Secret Garden of Dreams

The wrong chance is not a life of ease
I just could stay like this, frozen in peace.
For the love I can’t reach I’d rather still
and give myself a secret garden to live.
Where my thoughts and lost feelings will be
like the wild born horses run young and free.
Then I could just be and never pretend:
so useless a life where you can’t stand.

No is for leave me alone!

Don’t stare at me.
Don’t talk to me.
I’m looking down
Down to hell.
I really don’t care.
The chatty chat
The no sense
Your need of attention
I don’t care.
I’m grown enough
To accept it:
Sometimes you suck .