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April 11th, 2011


10:53 am - I'm so hot right now.
I have a huge gash on my chin from a bike accident, fun painful acne popping up right in the middle of my face, a sty that's making my right eye swell half-closed, and an infected spider bite on my wrist.

This is fun.

Not. 
Current Music: Big Freedia - Azz Everywhere
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated

(wrap your arms around me)

June 14th, 2010


11:08 am - 1,200.
This is my 1,200th entry.  My first entry is from March 2002 and it contains the words "happy hardcore", so I'll spare you a rehash. The archive link is right there if you're really curious. 

I'm kind of low today, so instead of wasting this momentous moment wallowing, I'm going to reprint the buck-up-Tiger horoscope from this week and call it a day. 

Capricorn: "I don't want to be your Rice-A-Roni any longer," says one ex-boyfriend to another in the classic (the only?) gay baseball buddy flick The Broken Hearts Club. Rice-a-Roni — the ultimate ’70s game show consolation prize, the one thing you know you’ll go home with, even if you lose. (It’s “Garlique” these days, last time we checked Jeopardy.) Anyway, we think it’s time you stopped being someone’s Rice-a-Roni, too. And the only way to do that is to start feeling better about yourself — take some me-time, pamper yourself, eat french fries for lunch, whatever it takes. Pretty soon someone will recognize you for the grand prize that you are.

Thanks for hanging out with me for all these entries, friends. To another 1,200.
Current Mood: moodymoody
Current Music: Nero - Innocence | Last.fm

(wrap your arms around me)

April 14th, 2010


02:29 pm - It must be spring.
My life is strange and hilarious and wonderful and tearful and difficult and insane and beautiful -- and I wouldn't have it any other way.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: The Glitch Mob - Beyond Monday | Last.fm

(wrap your arms around me)

October 16th, 2009


02:40 pm - Gogol Bordello.
These underpants are now retired.



Current Mood: drainedhappy-exhausted

(5 big hugs | wrap your arms around me)

July 8th, 2009


01:25 pm - Ugh.
I'm so sick right now, guys. My fever broke on Monday, but I can't stand up for long periods of time, still. And I did notice a bit of blood in that gunk I coughed up this morning. Sexy.

Rob is, of course, sick too -- after making a bunch of noise about how he was definitely NOT going to get sick and immune system of steel and blah blah blah blah. And so he's tossing and turning in my bed all day and night, since he rode his motorcycle over the other day and now it's too unsafe for him to ride it anywhere, what with the high fever and the delirium. Dudes are such little bitches about being sick.

I'm here at work because I have to get through something like 150 emails and do some timely stuff, but I'm not going to stay too long. I should eat this soup before it gets cold.
Current Mood: sicksick

(4 big hugs | wrap your arms around me)

June 22nd, 2009


04:34 pm - Major dubsteppage.
Both shows were amazing. I even got to talk to Distance (squee!) 'cause I wanted to thank him for playing Mistral. The not-date was most assuredly a not-date. This is good. I have a new going out partner and that's definitely enough. And he was really, really into the music, which is exactly what I need in a dancing buddy. Still, no one can replace my sweet Casey.

Managed to get across the bridge on Rob's motorcycle for the first time. Did that Willow chant from 7th season: "I'm facing my fear, I'm facing my fear, I'm facing my fear -- hear that fear? I'm facin' you!" Needed it less on the way back to the East Bay. The sissy bar helps A LOT.

New favorite track is the one currently being listened to. Find it here, or go to my MySpace profile, 'cause it's the default track now. BOOM!

I did not get enough sleep this weekend. At least my date tonight says he didn't either. We'll be quite a pair, won't we? Add some alcohol and it'll be even funnier.

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Bullion - Get Familiar

(wrap your arms around me)

June 11th, 2009


10:27 am - Waiting.
We'll see what happens now...
Current Mood: pensivepensive

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June 9th, 2009


04:45 pm - Fuckdoodle.
We're in a huge fight.

I don't know what to do.

He leaves town on Thursday. If it's not fixed by then, I don't know what I'll do.
Current Mood: nauseatednauseated

(4 big hugs | wrap your arms around me)

May 28th, 2009


11:36 am - Bleh.
I'm stressed the fuck out -- work, relationships, money, family, frickin' everything. Good thing I have yoga class tonight. I find that by Thursday, I'm ready to KILL after a week without class. I wish I could afford to go on Tuesdays, too. One day maybe I won't be poor! Hey, a girl can dream.

I've been having some serious head-spinning conversations lately and I'm trying to figure out how I can process, adjust to this shift in perspective, and make strides forward rather than continuing to dwell on what's already passed. Mental work is really exhausting, though. It makes me feel like a zombie (especially with the insomnia kicking in again, so that I'm sleep-deprived on top of everything else).

I really want to cut and run, just get on a plane to New York, but that probably won't happen until late July. Pout.

The day is grey and foreboding and I need something to make everything seem just a little bit better than it actually is right now. Ideas?
Current Mood: gloomygloomy

(4 big hugs | wrap your arms around me)

May 22nd, 2009


12:38 pm - Sigh.
You know what I miss?

Passion.

Sigh.
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: A really great dubstep tune that I don't know the name of, nor the artist

(wrap your arms around me)

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