Most of my journal entries are set to friends-only, so yeah, if you're interested in my life, just friend me :) I promise to friend you back. I don't really know why I set it this way. I guess it's because I'm so paranoid that someone I know will randomly find my journal and read it, which would be horribly embarrassing. I suppose people I know could still find my journal, friend me, then read it, which would result in the same level of embarrassment.. but at least this way is a longer route. But yeah, my blog basically consists of some rants, thoughts, letters, and updates about life. It's just a way to release some feelings so I don't go crazy. So if you're set to be blown away by the dilemmas of a quite ordinary teenage girl, let's be friends !

There are often times where I feel like I can't express my feelings. It's not that I don't want to express them, it's just that I'm not sure if I should. I'm not sure if they're things that you'd want to hear, or things that you'd even care about. And so they're kept inside. But it's said that keeping your feelings in can kill you. It can eat you up from the inside, drowning you in a pit of emotions you don't even remember invoking. Sometimes I feel like I'm already there, in that pit, swimming for my life, and someday I don't think I'll have the strength to make it out. Someday I fear I won't be able to suppress everything down, putting on that auto-smile I've perfected throughout the years, and pretending like everything's okay.

So here we are; this is a place I won't have to fake a smile, the one place I can tell you who I am without having you judge. This is me. These are the things I hide from you day to day. These are my letters written, never sent.