Since I'm really not using LJ much anymore (or at all), I figured it was only right to publicly post where I am now, for anyone who cares.

[TUMBLR] - Vilify
[DEVIANTART] - Kaiser-chan
[NABYN] - Kai
[TWITTER] - Revanche
[PLURK] - Coruscant


If you're interested in my facebook or private twitter, you can ask, though I don't usually add people to either because of the sensitive nature of things posted. It's not an issue of trust so much as concern about other people's privacy, and the nature of what I talk about on either.

I am currently replaying Vagrant Story because I think it is totally the greatest game ever made (and if you are going to disagree this point, uh, don't).

Then I realized I can't find much decent VS fanfiction anymore between losing bookmarks from ages ago and the sites I could recall closing. So, basically, if you've ever read a Vagrant Story fanfic (and I'm pretty sure I have people on my flist who have written it so I'm pretty sure I'm not totally waving my hands in the air for no reason) that you can still find, please comment with it. ♥

Lost fic. All Monster-centric because I have nothing better to do and I don't really want to write anything about any other characters I like till I rewatch more so I can be sure I don't write something stupid. This is still painfully stupid but I really wanted to write something with him because AT THIS POINT ANYTHING IS MORE FUN THAN SOBBING BROKENLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE LONGER.

DON'T JUDGE.

no seriously this shit is fuckin awful but if I didn't write it I'd be more irritated with myself so.

Don't question the use of tense. Think of it like the flash sideways'. Or, in other terms, my mind is full of fuck.

fandom: Lost
characters: MiB, implied Eko & Jacob, Eloise
spoilers: FUCKIN EVERYTHING

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WHAT THE SHIT DID I JUST WATCH



Spoilers in comments. This is your only warning. Alternatively, comment if you want people to spoil you I suppose.

powercorrupts: in other news, I am the world's most unable to entertain themselves drunk ever.
temperamental: dinosaur
powercorrupts: ......
powercorrupts: you win
temperamental: being dinosaur is always fun


I'm sorry I keep posting with irrelevant things, everyone. I am tired. Life is confusing me. I want to leave home and become my own person. I am not a pillar of black smoke, but I would be willing to become one if it would let me leave my home.

I don't know. Perhaps I will have more fascinating and less utterly incomprehensible things in the morrow. Or perhaps I will just be hungover, and muttering. The latter is the most likely but we can all hope.

Is it normal to hear your own thoughts in an italian accent after playing Assassins Creed 2?

Oh my god I am being productive. ._. Working till 5am on projects for school, finishing pictures I started. Wow.

It feels so good guys, lemme tell you. So good. It's not like I wasn't trying to be productive before this, but you fall into slumps where nothing is working right and you don't want to work right, and nothing just ends up getting done in a way that makes one proud. But I am doing pretty okay right now, except for other people, whose problems I am attempting to just stay above. These aren't people who are there for me with my problems, just people who live to drag others down with theirs, so!

I have some more art, you guys are gonna get sick of it after a while I'm sure, but I keep writing up other entries and discarding them lately so these kinds are pretty much the only ones making it past my "lol no one will care" filter.

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I am completely worn out, but also completely triumphant. I could, however, use a drink.

I've been working on a series of character designs for a steampunk fantasy idea of Jeff's - heavy on the fantasy. I think at it's current stage it's more sci-fi/fantasy with steampunk design elements and some technology. My ideas are more guidelines to work off than strict designs, since they turned out too detailed to really be useable to do comics off of, and tbh, I'm pretty sure that any artist he could find for it would be ah. Well. I know my other friends who draw, and I highly doubt any of them would stoop to using designs based off mine, regardless of whether or not the writer likes them. :')

Which is why I'm mostly just doing them for fun. It's fun to work off someone else's idea of a character, and to see how their character changes once they get someone else's input into it. So uh, here's the first of the set and the only finished one thus far.



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I think I'm still alive. Maybe. Sort of I guess.

I've been working on this one for a bit now but the CG version is the one I actually intend to be presentable so that one's not finished yet - I don't think the pencil version adequately distracts from how much the lines are wrong in every way. This one's just for practicing purposes, but it actually didn't turn out bad so I scanned it anyways.

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And Fiesta starts tomorrow apparently? Considering dragging a group of people down to King William Fair on next saturday if I have the time. And can wake anyone I know up before noon on a saturday. "Anyone I know" including me.

This has been a PSA.

Oh and I got a B on the test I took while feeling like shit during the week when everything failed on me. I don't feel proud that I expected lower than that, but going into it after a week when nothing went right and I was still a little under the weather, my expectations were just to make something I could salvage later.

So I guess you could say my wishes are coming true~?

Terrible day or where's my goddamn save point so I can start this shit over, life day?

Whatever, I'm out. Fuck everyone who deserves it; they'll be the ones who will claim victim here and I could fuckin care less at this point. I don't have enough rage at the world and the haters at the minute to even express it. I'm burnt out and tired and just want to be left alone, and I'm clearly not gonna get that, so here's the next best motherfucking thing.


I've got booze and flamin hot lime cheetos, I'm a free bitch baby~