after being bullied all through grade school and high-school i can understand where you and this Character is drawing from. i was one of the lucky ones in the fact that i had people around me who saw the signs and moved to support me. the most important thing you can do (if i am reading this right...) is to reach out to your family, reach out to your friends and those who you can trust and draw strength from them.

once you do, and with prayer, you will find that they can no longer lay there hands on you. you will find that there insults and rude gestures are pitiful and sad, and dissapointing. Suprisingly enough, you find that there taunts no longer affect you and you find your self filled with an inner strength that you could have never dreamed. and to your immense satisfaction, they seem, utterly insignificant to you and you realize that you have better things to do, nicer people to meet and friends to spend time with.

my evoloution from who i was in highschool and gradeschool to college from start to finish. I discovered, that no matter how bad things get, that you are not alone, and there is always someone that you can go to, there is always someone you can talk to.

reach out, reach out and take your friends hands. reach out, and take your principals hands, and speak.