Originally posted by neo_prodigy at Spirit Day

Ode to Megness.

Once upon a time… *cough* Wait, this isn’t a fairytale folks.

See, last year I wrote this looooong smooshy post about my darlin’ Soully – Meg [strangecreature] and well I wanted to do something the same and more this year.

Everyone should have someone as wonderful, patient and loving in their life. I’m lucky with a few of them. But none is like my Megness. My dear Daisy Girl who is always there when I need her, is always a phone call or email away.

Last year I made her cry, this year I’m going to make an attempt at not doing that. We both hate being soggy eyed. But she is truly a wonderful person and after this Roller coaster of a year that I’ve had, I’m glad she was around and in my life.

So, what I decided to do this year is icons [See previous post], a new LJ layout [In the works to be posted at a later date] and a ficspam that will rival anything ever done before *queue dramatic music*. So under several cuts are 22 fics for Megan’s 22nd birthday. They vary in pairing [Hey, it’s not my fault we’re Lindsey whores!], Fandom and rating. Only Meg’s allowed to laugh that the slash fics of Lindsey/Angel[us] came out the longest.

I surely do hope you like this my dear girl. *gets jittery nervous*

All fics are PG or G rated unless otherwise noted. Just because I used a / between the names does not mean it’s a regular ‘ship’. Just read, then again as long as Meg loves it then I win at life.
Note: I never claimed to write some of these characters any good, just so you know. I don't claim to be the best, just good enough to make a fic pass. Esp on the House ones.
MANY thanks to all that listened to my psycho ramblings, telling me that I’m crazy and giving me feedback and encouragement on this project. *emotear*
Total Word Count: 10,378+ [Yes, I'm psycho because I wrote it in 3 days]

( Lindsey/Angel – Want [Rated – R, Word Count – 593]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Darla – Reminders [Word Count – 261]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Tara – Fresh Start [Word Count – 667]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Lilah – Evil Dealings [Word Count – 472]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Eve – Dependant [Word Count – 444]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Cordelia – Infatuation [Word Count – 303]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Faith – Bound [Word Count – 344]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Wesley – Forbidden [Word Count – 772]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Spike – Second Best [Word Count – 441]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Angelus – Blissfully Numb [Rated – R, Word Count – 918]Collapse )
( Lindsey & Holland – Father Figure [Word Count – 599]Collapse )
( Lindsey & Connor – Second Chance [Word Count – 604]Collapse )
( Lindsey/Dean – Road Side Assistance [Word Count – 795]Collapse )
( Oz & Tara – Companion [Word Count – 385]Collapse )
( Sean/Christian – A Chance Meeting [Word Count – 254]Collapse )
( Chase/Cameron – Take, Have…Now [Word Count – 457]Collapse )
( House/Cameron – Damaged [Word Count – 405]Collapse )
( Chase/House – Don’t Leave [Word Count – 383]Collapse )
( Wilson/House – Bachelors [Word Count – 284]Collapse )
( River/Mal – Solace [Word Count – 457]Collapse )
( Simon/Mal – Medical Healing [Word Count – 398]Collapse )
( Badger & River – Saint & Sailors [Word Count – 226]Collapse )

I hope you enjoyed. *beams*
[Yes, I will be posting this in my fic lj broken up into sections for future refrence]

Considering what hell this next week will be, I am posting things early.

Needless to say I don't need a day or special post to remind Court how much she means to me and means in my life. Today is just another proof that I'd be lost without her.
I don't have many words - they've all been taken - but if you read anything of my Flist then you know what my Twinny means to me.

Happy [Abet early] Birthday. I love you dearly and may you always be happy.

Under the cut are icons [and a perdy winamp skin] for you my dear. These are unshareable if you're not Court.

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Not cutting anyone. Just finally putting up a FO banner. *facepalm* Don't worry, all you deviants are still welcome here *g*

Yes folks, it's time for another sappy 'omg I love you' type post.
*deep breath*

Happy Birthday strangecreature

*loves you muchly*

Ok, what can I say about my dear Daisy Girl? I guess the question would be what can't I say... Wow, cheezy much? *snort*

Well I'm tryin' not to get sappy or cry - ok, too late for that - because neither of us like getting all wibbly but hey, that's unavoidable here.

Court always tells me that Everyone should have a Meg...I can't agree more. I just feel honored that I have one. The original and the amazing one at that.

Nearly two years ago I met someone through fic - slash no less - friended her and have been inseperable since. Not a day goes by - unless forced by the evilness of school- that we don't talk on Email [Hey, 460 out of 500 emails in my AOL are all back and forth] since someone's AIMphobic. But I love it, I wouldn't have it any other way. I think we've talked and bonded more about everything from relationships to liquor to the most random things, even RPing :). We talk on the phone whenever possible and we always have something to talk about.

You know, it's hard to write about how much someone means to you when they're one of the two people that you're closest to and you just did something like this for the other's birthday 4 days ago... I hate sounding redundant.


Meg is one of the most awesome people I know, barnone. She's kind and patient and most likely the only one that I could call at 2am crying that wouldn't hang up on me. She's got 'MegMagick' and always knows how to make me smile or grin even when I feel like I've gone over that edge.

She's my living, breathing, human, feedback, squeeling, giddy, fangirly muse. Everything I write fic-wise she beta's and I have a special folder with all the doc's with the notes because they not only inspire me but they make me giddy, grin and all that fun stuff. I don't know what I'd do without her and - like Court - I'm not gonna have to find out.

There are fics and games and just things that I would have never done if it wasn't for her egging me on, seriously. Esp Slash and RPS.

I took her RP cherry - 1 year this month [yes, I remembered...] - and she took my slash one. *giggle* We've decided that we're RP soulmates and I fully agree. I have never had someone that I've meshed with so well with everything, even if we didn't talk constantly on Email we would just know what the other was planing and roll with it. We have things plotted up for at least another year.

I own her Lindsey just like her Lindsey owns my soul. Seriously. She owns my Tara and has every rights to my Eve. She makes the Linara to my soul and no other shall ever take it's place. I've tried Linara with so many people and it's just fizzled. We spark and it's amazing.

Not to mention I broke her het cherry too *g* Now if I could only get Tara pregnant somewhere...

Her Holland is downright wicked. That kind of writing that you can see and hear and just know that your hair's gonna stand on end.

She'll deny it but her Lindsey...I only hope to ever be half as good. She's a natrual about it. Writing just oozes and it's fantastic to be around because she inspires me, in all forms.

I look forward every day to Meg!Time [Not to be confused with Hammer!Time]. I grin, I get giddy and like the big dork I am I sometimes squee because she just knows exactly when I need to talk.

She's a slashwhore, JP, Lindsey, Kane, Linara, closet het, Disney slash writing fangirly girl and I wouldn't want her any other way. It's an amazing and special package that well... *points to icon* I don't share. Mine.


So my dear Megness. My Wiskey Daisy girl, The only person I'd kiddnap CK and share him with...Today's your day. Enjoy it my dear. Know that you're loved and cherished. I don't call just anyone from Nashville you know. ;)

You're the proud owner of my Angel, my Tara's heart, Eve's mortality, Chris' drunkeness and well... Me. I adore you beyond words, I'm thankful for you more than I can ever say. I sure as fuck hope that I have you around for so much longer because I love learning from you, you're constantly teaching me and showing me new things... I'd be lost without you, for you are my muse and I see bits of myself come out that I thought died so long ago. You are truely a special person.

*sigh* Now I'm soggy again. I should stop now. Not to mention I know you hate spotlight and PDA...this is special though.

I love you honey, I hope you have an amazing day. I shall be calling and talking to you tomorrow afternoon and then you can open your box. Yes, Court'll agree that I'm evil.

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Wow, you know I had this whole long thing written in my head all week and it sounded great and now that I'm typing this...my brain has died on me. *pokes it*
Doesn't matter, I know what I want to say, let's hope it makes a bit more than twin-logic.
Incase somehow you got smacked upside the head with a 2x4 recently and forgot. I love you and I'm beyond thankful for you. You are one of the sweetiest and kindest people I know, you put others before yourself - even when you're not your best - just because being there for friends is that important to you.

Your enthusiasim for things is infectious, your fangirlness is beyond adorable [in the non-OMGOBSESSED sort of way] and even after four years of friendship you are still the only person I can call and talk for more than four hours and not ever have nothing to say. We babble, it's a mutual kind of thing. You go on about your VMhappy and I'll end up fangiling over what Chris did last time I saw him...eventhough you've heard it before.

There are days that I've called you sobbing and in moments I forget why I hurt so much. I think it's a gift and I always feel grateful for it.

For two people who have never physically met we have a special bond that I've never and don't want to ever have with anyone else. We have 'twin-ness' that is just us and even though others might feel left out when put in the middle. I don't care. I adore our friendship and the relationship we have above all else. You don't have to change for me and I don't have to change for you so why ever would we change for someone else. Exactly.

You put up with my moods and you listen to me bitch and squee and my heartache. I know that I can come to you when everything has gone to shit and fallen apart. I can tell you everything and know you won't judge or think ill, you will do what you do best and just be amazing. I can be candid and I can be myself and above all else I can let go every guard I've ever put up. That is worth more to me than I can ever say.

We have more in comon than I ever thought possible and every conversation we find something else. Four hours or more a day on the phone plus IM time... I think that makes us beyond bonded. I know your hidden wickedness ;) and you *cough* attack-dog nature. I love how you get me and you know exactly how I feel in that moment without me even telling you. We're stuck with each other and like I say; it's a good kind of glue.

I adore you so much and I love you beyond words. You've always kept me grounded and floating above water. It's your birthday but I feel like I'm the one with the gift just to have you around. I've said it so many times but I'd be lost. Totally.

You are my very best friend, my twin, my better half, the Ronnie to my Lil, the Kaylee to my Tara and always my Dawnie to my Tara. Most of all you're the levelheaded Liz to my off-the-wall-crazy Jess.


You know how you always say 'Everyone should have a Meg'? Well I think that everyone should have a Court. I have one and I feel too damn lucky; we also know that I'm greedy so I think I'll kinda keep you to myself.


Alright, I think we're both pretty soggy-eyed teary in our Care Bears and tired by now so I'm gonna stop the gushy and wish you nothing but love love and more love on this day. This is your day and you deserve to be happy.

Happy Birthday, dear Lizzie.
Love you, Jess

By demand - seriously - and from fear of being beaten if I don't do this report...I give you the mamoth report...

Ok, my mind is still spazzing and running from this past week, not to mention I feel like I’m missing a day or two here with the lack and the slight over sleep I’ve had. It feels like Tuesday or Wednesday, not Monday right now. [Yes, I started writing this yesterday...]

This is long, I'm warning you. All the pictures are linked so you don't have to worry if you're on dial-up like Jep.

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Fic: Betrayal
Fandom: Firefly
Ship: None
Characters: You'll see
Spoilers: If you haven't seen the movie...don't read.
Authors Notes: I started writing this in one character and it ended up another. Feedback is gold.

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Found this....uhh not sure where. lol... but it's goodness. It's good words that I am striving for. I think this is something for everyone.
Also the reason why I'm making it public.

Sometimes, I find myself blind.
Don't use my brain.
Don't use my mind.
Distorted feelings always leading my way.
I must forgive myself and let the past lay down to rest, and be prepared to face myself in another day.

I am a work in progress, dressed in the fabric of a world unfolding; offering me intricate patterns of questions, rhythms that never come clean, and strengths that you still haven't seen.

We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another.
Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are.

After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with.
We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage.

We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire.

The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when?

Your life will always be filled with challenges.

So, stop waiting . . .

Until your car or home is paid off.
Until you get a new car or home.
Until your kids leave the house.
Until you go back to school.
Until you finish school.
Until you lose 10 lbs.
Until you gain 10 lbs.
Until you get married.
Until you get a divorce.
Until you have kids.
Until you retire.
Until summer..
Until spring.
Until winter.
Until fall.
Until you die.

There is no better time than right now to be happy. Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
So work like you don't need money, love like you've never been hurt, and, dance like no one's watching.

I have struggles in life just like everyone else does .... but I'm not going to wait until life is perfect in order to let myself be happy because life will never be perfect.

I am happy ... and if I should die tomorrow, I'd have no regrets.