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The latest with me is I am morning my loss of my best friend, David. Just a little week ago he committed suicide. My heart is so heavy with grief. I miss him so much. I have known him since we were 5 years old. I actually feel like something is missing with in me, and it is him who is missing.

Rest in peace my dearly loved friend. I hope you have found the peace you have been seeking for so long. I can't wait to see you again. Until then my friend. Good bye, good bye.

Current Location: laying on my bed
Current Music: how to save a life by the fray
Current Mood: sad sad

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Well, it's that time again where little girls come knocking on your door asking if you would like to buy some cookies. Lord knows how many we've bought! I love the thin mints myself, but just a few minutes ago, while I was indulging myself, I wondered how long selling girl scout cookies has been around for. To be quite honest I never got in to the whole thing. I mean, I did sell them, but when I got older I didn't. Even saying that I still wondered about it, and here is what I found.

Girl Scout Cookies had their earliest beginnings in the kitchens and ovens of our girl members, with mothers volunteering as technical advisors. The sale
of cookies as a way to finance troop activities began as early as 1917, 5 years after Juliette Gordon Low started Girl Scouting in the United States.

The earliest mention of a cookie sale found to date was that of the Mistletoe Troop in Muskogee, Oklahoma, which baked cookies and sold them in its high
school cafeteria as a service project in December, 1917. The 1920's are most often cited as the earliest years for home-baked Girl Scout cookie sales to
the public. Cookies were packaged in wax paper, sealed with a sticker, and sold door to door for 25 to 35 cents per dozen. Many councils, however, have
their own sale history which began later. Councils in New York, Illinois, Connecticut, Massachusetts, and Pennsylvania were holding cookie sales in the
1930's. In Fall 1933, Girl Scouts baked and sold cookies in the windows of the Philadelphia Gas Company and the Philadelphia Electric Company to assist
in building Girl Scout Camp Indian Run. In 1934, Greater Philadelphia became the first council to sell commercially baked cookies. In 1935, the Girl Scout
Federation of Greater New York bought its own cookie die in the shape of a trefoil and used the words Girl Scout cookies. It wasn't until 1936 that the
first nationally franchised Girl Scout Cookie Sale was held. In subsequent years, over 50 baking companies and/or their subsidiaries produced cookies for
the sale.

During World War II, the cookie sale was discontinued to save sugar and other ingredients for the war effort. The sale of Girl Scout calendars was substituted
in many areas. The post-war era, however, brought increasing cookie sale revenues, which supported the capital development of Girl Scout council camps
and provided campership funds.

During the 1960's, volume increased significantly. In 1961, 14 licensed bakers with 19 plants were mixing batter for thousands upon thousands of cookies.
The bakers began wrapping their product in aluminum foil or cellophane to protect the cookies and preserve their freshness. By the middle of the decade,
Girl Scout cookies represented 10 percent of all cookies manufactured in the United States. Cookie revenues represented about 40 percent of total income
for all councils.

The 1970's brought financial struggles for the country as a whole. As a result, organizations such as Community Chest and United Way decreased their funding
to councils. Increased cookie volume and a rise in the cookie sale price helped councils surmount the loss of outside funding. In 1978, the number of bakeries
was streamlined to four to ensure lower prices and uniform quality, packaging and distribution. GSUSA began supplying bakers with a standard cookie package
layout and pictures. For the first time in history, all Girl Scout cookie boxes features the same designs and depicted scenes of Girl Scouts in action-
including hiking and canoeing. Commercial bakers supported the sale with imaginative marketing strategies, volume discounts, and other initiatives.

During the 1980's, GSUSA began supplying to each baker a standard cookie package layout and pictures. Each baker could provide a maximum of seven varieties
of cookies for sale to councils; three varieties were mandatory, and the other four varieties were the option of the bakery.

Health of the 1990's led bakers and their suppliers to substitute more healthful ingredients in cookies. In some cases, cookie recipes were revised. In
1995, a new variety was introduced- a low-fat cookie, bringing the number of cookie varieties to eight.

In 1996, Girl Scouting celebrated the 60th anniversary of the Girl Scout cookie sale with a public promotion that highlighted the many benefits girls have
experienced through their participation in the sale. As part of the celebration, girls took a moment to remember their mothers and grandmothers who had
sold cookies as Girl Scouts over the last six decades.

Hmmm, maybe it's not the most interesting thing you ever read, but knowing useless facts can be appealing to others. They can say, "Weird, I didn't know that." lol, I guess knowledge is knowledge whether it is useful or not.

Well, I just thought I would share that. I've been doing alright. Nothing new or exciting has happened. I'm pretty tired so I'll write soon. Everybody take lots of care, and all my love I send.

Current Music: The voice in my head telling me to go to bed.
Current Mood: sleepy sleepy

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Sorry it's been a few weeks. I've been a little busy lately. I'm trying really hard to get all this college stuff ready to go. I've moved my starting classes to June 4th. I wanted to start in March, but now that isn't really reasonable. I swear! You talk to this person and that person to get different things rolling, but when it comes down to it, they haven't done a god damn thing! So anyways, from now and June should be good and plenty time for everybody to get their stuff straight, me included.

Well, I spent just a little over a week at Michael's. I had a really awesome time for the most part. David and I got in to a couple arguments. The first one was a bit phyisical, but the other was just a, you've done me wrong, kind of argument. I had no problems with Michael though. Michael is really layed back and easy to get along with.

I got a little under the influence a few times that week, but the one I found kind of funny, was where I starting telling Michael all about my three animals. I mean, I was giving him a whole complete story on each of them in turn. I kept telling him I was sorry for rambleing, but he kept telling me he didn't mind.

Before I left Michael gave me a bunch of stuff off his computer. I have spell books, the egyptian book of the dead, readings on astral travel, and some stuff on acults. I don't get in to cults myself, but I must admit, it makes for interesting reading. I don't agree with anything where the head of a group tells you what is right and what is wrong. where some one tells you how to think and feel. I am a free person by birth, and that is how it will stay. Just like I believe in God and Jesus, but I am not a church goer. I don't like how the church tells you what is wrong and right in God's eyes. I even know of some one who had a gift in healing, but the church oppressed him and told him it was bad to have it. He became very depressed and had almost lost his gift completely. A man said to him that he should leave the church. The church was the cause of his depression. He did, and he is now doing just fine with his work.

Sorry for the story, but I just feel strongly about that kind of stuff. So like I said, I don't get in to acults, but it makes for good reading. I would like to research a few of them. There's the the black order, the order of the morning star, and the order of the left hand path. Why just last night I learned about a methological giant named Loki. This giant comes from norse mythology. Interesting stuff. You guys should google it.

My dad called the other day. I swear the man is only in his late 40's and he is starting to sound like a old man. I mean, he just didn't sound his self. Maybe it was because of the cold weather. He does work outdoors and all.

Anyways, he wants me to come and see him soon. I love my dad, but I have to take the man in short spells. The last time I was there it was new year weekend. I was totally smashed the first night I was there, and I got in to a bit of an argument with dad, when I told him I wasn't a seven day adventist like I was raised to be. I told him I didn't belong to any denomination. lol, He raised the roof. I thought I was going to make him retire to his grave early.

Anyways, my lovely friends, I am off again. Leave a message if you like, and I'll write soon. Lots of love and best wishes.

Current Location: warm in my bed
Current Music: The Lord of The Blacksmith by Falconer
Current Mood: awake

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Well, nothing earth shattering happened today. I spent most of my time in front of the computer. I'm starting to get more serious about growing my own herbs and making potions. I've experienced with it a little, but I really want to master it. I really do feel that herbs hold magical qualities, and it would be ashame to let that knoledge fade with things of old. I believe they are called kitchen witches who do things with herbs and make potions.

At the moment I'm trying to collect books and anything that will help me learn everything I can. I'm finding it hard not having some one help me understand some of this stuff. So a lot of it I'm sorting threw it to make things easier on me, and depending on a lot of inner guideance. I did know a girl who went to my school that practiced wicca. She wasn't understood. So she was made fun of quite often. I wonder if I could get back in touch with her.

Sorry for lack of anything else to say of interest, but I haven't slept yet, and this potion stuff has really been going threw my mind today. Everybody take care. Sorry Val I missed your call. I'll call you this weekend.

Current Location: under my covers
Current Mood: sleepy sleepy
Current Music: the sounds of whales

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Okay, I hope this has apesed my friends who complain how they never can keep up with me. I have decided to take this live journal rout. Plus, it might make some ones rainy day amusement to read about a total strangers life.

For those who know not a thing about me allow me to interduce myself, and for those who do, just bare with me. My name is Ashley, I'm 20, and I was born and raise in the state of Tennessee. I am 5 feet, 5 inches tall, wavy red hair, blue-green eyes, fair skin, and my fair share of freckles. I'm describing myself, because I don't have any pictures of me. So don't ask for one. My computer crashed not to long ago, and I'm steady working on getting stuff back that I lost. I also don't have a web cam for those who want to know. I'm blind so I have no need for one. I'm also pretty blunt about things. So if your feelings are easily hurt, then I suggest you read no more. Some of my interests are reading, writing, playing the flute, singing, dancing, love to study history, and partying to name a few off the top of my head. My musical taste varies. I like all sorts really. I can even get in to some musicals and operas. Although, those aren't to many.

My favorite color is blue, yes I know I said I'm blind, but I do have some vision, only just though. My favorite season is autum, chocolate is an edible god, can't stand the smell, sight or taste of orange, and I'm usually a lazy person. I don't have much patience, and my temper is qwick. I am pretty social , and I love to make new friends and have a good time. I enjoy life. So no worries of dark depressing writings. Don't get me wrong we all have those days, but I'm a firm believer in life is what you make it. lol, I am a rambler too. Once I'm on a subject, that I feel strongly about, it's hard to get me to stop. I also have the tendancy to be random.

I'm often asked what sort of men do I get in to. Well, I'm an overseas kind of girl. I find myself atracted to Englishmen. They are quite the delightful specimen. In saying that I have my own Englishmen that already has me screaming his name, and I'm faithful.

So now I'm sure, for those who didn't know me, feel like they do some what. Feel free to leave a comment and say hi. For my friends I miss you and lots of love I send. Oh, and David, you need to give me a call, and tell me when you're coming down for sure. Until next time all.

Current Location: sitting on my bed
Current Mood: relaxed relaxed
Current Music: Cascada Every Time We Touch the slow version.

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