Today was a really good, simple day.

I got up at 11, got ready, and then walked the mile to Wells Fargo to deposit my check and sort out me finances. It felt like spring with orange leaves outside today. Just beautiful and cool, with a blue sky and pretty clouds. About 60 degrees, not too much wind. It just smelled and looked so good.

After the bank, I walked back to the little HEB. I bought one of those adult lunchables and an apple, sat outside on the patio, ate my little lunch and had a cigarette, just enjoying the day. Then I went back inside and got stuff for the house and spaghetti supplies. I walked back home, all tired out. I made some salad and spaghetti and inhaled that shit. then I downloaded that eve game, which is the most complicated shit I've ever seen. It was weirdly fun though?

Then I took a fat nap, cause all that walking tired me out after being sedentary for the past like...three years of my life lol. I woke up, edited Amanda's paper, talked to Ronnie for a bit, did some laundry, smoked weed, ate hella croutons, watched Maniac, then put the sheets on the bed. Now I'm high and listening to my discovery playlist and I'm just feeling really really good tbh.

Tomorrow I'll be working and then I'll probably work on Spivey's birthday present. I'm drawing his bitmoji as a cute 50's greaser vampire, cause thems the vibes I get from spives. haha. haha

Once again i didnt sleep until about 7am saturday night, so i woke up at 1pm and rolled straight out of bed and into work. I finished reading a book called a master plan for rescue, about saving jewish refugees in wwii. It was beautiful and gripping and i wept. I honestly spent all of work just reading that entire book. I didnt feel too social today. Its cap moon.

After work i was exhausted (?) And hungry, so i rushed home and ate some egg toast while replying to a really good roleplay i love. After that i honestly tried to sleep but a bitch was wide awake, and i realized i had just been scrolling thru my phone for a legit 4 hours, stressing about money and feeling useless but too exhausted to do anything about it. So i slathered green shit, then orange shit, then white shit, then blue shit on my face to calm down. That sunday riley luna oil is 10000% luxury. I like to drip it under my eyes so it looks like im crying blue. I cant pinpoint the smell. Its sweet yet earthy. Licorice?

I ended the week with 39.8 hours which is an accomplishment. Sometimes i feel like i should just die lmao no not really. I just know im not doing the things i should be doing to make more money, but sometimes i just dont give a shit. Im fucking alive and i have friends i love. Ill just stay here in this same spot and keep making new batches of friends until i die.

Today I got up at 2pm because I didnt go to bed til SEVEN am cause I was Daniel's most of the night. I basically just got up, ate some pizza rolls, and went to work.

Work was incredibly boring until I started reading a book because Sarah had to leave cause she was sick and shes tbe only one who cares if I break rules. She doesn't say anything to me about it, but i know it makes her uncomfortable so I try to abstain.

Work got cut two hours short because they pulled a project, which was freaking amazing. After work I had to wait for Kam to finish helping close, so I napped on the couch in the breakroom.

Two hours later, I woke up to Kaitlynn and Elijah hovering over me. I was supwr disoriented and confused but I guess Kam took longer than anticipated. Kam was gonna go to Chief's house, but I didnt want to go, so I went to Kaitlynn's instead.

We watched vine compilations and I showed them the old Mexitechno video, which prompted me to find this livejournal again. Elijah and I played with Xena and we talked about a bunch of random shit. I really love them. They make me feel calm and safe.

Kam eventually came and got me, and now I'm chilling in bed before I go to sleep. My neck hurts from all the sitting at work.

It's time to start smoking and typing again, folks.

I live here now.

http://livingdust.tumblr.com/

I really fucking miss my old friends.

x-x

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It was a good day. Woke up early, made some green tea, worked out upper body for a bit. Made a big breakfast and worked on my Psychology review. Cleaned my room up a bit for when Rico gets here. Finally settled on a roleplay with him (zombie apocalypse) and worked on that with him for a while. Finished watching Let the Right One In. Hung out with Kelsey, played cards, talked. It was a good day.

Such an off day. I've spent it sleeping, really. I did exercise though, bully for me. I have to forge through this whole period thing. I have to.