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what's on: Broken Heart - Motion City Soundtrack
i'm feeling: distressed
Do you ever feel like someone pulled the rug out from under your feet? I'm knocked out on the floor now, and it's mostly my fault. Before I left over two years ago, everything felt so simple. I realize now that I was still a child and now I've grown up and it came too quick. How can so many things change so fast?
I digress...
Anyways, Jodie... I love you. I know that you know that. And I'm sorry that we're both doing what we're doing. I think you're gonna be fine, and that makes me feel better. Even though it's my fault that I'm in the position I'm in, I'm not sure that I did the best thing. I guess only time will tell. and sure... We both weren't ready, just for different reasons... I love you.. That's never going to change.
I know you guys have no idea what I'm talking about. I just had to do this for myself.






