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[Apr. 23rd, 2004|11:30 am]

Sarina

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Long time no update... I have a new journal now, Balletbaby74 (its the same as my screen name). Add me if you'd like.

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(no subject)	[Aug. 22nd, 2003\|08:08 am] Sarina
Today I was looking at the Theatre Ink stuff, and I decided that I'm going to try out for plays and musicals. I doubt that I'll actually get into anything, but Its fun just to try out. I really miss being on stage... like in middle school. I'm only on the stage once a year now for dance recitals, but i wanna be in a musical or a play! it would be so much fun. Should I be excited for school to start? Seeing old friends, getting new classes... readjusting to new teachers and people... its just so stressful. Just think, after this year we have to take the SATS, and we have to pick colleges. Its seems so unreal... Oh well. I'm excited to see my HOMEROOM! yay:)
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(no subject)	[Aug. 7th, 2003\|10:58 am] Sarina
The Justin and Christina concert was SO MUCH FUN. I founf out that I really like the Black Eyed Peas. Yeah.. and I also found out that I'm going to be a back-up dancer in concerts and in music videos.. lol. Well,, thats all for now cuz i gg.. ttyl!
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Bored...

[Aug. 3rd, 2003|12:50 pm]

Sarina

[	music	\|	Blur~song 2	]
[	mood	\|	awake	]

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - aniras
[ x ] Where do you live - newton
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - short, energetic, loud, annoying

DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - its black with purple and says "Cutie" on it
[ x ] Hairbrush - light green and a dark green one
[ x ] Toothbrush - uhmm. its a random blue one
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - EARRINGS, i always need them
[ x ] Pillow cover - yellow.. light pastel yellow
[ x ] Blanket - a sports one lol
[ x ] Coffee cup - don't have one
[ x ] Sunglasses - kinda brownish-tourtise shell look kinda, very 60s
[ x ] Underwear - Delias underwear rocks!!
[ x ] Shoes - uhm cheerleading sneakers, regular white sneakers, 4 inch heals, platform black sandals, and orange spongey sandals
[ x ] Handbag - my black one with the white stiching
[ x ] Favorite top - my punk halter
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - camp mix
[ x ] Tattoos - a lil rose on my back (near my shoulder)
[ x ] Piercings - two in my left, one in right
[ x ] What you are wearing now - jeans, blue short
[ x ] Hair - up and curly
[ x ] Makeup - eyeliner, mascara...

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - my tongue
[ x ] In my head - people
[ x ] Wishing - that I was perfect and I wouldnt make mistakes and get ppl mad at me
[ x ] After this - I have to work
[ x ] Talking to - noone
[ x ] Eating - nothing for once
[ x ] Fetishes - hmm.. sunshowers.
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - I wouldnt ever murder anyone
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Coree
[ x ] Is next to you - uhh...?
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Center Stage, Ferris Beuller..
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? absolutly nothing..
[ x ] The last thing you ate - pizza
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - spiders
[ x ] Do you like candles - yea
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - hahaha
[ x ] Do you like incense - oo yeaaaah
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - wtf?
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yea
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - maybe
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - Yeah
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - most deffinatly
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yeah
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? I'm not sure yet... probably creamated...
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - myself
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a dolphin
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - mm.. not going to sleep?
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium- nope
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - omg thats so hard
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - dimes
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - Venice, Rome, New York...
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - ice cream.. chips...
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - the way my mind works
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - society, love
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - camp friends
[ x ] What's one thing that you wish could happen tomorrow - That I could be a perfect friend and always keep everyone happy...

BTW, does anyone have an extra LJ code or do you know how to delete this journal?

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Urgh...	[Aug. 2nd, 2003\|12:44 pm] Sarina
I hate how whenever I write something in here people get pissed off. I know I should be considerate of other people's feelings, and I am, but its MY FUCKING JOURNAL AND MY FUCKING LIFE. I'M NOT GOING TO JUST NOT WRITE WHAT YOU DONT WANT ME TO. Yeah, fuck you.
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[Jul. 24th, 2003|10:18 am]

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I'm confused about this whole Sherv thing... supposedly he cheated on me (the girl he cheated on me with told me..) but then his best friend assured me he didnt. Wow, thats just so confusing. But, I'm never going out with him again, even if he doeslike me when he comes back. He just brings so much shit into my life... and anyway, I found someone better:):)

Well, this is a confusing story, but I'll try to tell it as best as I can. Rachel was going out with Mike Latino, and I met his brother and i kinda liked him... but then Rach cheated on Mike (they are friends now...) and Mike and I started to talk ALOT. So then I didnt like his brother anymore, I liked him!:) Well just my luck, he likes me too! Rachel assured me it was okay to go out with him, and I checked with everyone else. So now everyone is on good terms. Yesterday, Mike and I were hanging out with Cor, Chris P, Ricky, Chris M, Scott, and Jon. Mike is kinda shy, but hes soo sweet. and OMG is he hot. Yeah, so he asked me out yesterday and I said yes. He's so sweet, and did I mention hes going to be a senior? That doesnt matter, but I think its cool. And hes into long relationships... thats great because I hate stupid pointless relationships that only last like a week to a month. Oh, I am so happy... hopefully this happy streak will last longer than my last one, i totally got shot down in that one hah.

LoL, all of the guys I hang out with make fun of me SO much. Its so funny tho. They all make fun of my height and they either always throw me in a pool with all of my clothes on, or they get me with squirt guns or dump buckets of water on me. LoL, Even chris p's lil brothers get into it. Its so great, I love my friends.

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[Jul. 17th, 2003|08:39 pm]

Sarina

[	mood	\|	annoyed	]
[	music	\|	Ballet Suit from Swan Lake by Tchaikovsky	]

I had a pretty good day today! I went to Canobie Lake Park with Coree, Rachel, Chris P, Chris M, Ricky, and Keith. I went on alot of rides and I didnt sit out on any of them so I'm proud of myself. But when I got home, I just felt all shitty.

My uncle drove me to *STAR* to get my first paycheck! And he said "Here, add this to your paycheck" and slipped me $20!! I thanked him generously. It was SO sweet of him. Yeah, so I got my check and I cashed it in there... OoOo I feel rich! LoL! I'm opening a bank account on Saturday and then when I get next week's pay check I'll add that and then I'll buy a cell phone. Oh I love money... this is great!!:)

I finally got up the nerve to call Sherv, and silly me I expected to get his answering machine, but NOPE! HE ANSWERED! I totally freaked out and then hung up. I feel so stupid. So then I wrote him a letter about how I know he likes Sam but I didn't want to discuss it in a letter and how I'm mad he hasnt written or called me and its been 12 days since hes gone. That means 11 days until he comes home. Just thinking about Sherv got me into a low mood which I'm still in right now.

Ricky called me and was like "You have to come to the carnival down the lake with us tonight!" But I was so tired so I said I didn't wanna go, and then he and everyone got kinda pissed at me. Oh well, I need a home night. And I told them I'm gonna go tomorrow, so hopefully they'll go again tomorrow night.

So then I decided to take a walk to the mailbox and mail the letter to Sherv, I took the dog with me. I needed a nice lil walk. On the way I passed Chris' house (the-- omg! hes not a senior anymore! hes a college kid!!!) and I talked to him for a bit. Hes so nice to me and it's sad I'm not going to be seeing him as often as I used to. But I think he's going to college in Ohio, so I most deffinatly won't be seeing him much!

I finally picked out my pointe solo song for next year. One Song Glory from Rent! I love this song because it's slow, and then it get quick and then slows back down again. I also decided that I'm absolutly in love with Swan Lake. I love the ballet suit to it. Its 11 minutes long, but I enjoy hearing it everytime. It makes me wish I was a professional dancer...

Oh, I also got a new babysitting job. It's for a 3 month old. Hey, its more money!!! :)

Steph, you remind me of Frenchie from Grease.. especially when you said: "guys are rats -- they're flees on rats. Worse than that, they're ameobas on flees on rats!" That was just so cute!!:)

Soph, Ell, and I are getting our belly buttons pierced in like 2 weeks. I'm so excited, but I'm still trying to convince my dad. My Mum doesnt care, but my dad does.. Oh well, he didnt want a dog at first, but I have a dog! lol! I'm gonna keep trying.

*+*!The*End!*+*

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(no subject)	[Jul. 14th, 2003\|01:30 pm] Sarina
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHIE!!!!!!! you rock my socks!!! Well, this whole Sherv thing is funny now.. I have so much backup info and he has no idea about any of it... HAH HOW DOES IT FEEL ASSHOLE??!
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Oh just fuck this shit....

[Jul. 11th, 2003|03:10 pm]

Sarina

[	music	\|	All i want is you by U2	]
[	mood	\|	pissed off	]

That fucking asshole.... FUCKING SHIT ASS BITCH!!! im not even gonna get into it.. all i'm saying is that this has to be the WORST SUMMER with guys... fucking assholes.... ruin my fucking summer... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

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Some of my new favorite songs...

[Jul. 10th, 2003|08:21 pm]

Sarina

[	music	\|	Pretty baby by the spin doctors	]
[	mood	\|	cranky	]

1.)Straight up now tell me by Paula Abdul:

Straight up now tell me do you really wanna love me forever?
*oh oh oh*
Or am I caught in a hit and run?
Straight up now tell me is it gonna be you and me together?
*oh oh oh*
Or are you just having fun?

2.)Girls and Boys by Good Charlotte:

Girls don't like boys
Girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls
When they're not funny

Yeah, so those are my 2 new favorites.

I had a great day at work today. I was talking to Dima and Josh the whole time. Josh is trying to get our class a day at 6-flags or water country or Cannabie lake park. He's such a good class president! LoL, Dima thinks I am the weakest thing. He makes fun of me and is like "do you want me to carry that for you?" hehe hes so cute. I absolutly love the people who I work with. But some customers fucking suck. Who the fuck wants a whole watermelon in a bag? wtf... lol. But talking to everyone who works there while bagging food makes it fun. Except I'm always in pain after work because of the standing and lifting and bending. Oh well... its worth the money I'm getting! lol! First pay check next Thursday!!

18 DAYS UNTIL SHERVIN COMES HOME! He still hasn't written me yet. Well, I only mailed my letter to him on Monday, so maybe he did write to me and it just hasn't come yet. I hope he thinks about me.. I don't know what I'd do if he comes home from camp and we don't get back together.. Okay Sarina.. positive thoughts here!!!

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