This instability of mind,
Wandering thoughts,
And dilating ideas,
Imposters the fact of emptiness somewhere,,
This instability of mind,
Wandering thoughts,
And dilating ideas,
Imposters the fact of emptiness somewhere,,
When the feelings become numb,
It’s state of being totally lost,
To find yourself everytime no where,,,
I dreamt ,if I could hope,
I may fall in love,,
Now when i feel I am in love,
I wish to have infinite hope,,
,,© Sanjay Ranout
My heart always took it till last
You suspended it in middle,
Still I trust my heart, it will take it to last,,
Hoping for someone who hope for someone else,, can be catastrophic for emotional and psychological state of mind,, or hoping for things to happen differently fir the events that are happening right now just devoid us from what life is offering,,
It will make us to live in a never-ending , disturbing wait with an illusion of having possitive attitude in the form of Hope,
Hope is more dangerous than expectations, for peace of mind ,though it’s always associated with it, but it’s effect is quite delusional as in the wait of life to start, we keep on waiting for life to start till it’s end ,
So Before you Hope , just think what you are hoping,,
Walking alone with grim and sad face,
In unknown direction with no destination,
With Lots of varied churning thoughts ,
To which there isn’t any particular description,
No straight reason ,
Nothing mysterious to decipher,
Sometimes likewise I find myself,
Lost in melancholy,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
In the search of light,
I forgot to open my eyes,
Maybe I passed through light
I was just walking with closed eyes
To free the world from evil and make it a more humane, peaceful, kind and beautiful,
Let’s start from ownself ,,,,
Making our thoughts and actions in right spirit,,
And end the evil inside us ,
One day you was showering happiness,
Fulfilling all the dreams we saw together,
And next day it all turned out to be another dream,
© Sanjay Ranout
When the battles inside take over mental peace,
I leave settlement upon time,
And then time doesn’t heal by itself,
As time shifts the battles from one to another,
So how does the peace restore,
Maybe peace lies in preventing this chain reaction of battles even to get started ,,,
©Sanjay Ranout