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22 June 2020 @ 07:12 pm
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01 April 2014 @ 04:52 am
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cadkitten at New Book Published on Kindle!
cadkitten at New Book Published on Kindle!Totally forgot to write this here... but I published another book!
Check it out. I’d be honored if you’d spread the word and even more honored if anyone would like to purchase it. Even if you don’t have a kindle, you can use your phone (with free kindle app) or your computers (kindle cloud reader, free download) to read any kindle books!
Excerpt
The bright morning sun beat down on the roof of Zach’s faded red 1987 Chevy Silverado. His truck seemed to hit every single bump in the road as he drove down the dirt road leading away from his ranch. Sometimes he could have sworn the shocks were going to give right out on the old truck and he’d find himself riding more of a bucking bronco than the driver’s seat of the red beast he had called friend for so many years. But, luck was on his side and it seemed today would not be that day.
Of course, it's gay erotica (what else would it be?) and here's a hint for everyone on here. I actually wrote it as Die/Kaoru AU in my head. Seriously, papi as the half-Mexican? Mmmhmmmm yup!
Check it out. I’d be honored if you’d spread the word and even more honored if anyone would like to purchase it. Even if you don’t have a kindle, you can use your phone (with free kindle app) or your computers (kindle cloud reader, free download) to read any kindle books!
Excerpt
The bright morning sun beat down on the roof of Zach’s faded red 1987 Chevy Silverado. His truck seemed to hit every single bump in the road as he drove down the dirt road leading away from his ranch. Sometimes he could have sworn the shocks were going to give right out on the old truck and he’d find himself riding more of a bucking bronco than the driver’s seat of the red beast he had called friend for so many years. But, luck was on his side and it seemed today would not be that day.
Of course, it's gay erotica (what else would it be?) and here's a hint for everyone on here. I actually wrote it as Die/Kaoru AU in my head. Seriously, papi as the half-Mexican? Mmmhmmmm yup!
10 November 2013 @ 03:38 am
私は大丈夫はない...
I don't know where else to get this out. I'm not even going to be able to get it out fully here...but the simple thing is...I'm not okay. Not emotionally okay. I haven't been for a while. I'm trying to be but things keep piling on top. I wanted DIR EN GREY to fix it, to heal me...but it's like it just added on because now I'm frustrated that it didn't. I wanted to open up and feel but I'm so damn blocked up or something. My chakra are shut tight. I can't let anything in or out except in tiny, unfulfilled bursts. I feel like my own energy is poisoning me. I'm choking on the emotions I can't properly release. They're just getting more and more and more bottled up.
-----Fuck it. Just chopped off most of this post. I don't want to upset anyone. I'm so pathetic. It's laughable.
I don't know where else to get this out. I'm not even going to be able to get it out fully here...but the simple thing is...I'm not okay. Not emotionally okay. I haven't been for a while. I'm trying to be but things keep piling on top. I wanted DIR EN GREY to fix it, to heal me...but it's like it just added on because now I'm frustrated that it didn't. I wanted to open up and feel but I'm so damn blocked up or something. My chakra are shut tight. I can't let anything in or out except in tiny, unfulfilled bursts. I feel like my own energy is poisoning me. I'm choking on the emotions I can't properly release. They're just getting more and more and more bottled up.
-----Fuck it. Just chopped off most of this post. I don't want to upset anyone. I'm so pathetic. It's laughable.
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drained09 June 2013 @ 10:40 am
...so I wanted to update here. It really has been a very long time since I've written anything here. No one is on LJ anymore, not like they used to be. It seems the site is quite dead and somehow, that's sad.
I have successfully completed my first semester at University of Memphis. I met many awesome people in the Japanese program and I think I've truly found my calling. I excelled in my class and am now going to have private study sessions with my sensei for the rest of the summer. Nearly everyone involved in the program is really nice and helpful. Despite my age(I've got 10 years on most of the students), I felt truly welcomed. In fact, due to certain circumstances, my mother ended up being at most of the events and she is now a regular part of the group as well. She's even learning Japanese with me and will be attending our study sessions!
In recent news, we have a new kitten named Jiji. She's a demon and my arms look like I got into a fight with a razor blade. She's cute though so hopefully she'll settle down in a week or two. We have no idea how old she is but I suspect around 7 to 8 weeks. She, like most of our other cats, just showed up out in the yard one day. I asked around and nobody has lost a kitten so we think someone must have dropped her off. Their loss I suppose, though we really didn't need another cat. We're just suckers when it comes to animals!
Speaking of animals, in less happy news, my brother's dog got hit by a car Wednesday. He's alive and mostly well but his leg is broken in two places. One is a compound fracture, in which his bone came through his skin and the other is a crack in the smaller bone. It took screws and plates to repair it and we're still worried that he's going to mess it up. Hopefully it will heal properly and he will be back on his feet in no time.
Well then, not to end on an unhappy note but I can't really think of anything relevant that's been going on. So, I will end it here. Maybe I'll update sooner next time but I doubt it. >.>
I have successfully completed my first semester at University of Memphis. I met many awesome people in the Japanese program and I think I've truly found my calling. I excelled in my class and am now going to have private study sessions with my sensei for the rest of the summer. Nearly everyone involved in the program is really nice and helpful. Despite my age(I've got 10 years on most of the students), I felt truly welcomed. In fact, due to certain circumstances, my mother ended up being at most of the events and she is now a regular part of the group as well. She's even learning Japanese with me and will be attending our study sessions!
In recent news, we have a new kitten named Jiji. She's a demon and my arms look like I got into a fight with a razor blade. She's cute though so hopefully she'll settle down in a week or two. We have no idea how old she is but I suspect around 7 to 8 weeks. She, like most of our other cats, just showed up out in the yard one day. I asked around and nobody has lost a kitten so we think someone must have dropped her off. Their loss I suppose, though we really didn't need another cat. We're just suckers when it comes to animals!
Speaking of animals, in less happy news, my brother's dog got hit by a car Wednesday. He's alive and mostly well but his leg is broken in two places. One is a compound fracture, in which his bone came through his skin and the other is a crack in the smaller bone. It took screws and plates to repair it and we're still worried that he's going to mess it up. Hopefully it will heal properly and he will be back on his feet in no time.
Well then, not to end on an unhappy note but I can't really think of anything relevant that's been going on. So, I will end it here. Maybe I'll update sooner next time but I doubt it. >.>
21 December 2012 @ 12:13 am
Title: Jingle Balls
Author[s]:sakura_ame
Pairing: Kyo x Kaoru
Band[s]: DIR EN GREY
Rating: 18+
Summary: Kyo surprises Kaoru with a little fun.
Note: For the
direngrey_yaoi Winter fic exchange.
Disclaimer: I make no claims to the persons mentioned within nor do I claim any of the following to be truth.
Warnings: M/M, rimming, light bondage
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Author[s]:sakura_ame
Pairing: Kyo x Kaoru
Band[s]: DIR EN GREY
Rating: 18+
Summary: Kyo surprises Kaoru with a little fun.
Note: For the
direngrey_yaoi Winter fic exchange. Disclaimer: I make no claims to the persons mentioned within nor do I claim any of the following to be truth.
Warnings: M/M, rimming, light bondage
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14 November 2012 @ 11:34 am
Getting real tired of your shit. I wish I could tell you that but I can't so I'll just post about it on LJ where you'll never see it because your brain is withering by the second and I doubt you know how to turn on the computer much less get here.
06 November 2012 @ 06:01 am
So, I haven't updated in a while. Whoops!
I've been on Tumblr but it's not like I actually post things, I just reblog a bunch! I don't have anything to say. I mean, I go to school and sometimes it's a little interesting but I feel like I'd bore everyone if I talked about my day. I just want to hear y'all's 'adventures' instead! xD
Anyway, school is going well. I am doing decently well in both American History and Speech/Communications 101, though I struggle in Speech a bit. I have to fight myself to write the speeches and then getting up in front of everybody and delivering them is difficult. I did have fun doing an informal bit where I taught them some Japanese. :D
When I'm not at school or asleep, I'm usually on Tumblr, playing Sims or RPing. I would be playing Wind Waker but my TV up and croaked and we're broke so...can't replace it.
OH! Don't forget to go vote(for Obama!) tomorrow! I would but there was some kind of screw up with my voter registration and it didn't get in. :( SADFUL!
Okay, on to the promised picspam.
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I've been on Tumblr but it's not like I actually post things, I just reblog a bunch! I don't have anything to say. I mean, I go to school and sometimes it's a little interesting but I feel like I'd bore everyone if I talked about my day. I just want to hear y'all's 'adventures' instead! xD
Anyway, school is going well. I am doing decently well in both American History and Speech/Communications 101, though I struggle in Speech a bit. I have to fight myself to write the speeches and then getting up in front of everybody and delivering them is difficult. I did have fun doing an informal bit where I taught them some Japanese. :D
When I'm not at school or asleep, I'm usually on Tumblr, playing Sims or RPing. I would be playing Wind Waker but my TV up and croaked and we're broke so...can't replace it.
OH! Don't forget to go vote(for Obama!) tomorrow! I would but there was some kind of screw up with my voter registration and it didn't get in. :( SADFUL!
Okay, on to the promised picspam.
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chipper08 August 2012 @ 06:06 am
Yes, that's right. My birthday is the 29th of this month. Honestly, I don't actually care. It was just a useful title to have. LOL Seriously though, we won't be doing anything and I won't get gifts so it'll just be another day.
Actually, it'll be my first day back at school. Woo. I have American History and Speech this semester. These are the last classes I will take at Dyersburg Community College because I'll be transferring to University of Memphis next spring where I get to start my Japanese courses! Finally, I will be working on my actual degree material! So excited!
In other news, we had a family reunion of my Dad's mother's family this past weekend. I would post pics but I was in the pool ALL day so I didn't take any! LOL It was nice though, seeing all my cousins and meeting a few that I didn't know/hadn't seen since I was a child. We're also going to lunch with my aunts tomorrow. Yay~ Lol
Oh, yeah, my LJ subscription expired. It has been a paid account for quite some time now so it feels really funny not having it. Sad times! :C
Welp, that's really all I have to say except go read this. :D It's a writing collaboration betweencadkitten and myself. It is smutty and such, so...read at your own risk.
(Nii-san, I don't suggest clicking that link.)
Actually, it'll be my first day back at school. Woo. I have American History and Speech this semester. These are the last classes I will take at Dyersburg Community College because I'll be transferring to University of Memphis next spring where I get to start my Japanese courses! Finally, I will be working on my actual degree material! So excited!
In other news, we had a family reunion of my Dad's mother's family this past weekend. I would post pics but I was in the pool ALL day so I didn't take any! LOL It was nice though, seeing all my cousins and meeting a few that I didn't know/hadn't seen since I was a child. We're also going to lunch with my aunts tomorrow. Yay~ Lol
Oh, yeah, my LJ subscription expired. It has been a paid account for quite some time now so it feels really funny not having it. Sad times! :C
Welp, that's really all I have to say except go read this. :D It's a writing collaboration between
cadkitten and myself. It is smutty and such, so...read at your own risk. (Nii-san, I don't suggest clicking that link.)
04 July 2012 @ 09:54 am
Happy 4th to my US friends~ :D Go light some fireworks, have a grill-out and all that fun patriotic stuff! Lol
So...let's see...update. It's summer and I'm not doing anything! It's too damn hot to even think about going outside unless I was going straight for a pool. Sadly, I do not have a pool nor do I have local friends(period) that have one. I miss swimming and I miss the beach. Boo.
The folks and I are slowly making our way through the Avengers movies(Iron Man, Thor, Captain America, etc.). I'd really like to go see it again but we'll probably end up waiting on the DVD.
Speaking of movies, I've been watching a TON of Disney movies lately. My childhood...lol
I need new icons...randomly...
Well, I don't have anything else interesting to add so I guess I will go and take a nap. xD
Stay cool in this heat, everyone!
So...let's see...update. It's summer and I'm not doing anything! It's too damn hot to even think about going outside unless I was going straight for a pool. Sadly, I do not have a pool nor do I have local friends(period) that have one. I miss swimming and I miss the beach. Boo.
The folks and I are slowly making our way through the Avengers movies(Iron Man, Thor, Captain America, etc.). I'd really like to go see it again but we'll probably end up waiting on the DVD.
Speaking of movies, I've been watching a TON of Disney movies lately. My childhood...lol
I need new icons...randomly...
Well, I don't have anything else interesting to add so I guess I will go and take a nap. xD
Stay cool in this heat, everyone!
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