Thoughts

I've been trying to think all night about why this baby business bothers/bothered me so much.

I came into this fandom when I really needed something fun to occupy my mind during winter. It's true, I came for the Renner but stayed for the awesome people I met/chatted to on Tumblr.

And I started to write again. I know my writing isn't exactly good but this fandom, gave me room to breathe and explore other sides to my writing styles. I've written quite a few fics, a few Mi ones (which now I have to change the name of the ofc in that. Can't have the same name as little Renner) Some Professor Renner fics, which are unfinished and a few one shots. At the moment I've been working on a series of Renner fics and I don't know whether or not to finish them. I know they're an AU but it seems a little weird writing about a fictional girlfriend when he has a real life one.

Part of me wonders if I'd have felt differently if he had been married when I started off in this fandom?

Of course I'm happy that he's become a dad. Cause its the cutest thing ever. I know he values his privacy and I just wonder that if he'd had come out and said yes, I'm gonna be a father, way back in January when the story broke. The I probably would have gotten over it by now. Maybe gotten over it is a strong word!

Please don't hate me. I love this fandom. It's made me laugh so hard. It feels I just picked a strange time to become a part of it.

I've been in Stargate fandom for more years than I care to mention. And was a Shanks fan for most of that time. And him having kids never bothered me at all. It was sweet. But why now have I turned into this sulky teenager. Probably cause for the last few months I've been kinda of adoring this guy I'll probably never meet. Who I find, funny, charming, sexy, dorky. And I'm hoping that wont change now. It'll be 10x more adorable with a baby.

I do wish him all the love/luck in the world with the little one. He's gonna be a super dad! And the only ever super hero in his daughters eyes!

Have only just been made aware of these. Think they've been on lj somewhere but the post was friends locked... this one isn't.

( MS in SGU may contain spoilers... but i dont think there's anything. But lets be safe here kids...Someone will moan if i don't put it behind a cut, lolCollapse )


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Sam
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Here it is. My first proper Doctor Who fic. Trying to rewrite. The End of Time. The way it should have been

Fic: Fix You (Or Fix Who)
Author: sammyjayne
Fandom: Doctor Who
Spoilers: For End of Time Pt1 and 2
Characters: The Doctor, Donna, The Master, Wilf, Sylvia Noble, Shaun
Word Count: 2, 227
Authors Notes: This is only my 2nd DW fic. The first being only a drabble. This was way more than i hope for. Sorry its a bit strange in places. Wrote it with only watching EOT twice. Cause i couldn't bare it any more than that.
Summary: The Doctor fights to save Donna, Earth and himself.

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Feedback would be nice. I know its not very good.


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Sam
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Okay, so i finished it. Wanted it to be longer. But short is sweet

Fic: Finding comfort
Author: sammyjayne
Fandom: Sanctuary
Pairing: Helen/OFC
Genre: Femslash
Rating: PG13
Spoilers: Not really. But i guess up to S2 ep 3
WARNINGS: Fic is femslash. But there's nothing graphic. Nothing at all
Word Count: 942
Summary: Helen needs comfort.
Authors Notes: This is gonna be a prequel to the fic idea i had last year. Thought i'd introduce the character this way. Instead of going straight at it.

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Feedback would be nice. Please be nice. Re-edited.


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Sam
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Here as promised are the pics. Now uploaded to photobucket.

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v193/DannysGirl04/LFCC%2009/

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Sam
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I've been watching bits of Heroes on tv and does anyone really care anymore? I've missed so many that its impossible to understand what the hell is going on!

I had another Supernatural dream last night. Was pretty sweet, lol. I've always been a Sam fan but this season... oh my Dean, lol. So the last few SN dream's i've had have been Dean related. I need some Dean love in my icons ;)

Has anyone noticed that there's a lot of country albums advertised on tv lately. So far i've noticed Taylor Swift - Fearless (which i have and i love) and i've just seen the new Sugarland album advertised. Hopefully a lot more Country stars will get the recognition they deserve. The new Keith Urban album is out in the US at the end of the month and Rascal Flatts is out next month. I just can't wait, i'm so excited.

My dad's been signed off sick for the next 6 weeks. We don't know what we're gonna do :(

No news about that job yet. There's no way i'm gonna get it. And if i do, i'm worried about the travel time etc. Train fare is £145 a month :O

I posted a little message on my ff.net profile about OFC's and how they handle Vala. Cause i'm not sure Shell is handling her right. Or maybe she is?

I've had a little fic idea about a colony of ancients living peacefully until.... Needs more plotting out, lol.

My brother had a little arrival this morning. His new netbook he had out of the catalogue. Luckily its buy now, pay february. And he said by then he'd have saved enough to pay for it outright. Its a toshiba and its really teeny tiny. I couldn't get the wireless to work and had to phone Orange for help, again. My wireless box just needed a security update. Seems to be working fine now.

Has anyone else got the new Windows Live Messenger, 2009. Its so weird. And i kinda like it :D

Needs something to look forward to. Thankfully C15 isn't too far away. Might have to stay in the hotel by myself, cause Sharon's house/dog sitting that weekend. I'm kinda nervous about being there by myself... i'm shy enough without my family around. I think i'm gonna be terminally shy forever!

Needs to go to sleep.. my eyes are getting tired. Plus i have to get up early tomorrow cause i have to walk to town, cause i havent got any money for bus far :(


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Sam
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