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What I think about assisted suicide
What even is my sexuality
What I enjoy in fiction/fantasy
and
What I think I’d like to do irl
and
What I actually want to do irl when I get the chance
are all different from each other, and sometimes I get to questioning which parts are coincidences or practical limitations and which parts are label-worthy.
Short nice things
Sparkly got onto the mock trial team ey auditioned for! At first ey thought ey didn’t, but I guess someone else backed out and ey was the alternate? I don’t actually know.
I had a nice dinner with my parents, and also had some medical checkups, which weren’t exactly nice but nothing is wrong, so that’s good. I also got a flu shot, and my arm and sholuder were impressively sore for a while, but they’ve gotten a bit better.
I found the books I promised to lend someone. It’s kind of embarrassing and kind of really nice to know people who are now interested in the things I was interested in at about age 15.
Sparkly visited a synagogue tonight. Ey was raised Catholic and is thinking about converting. Apparently the people ey met were very friendly and ey got to talk to some other people who converted as adults.
It’s really ridiculous what things I have social anxiety over
Checking my Tumblr messages and notifications: fine
Checking my email: depends on the day
Clicking on WordPress’s little bell/star/comment bubble icon thingy: worst thing ever.
It used to do this thing where it would flash/change color repeatedly until you clicked on it. That was awful.
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Ancillary stuff
I noticed this when I was reading Ancillary Sword, and now I just got Ancillary Mercy and also I was thinking about Coyote’s post, so. There’s a lot of really cute, weird stuff in these books, about the relationships ship AIs have with their crews , and identity and individuality and autonomy and so forth.
Visiting family for Thanksgiving
Sparkly and I had a Thanksgiving dinner with friends last weekend, and ey is going to Numbers Guy’s family Thanksgiving as well. And a rescheduled Thursday Game Night tonight. And maybe something with one of eir other friends, too? I don’t remember.
I know ey likes having things to do for the holidays, and gets lonely sometimes when I’m gone, so I’m very glad ey has things to do and people to spend time with this year.
I am not cool enough to write this fic but I wish it existed
I recently came across an Honorverse meta post talking about Grayson’s attitude towards women. But this post isn’t about its main point. It included this quote from The Honor of the Queen which I had forgotten about:
[Admiral Yanakov] shook his head sadly, staring down into his brandy.
“Our first generation averaged one live birth in three. Of the babies born living, half were too badly damaged to survive infancy, and our survival was so precarious there was no possible way to divert resources to keep them alive. So we practiced euthanasia, instead, and ‘sent them home to God.’ “
He looked up, his face wrung with pain.
“That haunts us still, and it hasn’t been that many generations since the custom of euthanizing defectives, even those with minor, correctable flaws, stopped.”
Now I really want to read about the Grayson disability rights organizations. How did they start? Was it people who acquired disabilities later in life who first started protesting euthanasia? Was there a small minority of people with congenital disabilities whose parents chose to keep them? What kind of religious and philosophical arguments did the Grayson anti-euthanasia activists use? Where are the present-day Graysons with disabilities who know they’re only alive because of this movement, and how do they feel about that?
I read/watched a thing about The Man in the High Castle
and I didn’t want to be thinking about euthanasia but I am anyway.
This is short but angry and about death so under a cut it goes.
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Theme change
I’m still not sure about the fonts. And the header menu is boring, thus the menu items in the sidebar. But green text!