Title : Blue eyes sorrows
Author : Trisha
Rating : PG-13- For a brief moment of language, and tiny sexual refference
Summary : One night about someone else. One confession of a lifetime
Author's Notes : I don't know really, there's a moment where there is cursing, so yeah, otherwise it's pretty fluffy
It was never a surprise. To anyone. You fell in love with your best friend. No way to deny the truth that you have been hiding forever
You clench your fists, your fingernails digging into the palm of your hand. Tonight, you saw him, with Tony
And that’s about the time your heart broke
Here you are, locked in the confined walls of your room. You pull off your hat, tenderly touching your hair. Look at the thick framed glasses placed on your face. You bring your hand up to your lips. Knowing he would never touch them
And you saw him with Tony
Before you do anything, your lip starts trembling. You cry, a lot. But this really hurts you
You bury your head into your soft pillows, muffling a sob. You pull off your glasses, and let your emotions pour out. Tears leak from blue eyes sorrows as you sob softly into your pillows
After a while, your sobbing minimizes to you just sniffling. You look at yourself in the mirror again. Your eyes are red from crying, and tear stain your cheeks. You turn off the light gently and slide under your sheets and blankets. Staring up at the ceiling, you wonder
Peter…where are you… I need you, so, so badly. I just wanna feel your warmth…breath…heart beating…
You close your eyes, and fall asleep
The peace of your dreams are disrupted by a soft knocking on the door. You ignore it, turning over and try to fall back asleep. But it’s still knocking gently at your door
“Come in” you say
The door opens as someone came in. From his shadow, you see dark hair sticking up, and a muscular man come in
It was Pete
You turn over to look at him, squinting your eyes to make out his figure
“Can I talk to you?” he says. I sigh and move over, trying to give the impression that you wanted to go back to sleep. It would be like twisting a knife in your heart now. Before you would have welcomed this opportunity
“It’s about Tony”
Oh. So that’s what he wanted to talk about
“Pete, it’s like, 1 in the morning. Can’t I go to sleep?” you say
“Oh…Trick…Please?”
You sigh. “Fine Peter”
Pete starts. “I don’t know what I should do. I totally like him, but…how do I know he’s going to treat me well? I mean, after what has happened, I would totally burst out crying to know he liked someone else”
Your vision is blurred. Pete’s outline is fuzzy now. You don’t know if it’s because your tired, or your going to cry about the fact he loves someone else
“Pete…” you say. You were going to give him advice. But, you suddenly forget what you were going to say. You want Pete to be happy, so you could tell him to go for Tony. But, another part of you wants to tell him what a bad influence Tony would be to Pete. How you can try your hardest to be there for him when he falls back
“Trick?”
You look up. You feel Pete’s eyes staring right down at you. You tilt your head to the wall, as your lip trembles once again
“A-as lo-o-o-ng” You swallowed “As your happy”
You bit your cheeks down to try and stop the tears threatening to fall. The breakdown was coming up your throat as you bite your cheeks harder
“Patrick…” you felt a hand come on your shoulder. You shiver slightly from the feeling
“Talk to me”
You feel your teeth rip the sides of cheeks, as a single, lone tear falls gently onto the sheets
“Patrick?”
You couldn’t control the sob, releasing from your throat. Before you knew it, your were hysterical. You feel strong hands lift you into arms
You were in Pete’s arms
It took a minute for this thought to register in your mind, but then, you realized how safe you felt
“Patrick, what’s wrong?” he said softly, pushing back light brown hairs from your eyes “You can tell me anything”
You get up, and switch on the light. Pete sits on your bed, confused as ever, as you pace around
“Patrick…?”
“Pete” you cry. You know this was coming sometime “Why do you think I’m so fucking upset? It’s obvious, isn’t it? I mean, you should know. I fucking love you Wentz. And Tony would be a shitty choice in my opinion. But I know, if you gave me a chance, I would treat you as well as I could. I don’t deserve you” you breathe in sharply “But Wentz…You better fucking believe I would try with all my heart. To treat you the way you should be. Better then Tony ever could”
Pete looked to the ground, at his crossing fingers, his mouth opened a little. You cover your mouth with a hand as a strangled sob came out. You turn towards the wall, whispering
“Oh my god” you sob gently. You weren’t expecting what was coming next. You felt a hand on yours, intertwining with yours, grabbing you to sit down on your bed. Pete gently pushes you down towards the bed, where you now lay. You look shocked, as Pete pins you down
I’m a distraction… you thought as he moved his face into yours
“Pete…You don’t love me…” you say. He lifts away from you and looks you in the eye
“Patrick…If there’s one thing this made me realize, it’s how much I love you. How much I need you. I always smiled where you were around. Tony…he doesn’t care. He maybe lying for all we know. But what I know is that you will treat me right. My world will be stable when I’m with you”
You sharply intake your breath. You know that came from the heart
“Let me prove it to you” he whispered softly. He leans in, as tears come down my face still, tears of happiness coming down his face. It feels like he’s taking an eternity for this lips to reach yours. You shut your eyes, and intertwine your fingers with his, as his lips finally brush against yours. They sit there, for one second, against your lips, and suddenly, you lick the bottom of his tongue. He opens, as you explore his mouth. Softly kissing
After a while, he pulls away, as he playfully bit your neck. You moan, as he bit softly. You move over in your bed, as you and him slip under the covers, curling up right next to him
“I love you” you hear yourself say. You feel his lips touch yours
“I love you too Trick”
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Author : Trisha
Rating : PG-13- For a brief moment of language, and tiny sexual refference
Summary : One night about someone else. One confession of a lifetime
Author's Notes : I don't know really, there's a moment where there is cursing, so yeah, otherwise it's pretty fluffy
It was never a surprise. To anyone. You fell in love with your best friend. No way to deny the truth that you have been hiding forever
You clench your fists, your fingernails digging into the palm of your hand. Tonight, you saw him, with Tony
And that’s about the time your heart broke
Here you are, locked in the confined walls of your room. You pull off your hat, tenderly touching your hair. Look at the thick framed glasses placed on your face. You bring your hand up to your lips. Knowing he would never touch them
And you saw him with Tony
Before you do anything, your lip starts trembling. You cry, a lot. But this really hurts you
You bury your head into your soft pillows, muffling a sob. You pull off your glasses, and let your emotions pour out. Tears leak from blue eyes sorrows as you sob softly into your pillows
After a while, your sobbing minimizes to you just sniffling. You look at yourself in the mirror again. Your eyes are red from crying, and tear stain your cheeks. You turn off the light gently and slide under your sheets and blankets. Staring up at the ceiling, you wonder
Peter…where are you… I need you, so, so badly. I just wanna feel your warmth…breath…heart beating…
You close your eyes, and fall asleep
The peace of your dreams are disrupted by a soft knocking on the door. You ignore it, turning over and try to fall back asleep. But it’s still knocking gently at your door
“Come in” you say
The door opens as someone came in. From his shadow, you see dark hair sticking up, and a muscular man come in
It was Pete
You turn over to look at him, squinting your eyes to make out his figure
“Can I talk to you?” he says. I sigh and move over, trying to give the impression that you wanted to go back to sleep. It would be like twisting a knife in your heart now. Before you would have welcomed this opportunity
“It’s about Tony”
Oh. So that’s what he wanted to talk about
“Pete, it’s like, 1 in the morning. Can’t I go to sleep?” you say
“Oh…Trick…Please?”
You sigh. “Fine Peter”
Pete starts. “I don’t know what I should do. I totally like him, but…how do I know he’s going to treat me well? I mean, after what has happened, I would totally burst out crying to know he liked someone else”
Your vision is blurred. Pete’s outline is fuzzy now. You don’t know if it’s because your tired, or your going to cry about the fact he loves someone else
“Pete…” you say. You were going to give him advice. But, you suddenly forget what you were going to say. You want Pete to be happy, so you could tell him to go for Tony. But, another part of you wants to tell him what a bad influence Tony would be to Pete. How you can try your hardest to be there for him when he falls back
“Trick?”
You look up. You feel Pete’s eyes staring right down at you. You tilt your head to the wall, as your lip trembles once again
“A-as lo-o-o-ng” You swallowed “As your happy”
You bit your cheeks down to try and stop the tears threatening to fall. The breakdown was coming up your throat as you bite your cheeks harder
“Patrick…” you felt a hand come on your shoulder. You shiver slightly from the feeling
“Talk to me”
You feel your teeth rip the sides of cheeks, as a single, lone tear falls gently onto the sheets
“Patrick?”
You couldn’t control the sob, releasing from your throat. Before you knew it, your were hysterical. You feel strong hands lift you into arms
You were in Pete’s arms
It took a minute for this thought to register in your mind, but then, you realized how safe you felt
“Patrick, what’s wrong?” he said softly, pushing back light brown hairs from your eyes “You can tell me anything”
You get up, and switch on the light. Pete sits on your bed, confused as ever, as you pace around
“Patrick…?”
“Pete” you cry. You know this was coming sometime “Why do you think I’m so fucking upset? It’s obvious, isn’t it? I mean, you should know. I fucking love you Wentz. And Tony would be a shitty choice in my opinion. But I know, if you gave me a chance, I would treat you as well as I could. I don’t deserve you” you breathe in sharply “But Wentz…You better fucking believe I would try with all my heart. To treat you the way you should be. Better then Tony ever could”
Pete looked to the ground, at his crossing fingers, his mouth opened a little. You cover your mouth with a hand as a strangled sob came out. You turn towards the wall, whispering
“Oh my god” you sob gently. You weren’t expecting what was coming next. You felt a hand on yours, intertwining with yours, grabbing you to sit down on your bed. Pete gently pushes you down towards the bed, where you now lay. You look shocked, as Pete pins you down
I’m a distraction… you thought as he moved his face into yours
“Pete…You don’t love me…” you say. He lifts away from you and looks you in the eye
“Patrick…If there’s one thing this made me realize, it’s how much I love you. How much I need you. I always smiled where you were around. Tony…he doesn’t care. He maybe lying for all we know. But what I know is that you will treat me right. My world will be stable when I’m with you”
You sharply intake your breath. You know that came from the heart
“Let me prove it to you” he whispered softly. He leans in, as tears come down my face still, tears of happiness coming down his face. It feels like he’s taking an eternity for this lips to reach yours. You shut your eyes, and intertwine your fingers with his, as his lips finally brush against yours. They sit there, for one second, against your lips, and suddenly, you lick the bottom of his tongue. He opens, as you explore his mouth. Softly kissing
After a while, he pulls away, as he playfully bit your neck. You moan, as he bit softly. You move over in your bed, as you and him slip under the covers, curling up right next to him
“I love you” you hear yourself say. You feel his lips touch yours
“I love you too Trick”
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