sammehjo

You left me here alone
With a lie
I believed so you could go
You tried
To steal my memories
But I
Won’t be forgetting

The pain that I feel inside
Won't fade, won't let this be goodbye
I've illusions in my mind
Your voice it keeps me alive

The danger, it threatens my life
It’s familiar; it’s my spoonful of lies
It’s reckless, everything that you forbade
I’m lifeless; I need you to come back to me

I’m broken, completely
No one, would believe me anyway
They’re all gone when I need to be saved
I need to be saved

How could you go?
Leave me so vulnerable
My insecurities have clouded my mind
How could you leave?
There’s no one here to catch me
As I jump into the crisis of the tide
[Come save my life]

You left me here alone
With a lie
I believed so you could go
You tried
To steal my memories
But I
Won’t be forgetting

I’m walking a fine line
Between reality and what’s in my mind
Only for so long you can claim
That you’re sane, not in pain, and everything’s okay

But what happens when
You wake up screaming at night
And someone turns on the light
And sees you cryin’

I’m holding my breath
Never knew how painful it was to forget
Only for so long you can keep away
The dreams and the nightmare’s you try to escape

But what happens when
They see you’re dying inside
And someone looks in your eyes
And knows you’ve been lyin’

And this is the part
Where you feel sorry for yourself
And your broken heart
Wants to be anyone else
Cause he left you alone
With no place to go
A mistake no one can fix
You try to live your life
Can’t help but wonder why
He left everything like this

It’s getting cold outside
And I don’t have the will to try and fight
Only for so long you can weep
Over what was really never meant to be

Why hello there, and welcome to my journal!
This is just for kicks and giggles since I have nothing else to do, I shall make this like my introductory entry!
My name is Samantha, but I prefer to be called Sam, though I PROMISE I won't hurt you if you refer to me by my given name. I live in a small town in Northern Wisconsin, population: 8,300. I am 18 at this exact moment in time and a senior in high school ( SEN10R!). I really have no idea what I want to do with my life, but I want to go into photography as a possibility because it fascinates me. Another thing that fascinates me is writing. I'm obsessed with it! My favorite thing to write is song lyrics, but, it's kind of hard to get some people as excited as I am about them because there's no music to them... wish I was THAT talented! I also love to read, because there's nothing better then curling up in your corner and reading a good book, am I right? Other interests of mine are music, skiing, chilling with my friends, etc......
You get it right?
Feel free to talk to me anytime, I'll answer eventually (unless you come off as some kind of perv and completely creep me out.....)

*Sam