What lies beneath?
Those pearls of joy,
Moments of disgrace,
Those feelings of high,
And submerging lows,
Is it what you or anyone can see?
Or is it beyond the limits of our vision!
Is it something you are aware of?
Or its something beyond your awareness,
What lies beneath everything you feel?
Is it discernible?
Or still a mystery !
© Sanjay Ranout
A few Minutes to hours,
Scrolling down the bar,
Then jumping out of few pages,
For some vague purposes,
And finally closing it up,
After acknowledging it as meaningless,
Then sitting idle follows,
From a few minutes to hours,
And trying to ignore all of the questions,
Budding inside out of these moments,
Taking it as peace of mind,
Which lasts only for a while,
Being idle may define idleness clearly,
Meaningless acts too comes in its category,
Its not peace but misjudged chaos,
Yet succeeds in framing this illusion everytime,
©Sanjay Ranout
Thoughts of those green days,
Memories still well placed,,
Deep inside somewhere,
Don’t know the address of them,
Yet i feel their presence,
Sometimes somewhere,
So deep , and so innocent,
And i just dive deeper,
Living those moments,
Again and again,
Untill they make me insane,,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
Humans have mind and heart,
And following mind fits well in beginning,
Things change with vision
When we start feeling every season,
And then there comes injection of hormones,
And we get into a new world of realm,
Going through tides and ebbs,
Things which make us feel like heaven,
And sometimes declare our life worthless,
It’s through these delicacy and roughs,
We learn what’s worth to matter us,
Heart or mind it doesn’t matter,
Finally where we sets our camp,
Is the start of journey ,
We embark on this life
Sooner or later it doesn’t matter,
We reach our ends as much we stay on course,
On path we decides ,
On course we admires
Being human ,
It’s all about feelings and emotions,
That decide our lives,
If we dare to follow ,
If we dare to stay,
If we dare to have faith,
It’s heart , only heart make us feel more human,
© Sanjay Ranout
One day you was showering happiness,
Fulfilling all the dreams we saw together,
And next day it all turned out to be another dream,
© Sanjay Ranout
When the battles inside take over mental peace,
I leave settlement upon time,
And then time doesn’t heal by itself,
As time shifts the battles from one to another,
So how does the peace restore,
Maybe peace lies in preventing this chain reaction of battles even to get started ,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
Reasons??
Questions??
And no answers!!!!!
Let’s stop this tussle
And Live the moment as it is
No questions asked,,
©Sanjay Ranout
If Human is a computer,
Brain is hard drive,
Mind is CPU,
Thoughts are inputs,
In Search for software,
Seeking peace as outputs,
Hard to perceive human a computer,
As it needs every time different software,
It’s complex like coding,
Some ransomware is continuously working,
To keep us always searching,
That one universal software ,
To install the peace in its Hard drive,
Viruses, malwares of fears and insecurities are always attacking,
And humans are decoding them one after another,
Antiviruses fail like antidotes,
And We need to improvise, adapt,
To Again install peace ,
I think this processing will go on,
As long a human life will live,
As long we never stop trying,
As long we aren’t ready to give up,
As long we never stop Hoping,
The longing of installing Peace,,
©Sanjay Ranout
So often I encountered the question ❓
What I really want ❓
As much it’s hard to resolve this equation,
That much often I face this situation,
Is life meant to be planned?
Or it just need to be accepted?
Is life been already designed?
Or we need to learn skills to design it?
It’s mysterious,
It’s disturbing,
Still its unable to hold on to one notion!
Sometimes it flows in our favour,
Sometimes it uncover totally different picture,
That’s why our perceptions swings,
Encoding happiness and peace with different strings,
From planning to just mere accepting it,
Is it all the mind game ❓
As it doesn’t want to live disturbed for long,
So it plans when it’s spring time,
And then in harsh times , it resolves to just accept what’s offered,
It takes time to switch it’s stint,
And it happens so often,
Thus it’s effects keep changing with time,
From disturbing me earlier,
To making me think now,,
Asking this question ❓
Is life meant to be accepted ❓
Or I need to plan it❓
©Sanjay Ranout
What will happen tomorrow,
Or day after tomorrow,,
Who knows the future,
Who can tell the upcoming story,,
It’s all mystery,,
No one has any clue,
Still we prefer to live in its imagination,
What if it turns out to be in our favour,
What if it comes out with a different narrative,,
Fear of different than our propositions,
Excitement of facing favourable conditions,
And In this thinking process,
Leaving the whole action happening right now,
The magic of living right now,
Today is the real life happening for us,
Today is the magic that should be exciting us,
Everything else is just an imagination,
©Sanjay Ranout
What lies beneath our thoughts! 