. a very girly feminine male.

My name is Randy. I am unemployed and lived with my parents.


I spent ten years of my life in a deep depression and drank so much I nearly got liver cirrhosis.

I never finished high school and have no diploma and no real prospects
in life for a career, I lack the money to go back to school as well.


My life has left like nothing but a constant torment of being Just
short of the grade. Or just short a dollar of the bill. I spend most of
my time depressed and hold up in my room playing mmorpgs because I have
the social prowess of a cockroach.


People tell me I am honest and always to the point and I don't sugar
coat things. I am often considered the one person in the room who is
tuned into sanity FM when really I feel one step away from losing my
mind to this weird anger I have most of the time.


Its hate, I dunno why but I seem to hate almost nearly everything. From
the little things in life to the big things.And I don't know why. All I
know is I am angry. A friend of mine once said I was like col.
stinkmeaner from the boondocks with how angry and grouchy I am all the
time.


The few things I like: cooking, Videogames, anime, comic books, Science,
music (classical. electronica. 80s hair glam metal), Collecting strange
and weird toys and other bits of junk, lazy cuddling in blankets.


On August 24th 2012. when I felt my darkest and most in despair. A man I had know for ten years proposed to me and professed a love he held for the woman he knew I was inside that had been building for a decade. I said yes. This man has been with me through it all. I know now I belong at his side. He is William Beecham the Third. He is the greatest man in my entire life. I am happy to forever more call my self. His wife. I have taken his name as my own. And a new female first name for my new life as a true woman.



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