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Genesis 4:9-12 (NIV)
9 Then the Lord said to Cain, “Where is your brother Abel?”
“I don’t know,” he replied. “Am I my brother’s keeper?”
10 The Lord said, “What have you done? Listen! Your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground. 11 Now you are under a curse and driven from the ground, which opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. 12 When you work the ground, it will no longer yield its crops for you. You will be a restless wanderer on the earth.”
I confess, I was angry and jealous. He was getting all of the attention and everyone ignored me. I hated him and so I killed him ……. and since then, I have been a restless wanderer. I have no one, nor any place that is truly mine. Only the ground I walk on today; that will be mine.
The thought of killing someone may seem inconceivable, but let’s be real: in our hearts we’ve all felt like that at some point. Jealous, angry, bitter ……… confused and out of control. We may not have pulled the trigger, but we wanted to. There is an unsettled nature in each of us that prevents us from ever being fully satisfied with where we are and drives us to search for some place new.
Think I’m joking? Look around. I bet the gyms are full of new signees ready to start the year with a new attitude and a new body. Many people set goals for the new year in hopes of achieving something great and glorious; they are out to conquer their world, wherever it may be. Why? The grass is always greener some other place, some place that they are not.
Discontentment. It’s what breeds other sins like unfaithfulness in marriage, greed, stealing. There is a grave danger in dissatisfaction and envy ………..
What made Abel’s sacrifice acceptable and Cain’s not?
Genesis 4:3-4
3 In the course of time Cain brought some of the fruits of the soil as an offering to the Lord. 4 And Abel also brought an offering—fat portions from some of the firstborn of his flock.
Abel’s gift was a sacrifice that cost him something. To give up the best of his flock could have potentially changed the quality of his herd. Farmers know that you keep the best animals for breeding, but Abel was willing to risk losing them in order to please God.
Cain’s sacrifice cost him very little. He planted crops and had a large harvest. But he did not choose the best fruit from his fields to give to God; he just gave a small portion of it, the leftovers after he himself had enjoyed the best.
The difference between the two? The motivation of the heart. Abel’s was motivated by love and regard for his creator, Cain’s was motivated by obligation. When God did not accept his offering, scripture says that Cain’s face was downcast. His disappointment turned to jealousy and anger that eventually lead to murder.
Cain’s sin forced him to become a wanderer. It is the same sin that desires to rule your heart and lead you further and further away from God. When people are motivated by jealousy and greed, they are in essence saying to God, “I am not happy with what you have provided. I want something else.”
What motivates you? Are you hungry for change because you realize that your lifestyle is not beneficial to yourself or the people close to you? Good! Make the changes. But if your desire for change is motivated by jealousy, envy of people on the front of magazine covers, or simply thinking that you deserve something different, then maybe there is a deeper problem. Maybe the wanderer in you is becoming restless….. Be careful what you wander from and where you wander to.
1 Peter 2:11-12 (NIV)
11 Dear friends, I urge you, as foreigners and exiles (wanderers), to abstain from sinful desires, which wage war against your soul. 12 Live such good lives among the pagans that, though they accuse you of doing wrong, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day he visits us.
If feelings of dissatisfaction and discontentment are ruling your heart today, then take a moment to survey your life and see if there is truly a need for change. Ask God to search deep inside you and show you what is motivating your desire for something new. Be careful that envy is not at the root of your desire. James 3:16, Proverbs 24:1
Today I raise the mug in hopes that you will find great joy and contentment and peace both for the present and coming year.
All verse quotes courtesy of biblegateway.com