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Kirk's Musings

In Memoriam
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As I am wont to do from time to time, I’ll take this time to mark some notable passings.

I was remiss a few weeks ago in not marking the passing of David Carradine. As a child, I was in awe and respect of him as Kwai Chang Caine in TV’s Kung Fu. As an adult, I found him to be an interesting man, talented, troubled, on the edge. There was a depth to the man that I feel many people did not realize. For me, his star performances will always be as singer Woody Guthrie in the movie Bound for Glory and as Cole Younger in The Long Riders. In many other roles, Carradine seemed to be playing a version of himself. His death said as much about him as his life, in that he will forever be an enigma.

Ed McMahon is not a celebrity that I have a great deal of feelings about, in that I did not watch him a lot on The Tonight Show. My dad was not a big Johnny Carson fan, so, while growing up my late night TV exposure was generally Nightline. He was of a generation and era that I did not completely identify with. I’m sure that to many people he is an icon and touchstone.

I was in New Mexico as a kid in 1976. My family was doing missionary work with the Navajo people, mainly dealing with alcoholics. We belonged to an extremely conservative holiness church (one of the reasons why I’m so liberal now, I think). One of the things that we did not have at the time was a television. It was frowned upon by the church. However, one evening we visited friends who had television. I was never the same. I was about 12 years old at the time and caught my first vision of Farrah Fawcett in Charlie’s Angels. I was enraptured, as many young males of the day was. No, I did not own the famous poster, as that would have been inappropriate for a preacher’s kid to do.
It is sad that she never had the success on the big screen that she wanted and that she had tough times personally. It must be said, however, that much of her work on television and in theater did receive a great deal of critical acclaim. I’m happy to see how well Ryan O’Neal stood by her at the end. She was very brave to document all that she went through for the benefit of others. I couldn’t watch the documentary. It painful for me just to watch the few clips that showed up on other programs. Farrah was gracious lady and a performer will likely always be underrated.

In 1984 there were four big names in the music world: Bruce Springsteen, Prince, Madonna, and Michael Jackson. Over twenty years later, and many people may not remember just how all pervasive Michael’s influence was at that time. Music, videos, movies, commercials, fashion…all of them bore Michael’s distinctive touch. He became bigger than life, and in many ways that is what really hurt him in the long run. After surviving family abuse in the midst of child stardom, there is little wonder that he retreated into fantasy and innocence as an adult. There is no doubt that he was greatly troubled and that it led to a systemic destruction of his life and career in many ways. Still, he was a genius entertainer and consummate singer. Paired with Quincy Jones, Michael made some of the greatest popular music of the 20th Century. Take away all of the personal problems and issues (which I do not discount, as they were many, and they were troubling) and we are left with a legacy of recorded music and performances that do show why Jackson was named King of Pop.
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Doctor Who-The Horror of Fang Rock (Review With Spoilers)
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The Horror of Fang Rock is one of my favorite Tom Baker stories, which is really amusing to me, as Tom did not like the script. This is an atmospheric horror story of the type that is really more closely associated with Hinchcliffe rather than Williams as producer. Of course, this is Williams’ first story as producer. With the exception of Image of the Fendahl, this type of story will not be found again during his tenure with the program. I personally find The Horror of Fang Rock to be a much better story.

The story is visually appealing. Except for a few scenes where the painted ocean is very visible in Episode 1, the set does not look fake. It is also appropriately claustrophobic, which adds to the tension. The BBC fog machines certainly proved their worth in this tale, as they sell the story in many ways. The model work is not bad, either.

While many people criticize Terrance Dicks’ scripts, I find this one to be quite good. For one thing, the characters are more than just ciphers. Some back story is created, giving them motivations much more complex and personal than just survival. Few of them were all that likeable. I will even admit to a cheer when Leela slaps Adelaide. That’s not the point, however. The point is that the characters are realistically portrayed in the script. The actors do a good job in bringing them to life as well.

The pacing is spot on. There is no wasted time and even the small moments either propel the story or give characterization.

I guess one could argue that the Rutan is not visually impressive, but the powers make it a formidable enemy. The power drain from the Doctor’s attack does seem to stop it from changing back into human form to traverse the stairs better (my personal explanation), but that hardly matters. The Rutan has killed everyone but the Doctor and Leela. Also the creature is suitably alien looking, which is important in the reveal. Those of you who have watched The Invasion of Time and remember the reveal of the Vardans understand.

Speaking of Leela, I’d like to note that Louise Jameson does a fantastic job in this story. Seldom has her performance been better, or maybe I notice it more because she is not in the skins. ;)

Overall, this is a great story, full of suspense and very good characterization. A solid 9 of 10 in my book.

So, A Man Logs Into A Blog....
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It has been a while since I just posted general life stuff here. Honestly I haven't been on here much at all of late. I'm not online as much as I used to be. When I am, I tend to check the various e-mails, facebook, and so forth. Please don't think that if you don't hear from me on here that I don't care. I am going to try to keep up better and start reading posts in a more timely fashion again.

I am fully recovered from the surgery, just having to get used to how the loss a gall bladder affects the old digestive system. That's not a bad thing. I've mostly cut out fried foods. They tend to cause the most trouble. On a very positive note, I can drink regular old milk again. I haven't been able to do that for years. Also, Samantha and I have started walking again. I'm very excited about that.

Went to see Star Trek on the weekend of release. The movie is incredible. Taking the approach that was taken was a gamble as far as fan loyalty, but it paid off in spades. This is the highest grossing Trek movie ever. The reason is simple. The story was clearly told and well thought out. There were no scenes that did not have an effect on the movie as a whole. The past was both recognized and celebrated. Finally, the acting was spot on, especially Karl Urban as McCoy. Chris Pine makes a terrific Kirk, playing all the sides of the character perfectly. I enjoyed all the other performances, but these two sealed it for me. That Leonard Nimoy was incredible goes without saying. Zach Quinto does Nimoy and Spock justice as well.

I am not doing the conventions this year. Samantha and I are doing Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace University and I have decided to put the money that I would spend on the con toward getting debt free. We were planning to go to Gallifrey One in February, but we have reconsidered that. We will be taking a trip out to see Samantha's side of the family at Thanksgiving.

I'm also considering cutting out comic books, except for the occasional trade paperback. Honestly, not much out there really grabs me anyway. We've already had to replace our washer and dryer, which hit our funds hard. I may splurge a bit to go see Willie Nelson, John Mellencamp, and the man, Bob Dylan in concert in July. We'll see.

Samantha seems to have enjoyed her birthday, for which I am thankful. I know that she misses her family. Thankfully, people here have welcomed her with open arms.

Well, that's about all for now. Oh, I have more to say, especially about some current events. Unfortunately, I don't have any time right now.


I Can Hear Music
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I’ve been thinking about music quite a bit lately, as well as listening to it quite a bit. Currently, I am in a huge Bob Dylan phase. This is not unusual since he is at the pinnacle of my favorite artist list, along with Johnny Cash. That seems only right to me, as the musical kinship and mutual admiration between them is well known. But I digress…

 

To me, music represents the purest, most primal, form of artistic and spiritual expression. The listener can think about it and dissect it (lyrically or sonically), or can just experience the music on a completely instinctual and spiritual level. While one can do that with most art forms, music seems to lend itself more easily to just being experienced. Even if one does not listen actively to music playing in the background, the mood of the person changes due to the music. There is something about sound that affects the listener at the most primal level. While we all have different tastes, almost everyone enjoys music. Not only that, but it is usually the only form of art that is involved in almost every important ritual of our lives.

 

I think children and teenagers get this so well. Watch a small child dancing to music. That child gets it. In the teenage years and young adulthood music becomes a part of identity as we work to define who we are. In the hustle and bustle of adult life music is much of the time relegated to familiar background noise. It is many times an unacknowledged source of basic comfort.

 

For me, music is my friend on the road as I go back and forth to work. I don’t have much time at home to listen to music. There, alone in my car, I center myself. I am spiritually renewed and at peace. After years of driving the same highway, I’m used to the commute and distractions are normally minimal.

 

Do yourself a favor. Take some time to listen to some music soon. Pull out a favorite CD, mp3 or whatever. Sit back or lay back and enjoy it with no distractions. Give music a chance to be more than just a soundtrack to your life. Doing so is truly a spiritual experience.


My Easter Experience
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Mythologist Joseph Campbell talked many times about giving oneself over to the sacred stories in order to experience the reality of them. I think that many times those of us who consider ourselves followers of a faith tend to go through the motions, rather than allow ourselves to become really engrossed in the sacred. I know that is true of myself at times. Such immersion in the sacred can be uncomfortably illuminating or even painful. Ultimately, however, this discomfort and pain lead to spiritual growth.

For Christians, this time of year is the holiest of all. This is where what we experience in our faith can be felt in full force. This past week I decided to give myself over to the experience of Holy Week. From Palm Sunday on, I decided to be mindful of the events leading up to Easter. Furthermore, I decided to keep them in my heart, to experience them as if they were happening today.

Thursday was particularly powerful. For the first time in my life that I can remember I woke up with a strong sense of spiritual awareness from the outset. The first though that entered my mind was "tonight  the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners" . Powerful stuff to wake up to. I'd began to realize just how fully that I'd given myself over to the story of Jesus' last week of human life. The experience reached a peak of sorts on Thursday night as I attended the Tenebre (Darkening) service at my church. The service followed the story of Jesus from the Last Supper to his burial. By the end of the service the entire church was dark and all signs of life were stripped from the altar. The pastor said, "It is finished" as he slammed his Bible shut, asking us to leave in silence and to contemplate our lives now that the one we had followed was no longer with us. Talk about immersion in the experience! I slept fitfully that night and experienced some unease on Good Friday as well. I really could feel the existential angst of living a life without hope and in spiritual despair. I found it to be a frightening contemplation.

This morning, I attended the Sunrise service at church. This represented the resurrection of Christ from the grave, the new reality that Christians experience in him. Whether you take the resurrection as real or metaphorical, it is powerful. Many spiritual leaders have died violently. Most of their followers have either joined other movements or just kept up the work. The followers of Jesus claimed more. They claimed the experience of Jesus as a continuing living presence in their lives. Those of us who follow Jesus can fill that presence still today.

I can't speak for other Christians. I wouldn't try. I do know this. What Jesus spoke of was a world where people took care of each other, healed each other, and loved each other without condition or reservation. It is a world where the greatest become servants of those in need. It is a world where we all sacrifice ourselves for each other by giving our all to each other without reservation. Hate and war are things of the past. It is a world where we have taken what he called "the Kingdom of God" that dwells within us and have made it a reality upon the earth. This is why he was here. This is his message. He died because of that message.

The sad thing is that we see much of the same thing happening today that was happening in Jesus' day. The powers that be are foisting their will upon the helpless and the church is more interested in maintaining its own interests and its own waning power than in truth and justice. If those who follow Jesus, who are called by his name, would continue to carry his message the world would be changing more rapidly that we could imagine. The price for carrying the message is not a cheap one. Martin Luther King, Jr proved that. Mohandas K. Ghandi (who, though Hindu, followed many of Jesus' teachings) proved that.

People get so wrapped up in trying to "convert" people to believe in Christ as salvation after death that they miss his point completely.  Salvation comes to the individual one bit of enlightenment at a time. Salvation comes to the world one act at a time, following up on that enlightenment.

Some people believe that Jesus died to atone for original sin. I believe that he died willing to save his people from their sins, not by paying a debt owed, but because he died as he lived, with integrity, with truth, and with righteousness. In following through on his message even through to the grave, he showed us the way to live the life that our Creator envisioned. It is up to us to follow though, to bring the "kingdom of God" to fruition. Early Christians called themselves "Followers of the Way" . It is a term that I prefer, and one that I think is truer to Jesus' intent.

It is for this reason that I call Jesus Lord and Savior. He showed me how to live and to live more abundantly. I have peace and love in my heart no matter the circumstance. I am more content than ever, while yearning to be the change that I want to see in the world.  I can tell someone what I feel and how I've changed, but each person has to go through this themselves. Salvation is not a one time act. It is a journey. It is not just meant  for the individual, but for the world.

And the verdict...
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I have gall stones. I talk to a surgeon next week about removing the gall bladder. I hope to feel much different  after it is removed. I'm just thankful that it wasn't my heart.

I'm really not sleeping well lately and am not sure why. I figured things would be much better after losing the heart monitor, but they are only somewhat so.

Samantha has been all kinds of awesome putting up with me through all this. She encourages me when I am down and gives me a swift kick when I need it. I couldn't ask for more.:)
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RUSH: Still Important After All These Years
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My interests tend to be very on again, off again. I’ll be heavily into something for a bit, and then I’ll leave it alone for a while. It’s just the way I roll. I never completely get rid of an interest, however. I’ll just leave it off for a bit, and later pick it up again. At that point there is a strangle feeling of newness coupled with nostalgia. Those who know me will attest to my “phases”.

 

Lately, I’ve been listening to Rush a lot. Rush is one of my favorite bands. They are in my top ten bands of all time, and believe me, there are some heavy hitters in that list. I got back into Rush by reading David Mack’s Star Trek: Destiny series (which, yes, I still need to review, I know). Mack is a fan, and there are subtle Rush references scattered throughout the books, as well as a Geddy Lee quote.

 

Rush is one of the most lyrically fascinating bands around. Combining science fiction and fantasy with a heavy dose of philosophy, including existentialism and Ayn Rand, this is a band with serious messages. No light and fluffy songs here. Humanism is a very strong motif in drummer Neil Peart’s lyrics. This appeals to me immensely, even if my own beliefs are spiritual and Christian in content. Combined with the exceptional musicianship of the band, this creates a heady sonic potion, sure to engage the listener both emotionally and intellectually.

 

Rush’s heyday as a band was the early to mid-80’s. After 1987’s Hold Your Fire, the band seemed to fade from popular consciousness. They are, however, still making important music. In fact, the band seems to have returned somewhat to its earlier style, which relied less heavily on synthesizers and more on guitars, bass, and drums. A testament to the continuing power of the band is the just released Retrospective Vol. 3, which covers 1989-2008.

 

There are some incredible tracks on this compilation, beginning with “One Little Victory”, a signature song from 2002’s Vapor Trails. Other standouts are “Dreamline”, “Ghost of a Chance”, “Earthshine”, and “Nobody’s Hero”. If anything, I would argue that the band sounds better than ever, as Geddy’s voice has deepen over the years, given the him more range in the lower registers. There is a richer tone to his voice now, though he can still hit the high notes of old when he wants to.

 

If you liked Rush in the past, but haven’t checked the band out in a while, I highly recommend this set. All 14 songs are winners. There is also a special edition with a DVD which mainly includes music videos, with a live performance or two and some interview footage.

 

Great stuff, all of it.

Check the Rush tag for a previous post on a Rush song.

 


Life Update
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Okay, I’ll try now for a general update. About time, hmmm?

 

As some of you know, I had a scare a month ago as I was driving to work. My heart started racing, my chest started burning, and I felt like I might pass out. I pulled in at a convenience store and called 911.

 

I was taken to the emergency room and was released about 3 hours later. All they could tell me was that I did not have a heart attack. I was referred to a cardiologist. I have taken a stress test and I wore a heart monitor for three weeks. So far, nothing has been found, and the heart monitor was a pain to wear, especially at night. I did not rest well. I tossed and turned, which kept Samantha awake as well. We were both extremely glad to see the monitor go.

 

My doctor and I are looking into the possibility of the problem being related to gall bladder or acid reflux. I’m going for a sonogram tomorrow to check the gall bladder and my doctor has adjusted my GERD meds. We’ll see how things go from there. I can still tell that I’m not really right. I just feel…out of sorts. Some days are better than others. Overall, I can’t complain, though. It could have been much worse.

 

Things otherwise are going pretty well here. We are pretty well in our new routine now that Samantha is working again. I’m starting to write more again (as evidenced by 3 post in as many day, which is a good sign. When I write I am happy.

 

I would ask that you all keep Samantha’s sister in your thoughts and prayers. She is going through some serious health issues right now and we are very concerned about her.

 

I hope that you all have been doing well. I really haven’t been on here in a month or so. It’s good to be back.

 


Watching the Watchmen
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Yes, I am alive and kicking. My health is better, though we are still not sure what is going on. I have more tests scheduled. Hopefully, we'll find something out for sure. And now...

 

It is a difficult task for a fan who is familiar with a piece of literature to review a movie adaptation of that work. It is with that in mind that I review The Watchmen. However, while the graphic novel is over twenty years old, it is new to me, having only read it for the first time this month. I went to see the film with my buddy, Jamie, on Sunday.

 

Visually, the movie is compelling. The amazing thing to me is that the movie has both the feel of reality and the feel of a comic book. It is a decent mix and works well. This truly is a comic book come to life. Warren Beatty tried to accomplish this with Dick Tracy, but was largely unsuccessful in the attempt. Zach Snyder was highly successful with Watchmen. Snyder stayed true to the graphic novel plotline as well, changing it only to keep the film in decent time limits and to make the story more understandable for a wide audience. I was surprised by how remarkably true he did stay to the comic.

 

The music adds something to the movie, as well. I honestly went into the movie having no musical expectations, but left impressed by the choices that were made. Most of the songs will be recognizable to fans of late 20th Century music. The songs fit perfectly in the scenes.

 

The performances were good overall, but three stand out. Jackie Earle Haley as Rorschach was brilliant casting. Haley played the character as he is in the book. Haley’s Rorschach is full of rage and is uncompromising and determined. His is the best performance of the movie. Following Haley are Billy Crudup’s well nuanced performance as Dr. Manhattan and Jeffrey Dean Morgan’s in-your-face turn as The Comedian.

 

The second weekend of the movies saw a downturn in audiences. Some people are surprised by that. I’m not. The movie is very faithful to the graphic novel, which is a wonderful thing for comic book fans, but can be difficult for the general public. The social message is load and clear, but in the 21st Century, where the biggest threats come less from global superpowers than from smaller nations and groups with axes to grind against those superpowers. Given a few years, and the growing tensions between the U.S. and Russia, the Cold War message could become very real again. As it is, I’m not certain that the message resonated, especially with viewers too young to remember the height of the Cold War.

 

Another reason for the drop-off is likely the fact that most of the persons for whom the movie was made saw it on the first weekend. This is a dream movie for comic book fans. It is a story that is steeped in super-hero mythology, and works best as meta-fiction within the genre. For those outside of the fan community, much of the subtext is lost.

 

Added to that is the well earned R rating. The general public tends to think of super-hero movies as family fare. Watchmen is absolutely not a family film. This is not a movie for the squeamish or for a child. This, of course, goes back to the misconception that comic books are only for children.

 

So, as a movie for the general public, Watchmen is great spectacle. It is a visual treat and a great mystery. It is also fantastic social commentary for those who are interested. However, there is much that will be lost to those who are not comics fans.

 

For comics and super-hero fans, Watchmen is must-see viewing. It is a brilliant adaptation of what is largely regarded as the greatest super-hero story of all time. This is one of the top super-hero movies of all time

 

One caveat: as mentioned earlier, the movie deserves its R rating. It is graphic, but to make a point. By and large anything graphic is there for story related reason. If that is an issue for you, do not see this movie.

 

With that in mind, this movie is well worth the wait of over 20 years. I highly recommend it to those interested in super-heroes as well those interested in as 20th Century culture and politics.

 

 

 

 

 

 


2009 Book #5: Star Trek: The Next Generation: Greater Than The Sum (Mostly Spoiler Free)
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The thing with this type of media-tie in book is that such books tend to keep things status quo.  There are very few deep messages and no character growth, just plot driven adventure.

That is what has made this run of Star Trek books particularly pleasing. There is growth, change, and loss. In Greater Than The Sum we have even more. There is a healthy dose of Eastern philosophy and religion in the book, particularly Hinduism and Buddhism. Though a Christian, I admire both these religions very much, and try to apply many of their principles to my own life. I welcomed the inclusion of such thought-provoking material.

There is quite a bit less all out action in the book, especially compared to Resistance and Before Dishonor. However, author Christopher L. Bennett substitutes strong character interaction in its place. That's not to say there is no action. In fact, the action here is strong, but a bit different than any that I've read in a Star Trek novel. The action is used to underscore the philosophical themes of the book.

There are surprises in this book, including returning characters and new favorite characters (two of whom I greatly adore and hope that they are going nowhere). The epilogue of the book is nothing short of chilling.

I can't say that I enjoyed this book more than Before Dishonor. I enjoyed it equally, but for different reasons. However, because of its ambition, I would put it above all the other books that I've read so far.

I'll be starting the Destiny books this weekend.  The ending of Greater Than The Sum has me on the edge of my seat. I can't wait.

Another 5 of 5.