I'm marrying Jed! He proposed tonight! I'm getting married.

Hi

Well being that I haven't updated my personal LJ in so long it might be over.

I still use LJ for communities and such. Otherwise it's whatever.

Follow me on Twitter. I'm Viga there.

Victoria Viga Gadson on Facebook.

I was out of anime for awhile. I divulged (if I'm using that right) into the world of indie comics. My collection has increased! Now I'm back in the anime and will watch Mazinger once the torrent is done!

I have a Twitter so if any LJ friends wanna follow my SN is Viga.

I think the honeymoon is over between me and Jed. It's not a bad thing but I guess it's just getting more real. But we are still sickening sweet over each other. You would gag over the details. It's less I love you and more pick up your damn underwear! But I love him so much! He thinks he's boring compared to me and is down on himself but I assure him how much I love him. Plus, when I'm a sad emo sack of self hating he cheers me up on the quick. What's sad is we give each other the same advice we gave the other when they were down. WE ARE WEIRD SAD PEOPLE! LOL!

I've been trying new things. I got into goth music a lot over the past 2 months and started going to the weekly events in DC. I tried Exposure but then they went monthly. I tried Midnight and LOVE IT! I want to go every Sat but I need to juggle it with hang with friends. They're not really into this sorta thing. Jonae is going to join me the weekend after next to try it out though. If successful she'll be my partner in dance! Ces refuses to go to a club until she's 21 which is in a few weeks. I'll buy her her first LEGAL beer. lol. Troy needs to get an ID so I can take her too! I think she'll like the darkwave/EBM aspect of the scene. It's like a rave with more trance and no glow sticks and all black. :P

I also found a place called Palace of Wonders. They have an open mic night. I'm not performing but I'll check it out. It's an oddities museum/ burlesque house. I REALLY wanna go to a burlesque night. ^_~ I love the style and I love the ladies.

I still miss Mom. I visited her recently. Not for moms day though. I just stayed in the house reading manga. I didn't want to do ANYTHING that day.

Work is worky.

Art is coming.

Trying out new wig styles. I love my purple wigs!

Tomorrow is the lolita meet up! I'm goingto my first meet up!

I'm going to look hot in my punk loli! Plus I wont be super stared at because theres others like me.

Anyway, life's been up and down. Me and Jed had our year anniversary, I got fired from the 2nd job.

Things have been fun online. Chatting with some people from my fave forum on Ustream and drawing my webcomic.

Today is the anniversary of my LJ! Hooray!

This is also the last podcast of WARP anime podcast. How sad! But I understand completely. I felt burn out but I didn't do anything I liked. I was depressed over things since Mom's death. I thought about ending, but I don't wanna. I still want to spread happy anime love (what the reagan strongblood!) and have fun. I have to admit, I also want to be known. I know I wont be famous or anything nor will I be Otaqueen. I wont be a writer for a mag or a con personality.

Hmmm. Maybe it's because in my life I'm thought as a lowly ugly girl. EMO ALERT! Nah, I got laughed at for no reason today by some black people. I wasn't wearing my goth loli or punk. Just a tee and pants since I was going to help move things. Maybe it's because I'm shitty looking or my BF who is not black. I was sad about it for awhile.

I wore my GL skirts and punk stuff last night. I should put it on the Fruits comm.

I feel kinda better recently. I think Katsucon recharged my batteries and now I'm headstrong into the things I love. Really folks depression makes you not wanna do anything.

I started watching Bokurano and then started to marathon it unintentionally. Sigh. The animeness is back! I also started to watch Souleater and Fresh PreCure. A strange mix eh?

My name is Victoria Gadson and I am 253 pounds. I am a fat bastard fangirl.

I need to change. I'm don't want to finally go to a college and be the fat girl. I want to wear cute clothes and not have to get custom made lolita dresses. I want to not fear wearing shorts and capris. I feel really depressed recently. Mostly having to do with Mom and the rest is my looks. I'm tired of my big boobs and stomach. I hate my wide feet. I hate my hair even. Really. I think I'm going to get it cut really short and dyed purple. I'll just wear normal wigs to work.

So I heard LJ was on the verge of going under. Well I better download all my entries.

Anyway, so Matt and Ces are finally split up. FINALLY! He was being a dick and she could do better. It wasn't always this way and as much as I love my onichan it's for his on good that she dumped him. Oh well. They are both strong and will live although they are depressed right now. You shouldn't use your kid as an excuse to stay together.

Right when I had a second job it was taken from me due to hiring freezes on my first day of work! ARGH! I was depressed yesterday and the day before for mom related stuff.

Detroit Metal City turned things around a bit until I had to stay late at my 1st job. Seriously, I hate it.

Going out with Jed tonight to a new restaurant. Buca de Beppo I think?

Anyway, have you eve found out some retro information that just burns you to your soul. A little meta into how someone really thought of you this whole time! That happened to me last week as I was looking at old bookmarks. Wow.

Also, I got info about my family members I didn't know was the truth or not. Let's just say appearances are deceiving and so is life when you are a child. For the first time I truly felt sorry for my twin cousins. There's something about me in an unrealated thing that Aunt Cherry wanted to tell me. What is it? Why couldn't she tell me while shopping. Oh the suspense.

WRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!