Virgo:: If forced to decide between being filthy rich and living with one's soulmate, 92 percent of the population would choose the big bucks. I hope that's not your position, Virgo. In fact, I hope you're not the kind of person who would even agree to entertain a question like that. The fact is, you won't have to choose between love and money in the coming weeks, even if that initially seems to be the case. I urge you to hold out for both the $10 million AND the romantic bliss. Formulate a clear intention that you won't sacrifice material security for emotional intimacy, or vice versa.

I don't even know what to say to that. I've gotten a lot of odd rumblings about money coming my way lately, but I don't know how. I certainly would love that, as well as the romantic bliss, but I have to say, the romantic bliss seems pretty unlikely right now. That said, I have always been the bleeding-heart type to take love over money. Would that romantic bliss were possible for me right now. I can't even speak to the person I love, and that is a wound that will be a long time closing.

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I know that it sounds like I'm repeating myself a lot. And I am. I have to remind myself of these things. Processes, especially hard growth processes, require consistency and repetition. I am up to the challenge.

In any case, my weekend is shaping up to be interesting. :) I'm actually looking forward to this. I'm starting to get my appetite for life back. I'm starting to come out of depression-land, slow and steady. I will be okay. One foot in front of the other.