And when he looked back ,
There was no one who made the noise,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
And when he looked back ,
There was no one who made the noise,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
A startling puzzle of life,
Confronts me every now and then,
Taking away a big chunk of peace of my life,
Every time it overpowers my consent,
Where I am heading!
What’s my course!
I wonder whether I would be able to describe it ever???
©Sanjay Ranout
Some feelings,emotions are best left unsaid,
Undefined, illogical yet better understood,
Backed with no reasons for their existence,
But just their existence is all matters ,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
Thriving through too many ifs and buts,
What if, it had not been !
How has it been,,,
What if, it hadn’t felt those strikes of high tides!
What if, it hadn’t been through extreme crests and troughs!
What if, it had never touched those zeniths and depths!
What if, it hadn’t choked my breath so often!
What if, it hadn’t paced up my heartbeat so often!
What if, those extremes have never occurred!
What if, it hadn’t been so rough ride,
What if, it had never left me looking behind,
What if those scars have never impressed,
What if, that pain have never inseminated,
What if, it had been an easy ride!
Floating on easy tides,
What if, life never had felt so unfair!
What if, i have felt that anyone really cares!
I wouldn’t have felt so much callous,
What if it hadn’t been!
How it has been!!
©Sanjay Ranout
No matter what happened,
Or what is going to happen,
You were the one ,
Taking tolls of turmoil ,
one after another,
And never let me suspect my faith,
Backed even those rosy imaginations,
No matter what how much unrealistic,
How much weird they were,
How much far from reality of this world,
You kept me floating,
Through those high tides ,
When all ebbs and flows were trying hard,
To drown me ,,
No matter what how much is reality,
Of all the imagined world i could make up,
Still proud of you freak,
You pushed me to limits ,
I could never have imagined to cross,
You set me up for those blind tours,
I made out of all that freaking ideas ,
Of getting away from world,
And that made world out of me,,
No matter what are consequences,
I still have a great proud ,
To follow the freaking path,
U led me through,,
©Sanjay Ranout
If you could have even tried,
Still I would have never let myself down,
If you could have even thought of,
Still I would have never regretted,
If you would have even lied,
Still that would have never tip my faith,
If you could have let me know before leaving,
Still I would have never forced you to stay,
If you couldn’t even find an excuse,
I still would have let you go ,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
Thoughts of those green days,
Memories still well placed,,
Deep inside somewhere,
Don’t know the address of them,
Yet i feel their presence,
Sometimes somewhere,
So deep , and so innocent,
And i just dive deeper,
Living those moments,
Again and again,
Untill they make me insane,,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
Humans have mind and heart,
And following mind fits well in beginning,
Things change with vision
When we start feeling every season,
And then there comes injection of hormones,
And we get into a new world of realm,
Going through tides and ebbs,
Things which make us feel like heaven,
And sometimes declare our life worthless,
It’s through these delicacy and roughs,
We learn what’s worth to matter us,
Heart or mind it doesn’t matter,
Finally where we sets our camp,
Is the start of journey ,
We embark on this life
Sooner or later it doesn’t matter,
We reach our ends as much we stay on course,
On path we decides ,
On course we admires
Being human ,
It’s all about feelings and emotions,
That decide our lives,
If we dare to follow ,
If we dare to stay,
If we dare to have faith,
It’s heart , only heart make us feel more human,
© Sanjay Ranout
I dreamt ,if I could hope,
I may fall in love,,
Now when i feel I am in love,
I wish to have infinite hope,,
,,© Sanjay Ranout
My heart always took it till last
You suspended it in middle,
Still I trust my heart, it will take it to last,,