In the search of light,
I forgot to open my eyes,
Maybe I passed through light
I was just walking with closed eyes
Tag: Insomnia
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Life
One day you was showering happiness,
Fulfilling all the dreams we saw together,
And next day it all turned out to be another dream,
© Sanjay Ranout
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Address the inner battles
When the battles inside take over mental peace,
I leave settlement upon time,
And then time doesn’t heal by itself,
As time shifts the battles from one to another,
So how does the peace restore,
Maybe peace lies in preventing this chain reaction of battles even to get started ,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
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Dreams
In the dark of dark night,
I saw a light coming my way from your side,
And then I woke up,,,,
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Again and Again
Holding myself once again,
To check for her if she came online,
Despite of knowing it already,
Still heart want to make another try,
Sometimes it settles down in few attempts,
Sometimes it continue for hours trying every minute,
Building a castle of glass ,
Cemented with almighty hope,
And then feeling of getting dashed down everything,
Hurting itself when it ends up in nothing,
And yet again repeating the same next day,
Building and breaking endlessly again and again,
Sometimes I think how amazing the heart is,
How much important every feeling is,
How everything else just become worthless,
How it become the only important thing,
Is it same with everyone,
Or I m the only one, insane,
Whatever , whatever,,,,
With all dreams and their pain,
It just never want to give up,
And keep trying again and again,
Endlessly, insanely, illogically,,,
Repeating it everyday ,
Again and again,,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
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Sleep!!! Sleep!!!
Once again, It’s call for midnight,
Only nocturnals are left upright,
Yet another awake night,
Inner voices are calling to sleep,
It’s been an hour or more,
My eyelids have been in perfect lock,
But it’s the mind who holds the control,
It’s wandering about every aspect it got across,
Like it’s going to end all confusions tonight,
Like it’s the only time to plan everything right,
Like right now only, it can see the clear picture,
Like these moments are going to be very crucial for my future,
Making the wines out of every event happened today,
Taking me in and out of this imagination fray,
It’s strange how it’s the most difficult thing to restrain,,
And yet we make efforts to take whole world under our rein,
Call it important or just insomania,
Still it teaches some real aspects we ignore,
It’s our mind who holds power over all outer cores,
And it’s only responsible for every moment we live in disturbed state,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
What lies beneath our thoughts! 