Why I’ve been gatekeeping

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What I know of this realm is through direct experience – lived experience, devotion to God and my own healing and excellent psychic skills. I’ve lived on prana, completed an astral pregnancy, bilocated, joined and left practicing magical groups, channeled and much more. None of it was because I was looking for power. I was looking for love and being of service to God and to help others.

Along the way, I’ve met, been helped by and helped a variety of people. During my most prolific times, I’ve been targeted by satanic ritualists, demonic entities and attempts on my life. I haven’t shared about them openly for a variety of reasons. The main one being that most people are susceptible to these same attacks but don’t know it. There was no point in having people panic without giving them tools. Pulling white light from your head does nothing and those in the new age are particularly vulnerable.

The other reason I haven’t shared them is because making the information available makes it possible for the information to be distorted by those with ill intent. Mainstream spirituality is full of people with bad information. Some have bad information because they don’t have the psychic skills to get direct knowledge so they are repeating what they have read or heard from others. Some are spouting bad information because they have some skills and are being fed erroneous information by entities that are not benevolent. There is a wide gamut of different beings at play. But the sweet spot for most of them is mixing what is true about the spirit world with what they want you to believe. If part of what they tell you is true, it makes it easier to believe the rest, especially if you don’t get your own information.

I haven’t shared much of what I’ve done. My results didn’t match what most literature (if there was any) said on the topic. I went in with an open mind, and I was willing to adopt and adapt new belief systems. I could set aside a belief system to attempt to experience what was happening without an explanation so that I could rely only on my senses. Without the backstory of why something is the way it is, it was the closest I could get to being a blank slate and finding out for myself what was behind a particular practice or experience.

The short answer is that convergence is coming soon. The risk of having information distorted is outweighed by the great need for helping as many souls as possible to make the transition out of this realm before the door closes.

It’s time for you to decide

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There isn’t much time left to choose where you want to go.

Convergence is imminent and coming soon. Convergence is the mechanism behind ascension. Simplified, it is the coming together of multiple realms in this cosmos and Earth is the convergence point. There is an abundance of opportunity available but most here don’t know about it.

For today, what’s important is for you to decide what kind of person you want to be. Because the cosmic sorting hat arrives with convergence and we are not all going together. Are you helping yourself or are helping others? Are you willing to forgive those you despise or are looking for justice?

This is a heart-led outcome.

There are no therapists for psychics and seers

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I’ll be adding more content here. Don’t know how much or how often. My life has taken a decidedly unusual bent recently. That’s saying something if you’ve been around since the beginning.

God contacted me and we continue to talk each day. It’s been about a month now. While I’ve been humming along working full time and being a wife and mother to our two autistic teen boys, I’ve also published my first book this year and increased my work to assist humanity as needed along with the continuing work on self. I’ve communicated with alot of beings and had a lot of peak experiences and attacks. But there is so much going on now and so many beliefs being dropped and shown to be false, that I need the space to air them and get them out of my head.

Please note: This is for me only as I navigate my own shifts. You don’t have to believe anything I say. Curiosity is fine. Rude comments will be deleted. The future is golden and you’ll need some manners to make it there.

2024-01-02 Night Drive

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Tonight it was two destinations. I was only successful at the first.

I never know when I’ll be offered a chance to help. Sometimes my drives are just drives. Sunroof open, windows down, loud music and pavement. I use the hypnotic state for several personal uses but tonight I got directions again.

Next exit. Through two lights. Turn right.

Drive. Drive more.

I felt the turn coming before the instructions. I followed my instincts to the house. I was 20 miles north of my home after the highway drive.

Turned at the Christmas lights. Found the rancher, a white truck outside. What am I doing here, I ask.

A teen girl lives here who has made contact with the dragon I’m looking for.

Ok…. Anything I need to do?

There’s not so I head back toward the highway. After all these turns, I have no idea what town I’m in.

Resuming my pleasure drive, I’m offered another opportunity.

Sure. I have time and it’s always an adventure.

Take the next exit. Head south. Turn right at the first light.

Oddly specific tonight. Most times I get directions as I approach the turn. But most nights I’m driving slower.

Turning at the light puts me on a backroad near fields. Pretty and very dark. I drive, waiting.

Right. Here.

I miss the turn. It’s a church. Not sure what’s to be done but there’s a man in the congregation who will benefit.

I see a place to turn around ahead. Pull in, get an anxious, icky feeling. Something’s wrong.

I check my surroundings. It’s not a physical safety threat. I feel into it and ask for words so I don’t misinterpret.

I’ve gotten someone’s attention and there’s interference now. Abandon this effort and leave.

I head back past the church to the highway home.

I wonder what’s needed that couldn’t be done. Silence.

That’s not the way it works. It’s a need-to-know basis. It doesn’t have to be me. There’s plenty of others filling in. We’re DoorDash spirit workers.

Time for me to head home. A little more wind. A little more music. A little push to post. Then bed.

But first, my new favorite drive song. Until next time.

Draft chapter of my book #1

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Hello Loves,

I’m working on my first book for adults. (My children’s book is finally illustrated and I’ll let you know when it’s nearing publication.) But this book for adults is more exciting to me right now and needed at the moment. It’s for seekers going through awakening who are empaths and/or trauma and abuse survivors. It explains the multiple ways shadow work subverts awakening and an alternative to it.

I’m thrilled with what’s been coming through, a combination of my own experience and what Source wants shared. There’s much editing and revising to be done but I’d love to hear your thoughts. I’m also looking for beta readers before I publish. This is a manual with a program coming offered for free. So I anticipate the book will be short, under 12,000 words. Let me know if you are interested.

Hugs!

INTEGRATION AS AN AWAKENING TOOL

I stumbled onto this tool. When my spiritual awakening picked up steam, I experienced what I called “brain melt” frequently. My logical, thinking brain wasn’t able to process some of the things I was experiencing and I started to think I was losing my mind. I couldn’t keep denying what was happening but what I was experiencing was too much for my thinking self to process. I have since learned a few other ways to address it, but I started by sharing what I was going through.

At first, I shared it with my psychic development classmates, and then I started a blog with written and video entries. I didn’t know anyone else who was experiencing these out of the ordinary experiences. I needed to get my thoughts about them out of my head. I had to put them somewhere out in the world. Somehow it felt more “real” to me and not like I made it up if I could look at it n a page or in a video.

Sometimes my sharing would result in conversations and comments exchanged on my blog. A few times there were no responses. But I felt the same whether someone saw it or not. I could point to a place I had published and shared my experience and it solidified in my reality. Several times my share connected me with others who joined me on my journey for a time. But my ultimate goal was always to validate my experience. I had spent over 10 years in therapy, but there was no therapist to validate what I was experiencing. I wanted to give myself the space. I trusted my experience, and I was focused on love and helping others. Looking back, I am so grateful to who or what gave me the idea because it saved my sanity and enabled me to develop faster and acquire strong abilities. I am very appreciative. I named the process integration because it united all of me and all of my experiences. It also wove them into the fabric of my life.

My hope is you will find a form of sharing that appeals to you. Integration enables you to process your experiences. It is very important because the rational mind wants to dismiss the mystical and metaphysical. My suggestion is to practice integration at least (monthly???). This means that you share one or more experiences you had either with another person or in a public space for others can access it freely. For example, it could be a blog, video journal, sharing at a meeting or telling someone else. This is not an exhaustive list. Feel free to start a podcast and share there. As long as you’re sharing, your experience, and others are able to access it, you are covered. Have fun!

A new belief system

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I am in the process of making some changes. It has become clear to me that they are necessary and I am appreciative to know people to guide me, for strong intuition and for willingness to make the changes. My intuition is nudging me to post about what I’ve been doing today – creating a new belief system. I am using the process of someone I trust very much and am already experiencing a change. Here is the post if you are interested in changing your life as well. There’s a wealth of knowledge here. Thank you, Gary!

Creating our reality series: My personal belief system or I’ve finally had enough of failing!
Gary’s link for changing your belief system

Of course, I typed my new belief system for the post and then my intuition said to leave it out for now. So, it’s a beautiful thank you post!

Have a glorious day. Be sweet to you!

2021-06-15 weekly planning

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Here’s the plan for the week.

I’m excited about some projects that I’m going to leap into and grateful to have learned the skill of seeing through fear. It comes back but it’s an opportunity to become superskilled. I choose to see it as an exercise so I can become so good at seeing through fear that it becomes second nature.

Have a great week! Be sweet to you and do the scary thing. It disrupts stagnant energy and moves you forward exponentially. I love you!