Empty

More than this I can’t give
More than this I can’t change
I don’t want to
You don’t need me to.
I’m frozen inside
Too many times
You don’t realize
how deep I cry.
Just leave it there.
broken heart to rest
In impossible peace.

Keep on dreaming love

I wish I could stay just like this: the music keep on going , always, no stop.
No thinking about , no thinking at all. I don’t need it anymore.
This could be good. Would it be?
Maybe, I don’t really know.
It’s just a wish, just the music and I and all the stories in my mind.
Some love, like those in the dreams, with no past and undefined future.
Those that let you know that are so strong with no words, you feel it in your heart and mind. Passion is everywhere to be caught. Love that has no beginning and no end, just is and will be.
Close your eyes and dream on, ’cause this is not for this world to be.

silly little love song

Nothing really matters
nothing really does
should be this
the game for us?

You will never colour
the bottom of my heart
but I’ll never leave
the blue of your sky.

Could it be forever
this pretty evil love?
I should bring
the shield on my soul.

Never taste potion
to make the magic love
we just need
the heat of our lust.

Breaking in circles

Does it hurt less if he doesn’t understand that he broke your heart once again?
No tears anymore, just this feeling my heart is looking for a place to hide.

Words kept secret

Sometimes it’s better to shut up; sometimes it’s not a choice, you have to hold, to keep all your thoughts inside.
Maybe because it’s not worth to discuss; maybe because no one is willing to listen or just because the time is not right.
So, I hold on, I know that I’m in mistake in some way all the time,’cause I feel frustrated and angry and the words that are born from that are better never to be told.
It’s so hard to feel this need to be wanted so much, but … nevermind.

Between the past and the present I was born

Drowned in the deep foggy water
Missing directions to be.
Nothing is real from yesterday
everybody there is petrified.
I cut the rope between now and then
Impossible is to sew it again.
Just let it be lost and gone forever
Doesn’t metter if I’ll be remembered.
It’s me who is gone,
it’s me who was lost.
Now I’m here like a new born
from the middle of the path.

Love is a creature to feed

As long as I need you, do you feel I’m with you?
I have this tenderness for you, but it’s gone when I’m in front of you.
The thought of us is different, or maybe it’s me and all this things lost that make me so scared.
I feel safe ’till I don’t open. I can’t let you hurt me and I know you love me, but.
Being together is commitment.
Oh yes, it would be nice to be best friend, to lose ourselves into each other eyes, to be free and foolish and so lively! It’s not a film, it’s not a romance, it’s us: true, real and bloody bony fleshy life.

I know what I need and I understand it doesn’t matter at all, because staying together it’s a new creature and I’m really trying to feed it an love it and take care of it, so it will be happy and healthy ’till the end, and beyond.

Treasure

Living everyday ordinary life for that moment, that single perfect moment of happiness, of big great emotion that pump the universe in your heart and give you the strenght to keep living the rest of it.

Straight from the heart

No one, I say No one should decide how other then themselves can live their life.
Please, concentrate.
I read about people that care so much about who loves who, or about what really is in others underware.
So, wich life are we living?
I often think about this short life we have. So short, so many days lost in boredom or unhappiness. I decide I want to know nice people, I’m careful about the dangerous ones, the angry ones and the ignorants.
I want the youngers to feel safe, not to worry about their gender or their feelings. We are so wrong if we are still teaching some stupid dangerous thoughts. Bad thoughts leed to hate, hate leed to violence. We don’t need anymore of this!
So, I always disliked facebook, but I look for my favourite artists: writers, painters, singers… and I’m learning so many different situations.
Let the others be, help when you can and stop every stupid joke that leed to hate. If you really think that you can’t accept what is different from you, start loving yourself, I think you just need to understand what scares you better than for you to scare .