"It never did. People were made to be beautiful."
"Believe that. But the longer you stare at yourself in the mirror and find solace in your exterior, the more your soul and who you really are will deteriorate."
"And that is a risk I am willing to take."
xoxo
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I felt like posting. That is all.
It's 4AM, and in an hour, I'm supposed to be on the beach to watch the sunrise. I am beyond excited for something so small, but it's something I've never done before. Thomas, Jen, Jack, my mom, and I are all going, and this is going to be the greatest morning I've had in recent memory. Imagine, seeing something so simple with people you care so much for. It becomes magical, the sun on the water, the sand under your feet. I don't know if that's what'll be like, but I'm hoping it is! For a while, we'll be under the moon, then to be under the sun... I don't know why, but the idea makes me horribly giddy inside!
I want to see all the magic the world can offer, and this is just one step towards that. I know we'll be cracking jokes and singing songs until the sun comes up, and even past that. But I also know that we all believe in magic, and at some point, we'll just shut up and enjoy the ocean. I'm not one for the beach, but I am one for experiences that feel like we belong in fairy tales.
I hope we get some great pictures, and Thomas doesn't fall asleep face first in the sand. xD
xoxo
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xoxo
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SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM
I haven't posted in forever! ;A; Oh, fuck my life. Eventually, I will fill in the crap-tastic month. for now, know I'm alive.
GDIT SCHOOL I died because of you! and rehearsals. every. single. day. ;A; I aim to fill the whole damn month with random shit because nothing super special awesome happened. except for the massively huge bruise I had for like. a week because I got beat up. whatever whatever.
IN OTHER NEWS!
And Demi's dating a kid I want to falcon punch. He looks like a jerk. sounds like a jerk. MUST BE A JERK.
I AM RUNNING OUT OF THINGS TO WRITE. adsjfgaskfjgkjlg I should not let my journal fall so far behind like this. So uh. When I was little, there used to be this show called Out of the Box. and I loved it. Well, they used to jump into paintings and crap and do badass stuff. like one time, they made an obstacle course, and there was like a marshmallow swamp. it was awesome. Okay, that's irrelevant. but. They used to say this chant and jump into pictures, so I decided it would be awesome to do that. My favourite movie was/is/shall be Beauty and the Beast, and I had this book that was the movie. so I was like LOLOLOLOL. Out of the Box lessons are a go! I wanted to be in there sooooo bad. So I opened it to the best page [Be Our Guest, bitches], and did the chant, and I jumped.
AND THEN I MADE IT INTO THE MAGICAL WORL
Nope. Nothing happened except for me ripping the book and slipping on the pages. I cried so hard. My mom fixed the book up right, but I was so disappointed that I couldn't jump into those books. I still tried, but even to this day I'm sad I couldn't make it in.
I love this song. Vanessa Carlton and Taylor Swift = lovelovelove. [Speak Now is a beautiful album too~]
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At least... have you been doing okay?
It's fine as long as you're doing alright.
I called you yesterday to let you know that~ I'm really sorry I've been MIA. I've just... been. Well, there's not an excuse actually. I am really sorry.