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He said you're just as boring as everyone else
When you tut and you moan
And you squeal and you squelch
He said that you're just as boring as everyone else
Nothing ever happens

Things replace things
Days replace days
Things replace things

She said I'm going use my teeth and my claws
She said I'm going use my teeth and my claws
She said I'm going use my teeth and my breasts
I'm gonna make it happen
She said

Run run run run run run
And you cannot run or ever, ever escape
You cannot run or ever hide it away
Something glorious is about to happen
The reckoning

They go you're just as boring as everyone else
When you tut and you moan
And you squeal and you squelch
They go you're just as boring as everyone else
Stuck past timing
The fear and the yearning
The fear and the consumption
The fear and the yearning
It's gonna eat you alive
They go...

And you cannot hide or ever, ever escape
And you cannot hide or ever put it away
Something glorious is about to happen
The reckoning

They go...
They say...
They go...
They say...
They go...
Why'd you have to get so hysterical?
Success, success, success is over
Why'd you have to get
So fucking useless

Play it cool boy
Play it cool

Eric's big party was last night, and I spent the better part of it (two or three hours) upstairs with Sam Roberts, away from the party. We talked and talked and shared a beer or two and talked some more, and it was perfect. I like him a lot. Too much, because he's pretty much spoken for.

On Wednesday, Eric played his guitar and sang at Uncle Charlie's to open up for another band at our high school. He was pretty awful. =/ But me and him and Kathryn Perdue walked to Dairy Queen afterwards, and had to eat our ice creams under the little thing over the porch of the dentist's office because we couldn't go back into Uncle Charlie's with our ice creams, and it was kind of raining. That was fun. I left early and drove Kathryn home, though, because Eric's parents were drunk and wanted all of us to sit with them to listen to the other band. And I don't like other people's parents under normal circumstances, but especially not when they're drunk at a bar and trying to spend quality time with their kid's friends.

Nothing exciting happened on Thursday.

Today's Friday. Nothing interesting happened until 6th period, when the fire alarm went off. 6th period is French for me, and I basically hate everyone in my class except Ariana and Kathryn, so I saw Mandy next to my class and talked to her for most of the fire drill. We were out for almost an hour. It was neat to talk to Mandy again.

After school, me and my mom met my dad at Ruby Tuesday's for dinner, and then me and my dad went to Best Buy. I got three DVDs for $36; The Breakfast Club, The South Park Movie, and Bring It On. I'm trying to start a DVD collection, because we have this kickass home theater and no DVDs, which I see as a problem. But I also bought these for my birthday party.

Tomorrow, Eleanor's going to pick me up around 2:30 and we're going to see Ben's team compete in the DI competition at school. I still don't really understand what DI is, so I suppose I'll inform you guys after I've been informed myself. And then we're chilling at my house for an hour or two, and meeting Nichole at this county fair thing around 7:00. I'm going to Eleanor's house to sleep over. We're both coming back to my house around noon on Sunday, when we will get ready for my birthday party, which is at 2:00 until 8:00. And it's two weeks after my birthday, which is slightly disappointing, but whatever. I was born twice.

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Um, this is the greatest thing I've ever seen. Make one of yourself and comment with it.

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"Eleanor" (4:27:43 PM): how's your little group of 5 going?


Auto Response from omgdancingfrogs (4:27:43 PM): I'm eating food. Leave me a message.

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Auto Response from "Eleanor" (4:37:22 PM): brb

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omgdancingfrogs (4:45:13 PM): hi.
"Eleanor" (4:45:17 PM): yeah
omgdancingfrogs (4:47:22 PM): so. me, jt, and tyler kinda decided you were being aggravating/annoying so we decided to run off by ourselves. and we were going to invite mandy to come with, but she's going to belong to both groups. I DON'T WANT THIS TO TURN INTO A WAR, and i'm not going to bitch about you behind your back or anything.
omgdancingfrogs (4:48:58 PM): and the reason we weren't doing anything and being all secretive about it was because we were going to wait a while before we took action, because a) we didn't want to make football in gym a total hell, and b) we thought it might've been a phase and we'd give it a week or two to see if you were still irritating.
"Eleanor" (4:51:06 PM): so you thought that trying to make all of my friends hate me was a HPASE!
"Eleanor" (4:51:08 PM): PHASE*
omgdancingfrogs (4:51:30 PM): ...wait, what?
omgdancingfrogs (4:51:37 PM): i'm not trying to make all your friends hate you.
omgdancingfrogs (4:51:40 PM): i didn't start this.
"Eleanor" (4:52:35 PM): so if i decided that we were never going to talk to you agian, and i was going to make it so that you friends, the ONLY ones that don't hate you right now, besides chrissy and katharine, never talked to you beucase i thought taht you were annoying, i should wait for a while, you know, jsut in case it is just a phase
omgdancingfrogs (4:53:13 PM): jt = hates you. tyler = doesn't like you. and i had nothing to do with it.
omgdancingfrogs (4:53:34 PM): they came complaining to me first.
omgdancingfrogs (4:54:05 PM): and by "maybe it's just a phase", i meant maybe me being annoyed by you was just a phase and i'd get over it in a few days. because i do that a lot with my friends.
"Eleanor" (4:55:50 PM): anythign else that you would like to add
"Eleanor" (4:56:01 PM): becaue i think that i am about to have a phase of my own
omgdancingfrogs (4:56:35 PM): yes; let's not bitch about each other behind one another's backs. we don't want to hang with you anymore, but that's doesn't mean we ZOMGHATEYOUCUZYOU'RESUCHAWHOREFACE. mkay?
omgdancingfrogs (4:58:23 PM): ...
"Eleanor" (5:01:03 PM): so, when do you think your little "plan" is goingt o kick off, beucase i really want to see you fail
omgdancingfrogs (5:01:28 PM): ...
omgdancingfrogs (5:01:36 PM): how on earth could i fail at not hanging out with you?
"Eleanor" (5:02:18 PM): beucase you would have a little group
"Eleanor" (5:02:23 PM): you would have no group
"Eleanor" (5:02:44 PM): so i guess you would sucseed, but "believe it or not, i could be happier"
"Eleanor" (5:02:52 PM): so i wanna see you fail
"Eleanor" (5:03:03 PM): i WANT to see you think that they still like you
"Eleanor" (5:03:13 PM): i WANT to see someone OTHER then me get smushed
"Eleanor" (5:03:28 PM): and i NEVER want to see you think that this can jsut be pushed aside!
omgdancingfrogs (5:04:25 PM): who is "they"? tyler and jt?
omgdancingfrogs (5:06:01 PM): ...
kitty99AL signed off at 5:06:02 PM.

I tried to tell him for the 1093934845875th time that I love him, but I don't want to be in such a serious relationship when I'm so young, and he needs to give me time to have a few meaningless relationships, and I don't want to be tied down, and I'm still sticking with the Junior Year Theory. I told him that in my junior year of high school, I'd come back to him, and I wanted it to last forever that time. I wanted to come to him when I could handle a serious, long-term relationship. This is what he sent me.

"Face is soaked
Heart is broken
The Love is gone
Two peopl forsaken

Don't come back
Don't love me
All you do
Is Hurt me Badly

I don't want to love you
I hate you inside
You've killed me B4
I'm dead inside

So Don't Come near
Don't Spear a glace
I wish I were dead
And better make it fast

What happend to trust
To A break
To A life
Of Love

It's gone now
forever because
I'm starting to hate your guts

So to the whore
My Last words I say
don't come back
Or I will Lay dead..."

I replied;

"If there's nothing I can do that'll show that I'm telling the truth when I say I love you and I'd love to marry you and I just don't want to be tied down so soon, then fine. If there's nothing I can do to make you happy without making myself miserable, then fine, I won't waste my time. But when I think I'm mature enough to handle a serious, long-term relationship, you'll be the first to know. I'll always love you, and that will never change. If you need love, come to me.

It upsets me so much that you don't understand that I'm only a teenager, I don't want to be in a marriage-esque relationship so early, but I DO love you. And I'll always love you, no matter how many times you tell me you hate me or call me a whore. So you can push me around, because in the end, it just might help you realize what you have in me."

He replied;

"Morgan, I'm becoming a alcoholic, I just came back upstairs from having some vodka mixed with some lemonade... and now that every things a little fuzzy... I think this is a good time to find my gun... or the knife... either way Fuck you, I'm NV going back out with you you whore. You've hurt me numerous times and I don't want it anymore... the next time I run away I'll stay away, so fuck you, fuck your love for me, I hate you I hate this town fuck it all, I Cant take any of it anymore so I'm either going to a)Kill myself with our 44 magnum or b) run away and NV come back. Morgan I have like nothing, you we're the life preserver to my life... with our it I'm fucking drowning... and you know what I hate you, go to hell fuck you you whore-bag bitch face douche! And hey, guess what, your not the only one I jack off to, oh what now, ohhhhhhhhh and Morgan, yeah I'll run awaand I'll nv c you again and Life will be just great

Hating you & life and everything else... some little fuck who doesn't deserve to live,
Eric "

I replied;

"If you ever get over this, talk to me.

If you plan on living the rest of your life like this... I'm sorry, and you don't know the kind of pain I'm in right now. But I guess there's nothing I can do about it."

I don't know what I'd do if he killed himself or ran away for good. I just don't know.

Okay, so I'm cutting a day early.

If you aren't in my Top 18 Commentors, and you didn't comment when I asked you to, you're getting cut unless I like you a lot.

So I'm going to go cut everyone, and drop comments to the people I'm cutting. So if you don't get a comment... you're not cut. =D!

Before I start talking about the summer, and about how this school year was so crappy, and about my plans for next year, and all that other random crap, I want to do a friend cut. But first, I'll post this:

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A poem that I wrote in abadheart. I abandoned that journal a loooooooooooong time ago. It was my first poem I ever wrote. I'm still kinda proud of it.
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I copy/pasted this lovely story from my friend Lizi's journal (lizithefork). Lizi is from my old school. Mr Reiter was my 7th grade Science teacher. Ms Graves is Lizi's 8th grade math teacher. The story shows how cool the teachers at JW were.

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This is my picture entry from the dance! =D It's got lots of pictures, so yeah, dial-up users might want to get a cookie while waiting for this to load. PS: This entry is NOT friends-only, so watch your mouths. =P
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Don't comment on this entry. It is here for the sole purpose for showing to my friends.

Banished from les intranettes until further notice.

Love. ♥ Don't unadd me. I'll be back.

Hi. :)
I got bored today, so I'm finally deciding to upload and post all the pictures I took around my neighborhood/Charlottesville a month or two ago.
This post is public so that my DC friends can see the pictures.
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