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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2006|03:43 pm]
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to whom it may concern,

orthodontics is being deleted, this journal has ran its course and to tell you the truth I hate this username. I have made a new know, killmatics so if I'm that important to you then please add me there and I promise more updates on that one. See ya there!

xo
sar
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2006|04:39 am]
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tonight has been really shitty.

lynnea called me when i was leaving class tonight, she said it was important and to call her when i got home. i got home and called..her and kyle bingham were on their way to my house, they had to tell me something. i had a feeling it was about someone dying..i guess my intuition was right. preston micheal adams died four days ago in a car accident, the one and only love of my life and i was to pussy to tell him. i never got to say goodbye. he's being cremated and i think their shooting for having a service next friday. i don't want to go but i know i need too, i need closure. i need to know he's actually gone before it all sinks in and i can actually cry and let it all out. im so scared that im telling everyone that if they die on me im going to hate them. god, i don't know what to do anymore. fuck this.

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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2006|08:11 am]
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yesterday was pretty amazing. friends and warped. tai.parmore.aiden.armor for sleep.gym class heroes.
got some pretty great pictures, maybe I'll post some later, when I'm not fucking lazy.. I don't know what it is but I feel like a broken record sometimes. All I seem to talk about are the same things over and over. not going camping, changed my mind. rewind back to yesterday when I was having the time of my life. you know that movie click with adam sandler? I wish I had a remote to rewind the good times and fast forward the bad. I'm stuck in a world that doesn't care. Judge me, hate me. I don't fucking care. Like Wil said yesterday, "It's in your head, it's in your heart and it's in your soul." Everyone seems to think I'm wasting my time on music, but you know what "fuck you". My life wouldn't be the way it is if it weren't for the music. My life would be meaningless, I'd just be another lifeless body walking on this earth with nothing to do but working a deadend 9-5 job and making shit pay just to survive for the next two weeks until rent day. suicide rates seems to be rising, probably 4,000 deaths a day. Do they get a voice? No. No one cares. No one believes. Open your eyes. See the light.

June 27, 2006 will always be a memory in my mind, but Yesterday will just be a blur.
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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2006|08:06 pm]
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ok, im going to be gone for pretty much the next week.

tonight and tomorrow: friend's house
tuesday: warped with aforementioned friend and kelley,erin and amanda (hopefully)
wednesday and thursday: camping with aforemention friend and family

When I get back, I demand you all tell me the drama and gossip I missed. I love you, kids. :*

xo
sarah
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go join now! [Jun. 2nd, 2006|03:28 pm]
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http://www.lostjournal.com/community/fullsizefob/profile
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2006|07:16 pm]
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Here I am again...tired from not sleeping...sad from not loving.
I feel miserable...here on this plane...here on this earth.
I've done it again...I stayed out all night.
I feel it again...I dred this flight.
Why?
Because I'm sick...sick of being known.
If I was normal...Would she like me the same?
If I was just a stock boy...Would she enjoy my name?
I'd like to think she does and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should.
I'm gonna lean my head against this window...close my eyes and go to sleep.
I'll wake up in the next town...with thoughts beyond deep.
The days will go by as I will just act.
As the days go by I can only look back...At the good times...the fun.
At the bad times...the fun.
I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her...I wonder if she waits to see me...I wonder if she waits?
I'd like to think she did and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should.
My heart is so curious...My mind is so blank...Without you I'm lost...
I am an empty tank.
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pictuuuures [May. 4th, 2006|07:17 pm]
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i cant eat anything without shoving my hands down my throat and i refuse to meet the world with out smearing on makeup with my hair blinding my eyesCollapse )
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formerly bongzillad [May. 1st, 2006|08:31 pm]
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this journal is open for business. if you added me on bongzillad then add me on here. orthondontics is the new journal, have fun.
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