I am feeling a little better since my last entry... But I am still left wondering if I will ever come to any conclusions about myself and my future. I just hope that it won't take too much longer. I would hate to have to go through another 3 years of college before I decided what I want to major in. That would suck.
On a different thingy (oh so eloquent am I).... I tried changing the colors of my layout to Slytherin's colors, but was horribly unsuccessful. I just couldn't get the right balance. I changed the colors back to Gryffindor, and I don't feel like trying Slytherin again right now. But, I feel a journal change coming on... And soon...
I don't know if I am excited or if I'm dreading it.
I am signed up for 5 classes this term. I'm taking Modern British lit, Francophone Women Writers, History of Modern Art, 3rd Year French, and A History of Women and Gender. I'm excited about my classes; I think they'll be interesting.
But exciting/interesting classes won't help my disposition much when I don't have a fucking clue what I want to major in and do after school.
I'm starting my fourth year of college. I should have a major. I should know what I want to do. I once thought I did, but that certainty has left, and now I am left with nothing but doubt. I doubt my interests, my wants, and my intelligence. I like too many different things and disciplines to even begin choosing one over another.
I'm 21, and have no real clue what I want to do with the rest of my life.
Warner Bros. had once considered making Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire into two movies... But no more. They have apparently decided to make it into one 2.5 hour movie. Anyone who has read GoF know that there is way, way too much info to fit one 2.5 hour movie.
There is a petition to make the adaption of GoF into two 2.5 hour movies. If you are interested in seeing this happen, sign it. I have already done so.
An article about the fight to save GoF can be found here.