Nothing important happened today.

I had a nervous breakdown and did 14 days in a mental hospital. The anxiety was just too much to handle and I became suicidal, so on February 2, I called 911 and was taken to West Plains, MO where I was put on Cymbalta and Seroquel.

That's the nutshell version.( Here's the long story.Collapse )

So what made me snap? I would say it was a culmination of things. There's been a lot on my mind lately.

The presidency. The "Muslim ban." The fact that at 33 I have so little money even though I work full time that I still can't live alone - I often feel very left behind when I compare my life to my old high school classmates. I want kids some day but I'm not ready to even begin dating someone, so that clock is about to tick its last tick. Budget cuts in my line of work. My credit score is bad and the car I'm paying on isn't worth even a fraction of what I'm paying. I'm overweight and very unhappy about that.

Death by a thousand papercuts.

Random facts about me:

I hate Mexican food.
I sure do love my mommy.
I love cats. A lot.
I'm a fighter and a survivor.
I'm a die-hard Hamasaki Ayumi fan.
Totally in love with 2NE1.
Moonie forever <3
I have a science degree in psychology and will eventually have my PhD in IO.