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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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3:20 pm - Alignment
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My condolensces for the people who suffered because of the ridiculous antics horrible scenario of what is Hurrican Katrina. She is tapering off, no longer even a tropical depression, into the northeast where she is expected to weaken. I hope she is happy of what she has caused.
A relative by the name of Lee formed in the Atlantic and is now tapering off to the northeastern seas. This storm wasn't set off-course. Katrina was. Obviously, something's up. What, I can't exactly say at this point. I will have to consult with my friend Izzy. Not sure if she'll be able to help since she's more aligned with Earth. Grr...
Two areas of low pressure west of the Canary Islands have formed. The storm that is more westward will form into Tropical Storm Maria and I predict that it will either A) hit the southern tip of Florida (i.e. Miami) and then head back towards the northeast like what happened with Lee or B) head deeper south, go through the Virgin Islands/Trinidad & Tobago and into the Gulf Of Mexico and strengthen into a Category 2 Hurricane and take exactly the same route as it's sister, Katrina, did.
Good god, these fuckers need to leave Louisiana/Mississippi/Alabama alone! There's Texas! :o
These hurricanes are making my alignment to water off-course. Stay out of our country plzkthnx. I never wanted this, you know. asdflkhadfg
Anyway, school. Concentration. Maybe Izzy has sound words for me.
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| Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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2:10 pm - plans
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So last night, I was with my friend Jei playing video games and watching Celebrity Poker on Bravo. When I decided to use the computer, this guy who claims to be totally in love with me (HA! what a fucking joke!) IMs me and wanted to see me then. His name is Joe.
After telling him that I was with a friend, he kept insisting that I go see him to watch this movie. But like most guys (straight, gay, or bi) have an ulterior motive at times like these: they want to get into someone's pants. And that's exactly what Joe wanted. Hell, the first time I actually spent time with him, we made out. Bad move on my part. Very bad. So anyway, I was called out to dinner so I went to the kitchen and we had some fast food Chinese. Mind you, I forgot to tell him that I had to go eat. So when I came back, I see 3556446345631423162794543 IMs from him saying things like, "Jasper? Jasper? Don't ignore me, Jasper! OMG you're so complicated!" I didn't mean to ignore him. I just forgot. Jeez. It's like I intentionally went out of my way to ignore someone. Grr!
Suffice to say, it was quite annoying. But when he said that I was complicated, I laughed. How am I so complicated when it's clearly noted and/or implied that I couldn't go when I was already with a friend? Fucking idiot. Fucking selfish. Fucking sex. That's all what it's about. Sex, sex, sex. Fucker's got a stick up his ass. Probably his head is up his ass, too. That would be called Cranial Rectumitis.
He can't kiss worth shit anyway.
current mood:  annoyed
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| Sunday, July 24th, 2005
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12:08 am - So...
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...you continue with this little charade and the other person will NEVER find out how I really feel. Heh... that's the way life goes.
It also helps the fact that the person I want to get to know, it has been taken away from me. Never getting the chance to show it, never getting the chance to say it. Why? Because of consideration, inconvenience, and to keep things out of angst, drama, and conflict. If I had no consideration, I would have acted upon my feelings a long time ago. But then again, I'm not the same light-hearted guy that everyone once knew.
Every time I see him online, I always want to talk to him. And I do. Always wanting to tell him how I feel. But I don't. I could if I wanted to. But I don't. Why? Because I am considerate of HER feelings, too. Not HIS. HERS. *points back to previous LJ post* It's also very disheartening when SHE can't say things to my face and someone else has to do it for HER. I refuse to deal with people like that.
Then again, I'm completely virginal anyway so what the hell am I thinking?
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| Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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2:51 pm - Con Artist
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A female... posing as a male... Who's really into this guy... Who's gay...
What the hell are you thinking?
First off, you have a boyfriend. At least that's what you'd like us to believe.
Secondly, your boyfriend (who's also the same as you or at least something similar) is really into this girl... Who's straight...
What the hell are you both thinking?
"You two act so much alike it scares me sometimes," you say. Are you just saying that because you don't want me to get interested in him (the guy who's gay) and so you can have him all to yourself and at the same token, don't want him to get interested in me so you see him as much as possible knowing full fucking well that it takes quite a lot for me to at least meet up with all of you?
Some fucking con artist you are. I can see right through your shit. Even though he's barely someone I know, I already find him to be quite interesting because of how much we have in common and how much we share the same interests. One of them being what's in our pants. And something in your pants, you lack. But you don't believe that anymore. Not for the longest time since then.
I shake my head at you. And it may be cruel for me to say this, but I think he (the gay guy) will leave your ass pretty quick. Like I mentioned earlier...
What the hell are you thinking?
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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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4:45 pm - Well then...
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Apparently, taking something away from me is supposed to solve everything. What has it solved? Absolutely fucking nothing.
But whatever, you know. Because it's really comforting to hear that all that's being babbled about is the same thing over and over again, they never cease to belittle you, make you feel like you're the worst person in the world, how worthless you are, and more importantly, how they are so unaccepting of what you have become.
It's sad, really. Saying all those things and then making you feel as such. But you know, I've become numb to that feeling. It goes inside my emotional head and then the feeling dissipates. That sort of behavior has been that way for god knows how long and I've learned to take it with a grain of salt. Of course, the other party has no idea how this makes you feel, nor do they care. They not caring also isn't surprising when all your life, they have never been there for any sort of emotional support. Sure they've been there for monetary and financial and housing support. But the most important kind of support at all, they have failed to show. Whether it's because they're never home, they were always out of the country because they need to earn money, they need to work more hours... See a pattern here? It's all about money, isn't it? It was never about how my day was, how I feel about things, none of that. As long as there's money flowing from me, that's all that ever mattered ever since I graduated high school. And at the time, I was still 17.
Then they wonder why I keep myself locked in my room all day, and I just know that they are complaining in their heads that I don't spend any time with them at all. Gee, I wonder...
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| Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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2:14 pm - 15-40
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"30-40."
"....Game... Sakurai... three games to love. Change court."
"15-love."
"30-love."
"30-15."
"40-15."
"Game, Sakurai. Four games to love."
Ahh, the sweet sounds of tennis. How I miss it. I've been thinkin' about taking it up again since it's been a long time since I've played it. I was a pretty decent player. I think I need to work on my serves and volleys.
In other news, not much else going on. Just your average 22-year old boy looking for fun, excitement, and even romance. :O But the last part can be counted as a lie. I'm virginal. Not much else to explain about that, either.
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| Friday, July 8th, 2005
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6:10 pm - Heh...
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Really now...
If someone wants to apologize to me for any reason, they should do it themselves. Not have someone else do it on their behalf.
Whatever.
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12:13 am - Hmm...
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First real post on here. I've finally gotten myself one of these things though I've known about it for quite some time.
It's like GreatestJournal, only I think this is better. I should get a paid account... Hmm... *ponder*
I should start joining communities, too.
current mood:  calm
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| Friday, April 29th, 2005
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10:26 pm - I knew this was coming
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 | You scored as Genjo Sanzo. While Sanzo has a short fuse, he is good at heart. He's tough as nails but cares for his comrades. Sanzo always says what he's thinking, no matter what and he is relied on by the other memebers of the group. Although he's a priest, Sanzo only embraces his faith in himself.
Genjo Sanzo | | 100% | San Goku | | 70% | Sha Gojyo | | 55% | Cho Hakkai | | 45% | </td>
Which Saiyuki hero are you?
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As expected....
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