Forgive me reader for while reading this you feel I am just ranting as if I were some adolescent child but... I figure I have somewhere to write, why not use it than just to continue to bottle it up inside.

The enigma that is apparently me...I do not understand why people say they can not figure me out. Are humans supposed to be revealed every moment they have eyes set upon them? Is every person when met supposed to know the entire life story that you hold? No, I think not; however, I do live my life contently in my own way. For those who figure me out then I suppose they are not as blind as most people whom walk beside me.

'I don't get you...' Is one of many words that I have heard too often.

What is there to 'get'? I only question to myself this small inquiry. What? I will admit I am not a open book and I will not spill my nor my family's entire life story nor our dark secrets but I sure as well will allow you to know what you must. You the person if truly interested must take the initiative. I am not some sort of summary on the back of the book that decides either you wish to indulge or not, no. I am a person whom lives life as they see it fit to my own contentment.

"Ice Queen" Is what I was called whilst in my grade school years and 'Heartless Beast' by few whom were close to me. If you can not figure it out; yes. I am not the most tender-hearted, am I kind and worriment? Yes, I care for those whom I chose to bring close to me and often push aside such a expression that others deemed me earning of those two previous titles. But I have my reasons for being the way I am in truth. Will I tell you? No..Will you know eventually? Perhaps; if I decide you may know. Is everyone deserving to know in my eyes...

Sadly...
No.

'Love.' Such a strong word and one I wish to hold so well in my heart.
Unfortunately, I am just one of those odd people whom has grown to dislike the word, 'Love'. I am not a Scrooge, I will always worry and care for people but to be loved not as a friend for family but as someone to be loved for, I feel is so impossible. Those whom I have loved and told me they loved me have always hurt me so very shortly, to the next exhale of their breath, the tenderness that only began to surround my heart would only be briskly pushed away by a northern wind. I know it almost seems foolish to say this but for me. Certainly not yet... I feel, I can not be honestly loved. I know I can and will but the feeling is there and perhaps what feeds it more is the fact when I hear someone tell me they 'love me' in a confession. I can not help but cringe and shake my head before educating them on how they can not love me. A crush and liking is more believable to me but to love me, No. Perhaps one day when someone tells me they honestly 'Love' me I can believe it, but constantly to have that word so misused on me with something so cruel to follow it. I am sorry but, I can not accept such a word.

Hey you like something, and I like something! We both have opinions but here is one thing..I'm content with what I like....You are content with what you like so lets say this in the end to everyone who wants to fight...

I dont give a damn.

Take care guys!!!

P.s.: No really, I dont care eh like what you like and I like what I like*shrugs* there are reasons for everything.

 Oh! Well, Hello there

Didn't see you there for a moment.
Hahahahahaha~X3.

So, uh...somehow you were unfortunate to stumble upon this page of oddities.

Okay..So I have nothing really life moving or changing to say at the moment. But uh...Yeah Just got done giving a detailed fan-girl chronological order of the Devil May Cry series with relationships as they are perceived by what hints Capcom gave.

But yeah...Hey there!