: One Direction
Subject: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
Title: You Had Time.
Warnings: Slash, RPF, possibly could instigate tears of blood? 
Summary: Yeaaaah, I mixed 1D again. This is for the ever flawless goingtoqueens, and she asked for a sad Larry mix, so a sad Larry mix she got. It's a story of two boys whose love starts as a flame and quickly turns into a bonfire, consuming them both. They burn until there's nothing left but ashes of who they used to be.




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Medium: Real Life
Fandom: One Direction (Trust me, you don't have to judge me. I'm judging me enough for the both of us)
Subject: Zayn Malik/Liam Payne
Title: Someone Like You
Warnings: Slash, unrequited love, a ridiculous amount of covers.
Summary: Basically this is my ship manifesto for Ziam. All the sad, angsty feelings and there isn't a waterpark big enough to hold my creys for Zayn's love for Liam. It's all sorts of unrequited in his mind, and Liam isn't helping much by being so touchy feely and he does love Zayn, just not in the way that Zayn wants him to.



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Medium: Real Life
Fandom: Relationships
Subject: Finding new love
Title: For You, I Will.
Warnings: Some sexual themes, and a whole lotta schmoop.
Summary: This is the final part to my History of An Almost Something mix verse. No matter what anyone tells you, there's only one foolproof way to get over someone that you've been in love with. And that is to find someone new.






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Medium: Real Life
Subject: Growing up, moving on, major life changes.
Title: A Heart the Size of Arizona
Warnings: None
Summary: “You lucky, lucky girl. You have an apartment just your size. A bathtub full of tea. a heart the size of Arizona, but not nearly so arid. Don’t wish away your cracked past, your crooked toes, your problems are papier mache puppets you made or bought because the vendor at the market was so compelling you just had to have them. yYu had to have him. And you did. And now you pull down the bridge between your houses, you make him call before he visits, you take a lover for granted, you take a lover who looks at you like maybe you are magic. Make the first bottle you consume in this place a relic. Place it on whatever altar you fashion with a knife and five cranberries. Don’t lose too much weight. Stupid girls are always trying to disappear as revenge. And you are not stupid. You loved a man with more hands than a parade of beggars, and here you stand. Heart like a four-poster bed. Heart like a canvas. Heart leaking something so strong they can smell it in the street.” - marty mcconnell






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 Medium: Television
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Girl!Dean Winchester
Title: Can't Find My Way Home
Warnings: Angst, language, genderswap, incestous undertones, some vague references to prostitution.
Summary: This is for darling glassyskies . And because I love girlchesters, an awful lot.
In my mind, this mix is about preseries girl!Dean, about her raising Sam and then him leaving her to go to college, and how she copes afterwards. She's happy that he's getting what he wants, but realizing that she's trapped in this life in harder than she's ever let on. Which I realize is a lot of ~feelings to pack in one mix, but let's face it. Girl!Dean has a lot of feelings to be shared. Also, that's Amber Heard on the cover.







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Medium: Real People
Fandom: CW RPF
Subject: Chad Michael Murray/Sophia Bush
Title: Love Will Tear Us Apart
Warnings: None
Summary: If there is a pairing I love more than Chad/Sophia, I haven't found it yet. When they were together, they were the cutest couple on the planet, her calm balancing out his stability, and both of them just completely adoring each other. And when they broke up... Was there anything more heartbreaking? And if the annulement wasn't enough, they had to keep working side by side on the show for years. Their characters were in love, while they were falling apart in real life.

This mix has two parts, the first half capturing the good times, and the second half... Well, that's when everything falls apart. Next to each song I've written who I think it fits.






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Medium: Movies
Fandom: Disney
Subject: Ariel/Eric
Title: Tales Tall as Cliffs
Warnings:
Summary: A modern day version of Disney's The Little Mermaid, inspired entirely by Matt Bomer's face.
This is for goingtoqueens , because she asked for it and what Jackie wants, Jackie gets. Starring Matt Bomer as Prince Eric and Emma Stone as Ariel. You know the story,  headstrong mermaid princess falls for human prince, goes to the original OctoMom, gets legs but loses her voice. Eventually she is brave and saves the day, and can finally confess her true love. They live happily ever after. 






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